Sometimes it really feels like I’m never good enough to who & what really matters to me. Like I have to hide bits of myself because they’re not acceptable. Like I have to change to fit a certain mold. Not opposed to change or self-betterment. But feel like I’m not enough to be accepted as is.

There’s a story here at my local Walmart. One can only wonder what happened.

Delta State University needs to release any security footage that may help the family and the public know what happened to Demartravion Reed.

I’m not the kind of person to kill myself. I’m the kind of person to go and get myself killed. A suicidal thought here and there doesn’t mean a suicidal action. If my life ever gets taken, it won’t be by my own hand. I can guarantee you that much.

Okay, what fuckers out there went about spreading rumors that the second autopsy had been released? If you’re gonna make a claim, then corroborate it with the damn facts. The LAST thing Trey’s family and we all need is mininfo spread without evidence. www.mississippifreepress.org/the-facts-tr...

My hardcover copy of @mehdirhasan.bsky.social’s Win Every Arguement came. Looking forward to reading. Doubt my grandmother will change despite me bringing the facts to dispute her when she literally said “well it’s still true to me,” as if that’s how the truth works, but doesn’t mean I can’t try.

I know I won’t, but sometimes i just want to emotionally blow up and kill myself. At least I’ve somehow had less suicidal thoughts this year than the ones prior. Probably because I knew what was coming. But I still feel them.

Today was a terrible day

You already admit that this kinda stuff is going beyond “child safety” and is in service of limiting free speech. What makes what your doing in Ohio, South Dakota, and Wyoming any different? Why are you capitulating?

Consent’s cool. Censoring art isn’t. Not gonna go jerking to rape art, but what if victims of something make NSFW art as a way of dealing with trauma or something? That’s just one hypothetical. Imagine all the nuance besides people just being horny. IT’S FICTION! ART! AS UGLY OR KINKY AS IT MAY BE!

Uuuuggggghhhh. Not knowing how to best use socials and shit. Like I don’t really wanna use this account for more serious stuff, wanna use it for YouTube, art, and other fun stuff. But I don’t wanna make another account for all that shit either. This is already my SFW account and main identity stuff.

Can we call out most Conservatives for being Regressionists instead? If they were “Conservatives” then they’d be CONSERVING things like the right to same sex marriage, bodily autonomy, and the civil rights act. Not trying to roll back decades of progress. #Progressivism #Conservatism #Regressionism

YouTube is adding a 3rd ad. Just got “3 of 3” on a mid roll section

@markcooperjones.bsky.social Is there anyway we’d get to use the map you made from the latest episode of Map Men? I haven’t found a link anywhere and am curious to browse it all. You did a good job on it.

Talked bits here and there about my interest in it, but a little note about where I am on Celtic stuff. I fall under the category of Celtic RECONSTRUCTIONISM, not Celtic REVIVALISM. Two distinctly different things. No blame to you if you get them confused. Terminology can be a real bitch sometimes.

I thought I was gonna be able to get so much more done this year. But ever since the end of July and all the setbacks I now have to face I’ve basically been put out of commission until the start of 2026. I hate having to pay for the consequences of my abuser’s actions.

Quick fuck you to some of the teachers I had in my K-12 experience. Also preschool and a bit of community college. Sorry preschool lady, I can’t hold a pencil normally when I have double-jointed thumbs. Ms. Buse from second grade, more like Ms. Abuse. You made an 8 year have old suicidal thoughts.

POV: You’re three years old with auditory sensory issues about to watch one of your favorite movies and the stuff of nightmares that makes you cry starts up before the film

I can’t wait to go for my autism diagnosis one day and learn where exactly on the spectrum I fall and whatever disability I have.

The spelling of the word “résumé” is stupid. There shouldn’t be an acute accent over the first e. That would make it pronounced like “Ray-zoo-may” If you ever forget what the acute accent over a letter like “é” does, try to remember how the English announcer of Pokémon says the word. Po-KAY-mon!

I disown my family after all they’ve done and will cut contact with most. Cause they just straight up sign off on Nazi type shit and don’t care since it won’t effect them until later. But even though they’re cut off doesn’t mean I won’t get resources passed to them to learn. Even if it’s in vain.

Having been in a family showing mostly bigotry my whole life, I’ve seen strides in people coming around, admitting when they’re wrong. My grandmother came around from hating gay people to accepting them. Like many, she is ill-informed and still harms. PEOPLE DON’T ALWAYS REALIZE THE HARM THEY DO!

Stand up and fight for yourself, your friends, and those that are unfairly targeted. But alongside standing up and fighting, work towards a world where people have no reason to fight. We can beat prejudices of generations past and new prejudices to come. We can’t just let them go hurting everyone.

Hot takes Nazis/any other supremacist groups are bad. Anyone doing harm should face time for crimes they’ve committed. People’s minds are very moldable, and can get tricked into following a bad ideology for years. Said people can also be DE-NAZIFIED/DE-RADICALIZED DON’T HATE! EDUCATE! 1/3

One of my favorite areas of interest to learn about is a lot of Anthropological stuff. Very much in the Star Trek vein of learning about all kinds of people and cultures. But it can be a fine line to ride sometimes. Because if you’re not careful, you could end up falling down a supremacy rabbit hole

I don’t quite know for how long, but I’ve known Snoop Dogg’s a little bitch for at least the past year and a half. He’s definitely been one for more than that. But now he’s just showing it more.

I hate being stupid

Again, Organizing a protest. I wanna take this statewide til they overturn this BS. We want kids protected, but this isn’t how to do it. Please repost this and spread it to Mississippians you know. No set date yet but gonna sort it out. #Mississippi #BlueSky #Protest Any other hashtags I should use?

Had to get a VPN I SHOULDN’T FUCKING HAVE TO! THIS LITERALLY AFFECTS MY LIVELIHOOD AND A SOURCE OF MY INCOME! MY STATE SCREWED ME OVER! There’s obviously bigger issues to protest, but this is actively affecting a lot of people. Please repost and spread word to any Mississippians you know #Protest

Soon won’t be able to access @bsky.app living in Mississippi, not without a VPN. Because House Bill 1126 passed into law, and now actively affects my livelihood and my plans. Gotta organize some big protest and get this crap overturned. Who’s in? Spread word. #Mississippi #BlueSky #Protest

So I’m an admitted pothead and do smoke. Haven’t in a few days. But since the incident a couple weeks ago, my throat has hurt in ways that smoking never caused. Granted, any smoke in the body’s bad, but this isn’t a pain caused by burning. Ever since I was strangled it hurts to swallow, yawn, etc.

Big thanks to @rebeltaxi.bsky.social for sharing my gofundme on his Twitter after I deactivated mine. Any spread of word is helpful and much appreciated while I job hunt www.gofundme.com/f/help-trent...

This past month has been hell. But I’m only now finding the confidence to truly be myself online and being more public. The past… god, 6 years I’d say, I’ve struggled with this kinda stuff. Hopefully that really is changing now

A couple weeks ago I was the victim of domestic violence and was physically abused. I was strangled by my own mother. My safety is not guaranteed, it’s conditional if I continue living here. Please help by donating/sharing #DomesticViolence #Gofundme #Emergency www.gofundme.com/f/help-trent...

I think if and when I get a formal autism diagnosis that will give me all the confidence I need to truly be.

Idk how much I’ll say. But I’ll say that I was a victim of domestic, physical abuse a few hours ago. I did not raise and hand to defend myself until at least 10 seconds after I was being strangled. I threw a punch as my grandmother came over to get this person off of me. The strangler? My mother.

We can know a lot but we also get failed by our education systems. I’ll start. I have a real love of things like physics, history, and social studies but it took me 20 years on this earth before I learned just how large a county is compared to a city. They never taught us about counties. Just states

Being undiagnosed on the spectrum w/ a family that doesn’t understand autism and pushes you into a situation you’re not comfortable at all with because they’ve traumatized you but don’t seem to realize or properly care about it so when you break down they look at you and think of you as unreasonable

My cousin saw a big, lazy dumbo rat at a local pet shop and wanted to get him before he became snake food. Suggests I do. Didn’t want to, but I didn’t want the lil big guy to die. Went back a couple days after to find he’s gone. Snake food? Nah. Bruh got sold as a breeder. Out cheesing for life now.

'S a big-ass cockroach flying about on the outside of my window

As far as I’m concerned,computers and hammers aren’t so different from each other.

I feel so crazy and I won’t say I’m not but really I’m just scared.

When something takes one to two days to finish but it takes you three months to do. And when something takes a year or two to to finish and you start and perfect it in a rush of two weeks

Going based on vibes and not the calendar. Summer doesn’t start on June 21st, it’s whatever day in May the first firefly/lightning bug glows and the second half of the year doesn’t start until August. Gregory can fright me

Okay it’s not like I’ve made nothing. But am only just now getting everything finished and equipment my brain wants to really charge forward and start posting.

This may be my safe for work account but it deserves a mention. The battle of this is always gonna continue. Of course we wanna make sure nothing dubious happens, but when people keep having challenges put on their work it threatens their livelihoods.

Being an artist and saying you’re gonna make art for years and not do it

Everything’s fine btw. Nothing happened. :)

The truth is an angry whore who fucks everyone.

When can we expect to be able to DM photos and videos from camera roll, gifs, etc. to our friends on @bsky.app? #BlueSky