We’re hoping for the days ahead. Just everything.

Sadposting hours were supposed to be over but this thing I’ve alluded to is always in my head and it’s spiraled me into more depression. I can only truck ahead and try, but it’s hard to not think about when it affects your life so heavily and you’re reminded of it constantly snd seemingly more often

Stuff goes on in my life but I’m just laying around for long periods thinking about something specific and being depressed about it and not knowing how to go forward. Like I’m frozen trying to figure out what action to do. And time I’m waiting to pass to see if things get better. Unsure if it will.

Big day today. Good day. Still feel like crap from the big thing you won’t know about from a few weeks ago. Still gonna for a long time. But today had a very good, big aspect to it.

I’ll hopefully have more good stuff to post this year. I thought my biggest depressing stuff was behind me in 2025 but a real big kick in the head happened the time I posted. It’s gonna be stuck in my head a long time and is a big bring down. But I’ll try and post more engaging stuff this year.

Today hurt. Not talking about my wisdom teeth extractions. Some real bug emotional stuff.

Got my wisdom teeth out today. Recovering

Sometimes you fuck up on something so small and you get so mad at your own retardation. It makes you scream at yourself in private and makes you cry at being a fuck up and hate yourself. Even if it wasn’t that big a deal.

@myke.social I don’t know if I’m just out of the loop, but is there a chance of the subtle notebook coming back in stock? It was the perfect notebook that hit every spot in using it for my brain. It just felt right.

There was a piece of glass in the hall a little longer than a grain of rice and boy did that hurt to step on. Took about seven or eight wipes to get up all the blood. That was a lot of blood for that small a puncture. Also, happy holidays. I hope you have a good new years

@matthewmercer.bsky.social I feel you look like you could be Keanu’s son. My question now is this. Keanu’s son with who?

Uggggghhhhh, I need to work more on my projects and practice stuff or I’m just a fraaaaauuuud. I’m being a fraaaaauuuuuud!

Autism makes me feel unable to comply with society in ways. Especially about untruths. Like,“if you saw someone stealing food, no you didn’t.” Like I get food anxiety and insecurity, I had it too. But AHHH, yes, I did see them. Will I report it? No. But don’t give me a runaround when I want TRUTH!

@reuters.com should allow comments on their YouTube videos. It’s cowardly not to

Waiting to hear about when a possible job interview is coming. I’m with a generous family and I’m lucky to have. But what sucks is that I had to leave my original family in the first place. But the people I was supposed to be able to trust were not worthy of it. They were abusive in all forms.

What pisses me off is “People who don’t go to college after high school or drop out of it will likely never go back.” Won’t dispute statistics that back it up. What pisses me off is when my elders or peers apply it to ME. Bitch, you don’t know me like you think you do. Or my life plans/what I’ll do

We’re in World War III. We just don’t wanna admit it because then it’s real. As real as it is for those in Ukraine and Palestine. It’ll be official when China invades Taiwan. That’s the last pillar to fall. Americans just haven’t entered yet. When we do, it’ll be fighting over seas and here at home.

I just want a goddamn job.

I know by the color of my skin I benefit from white privilege but I refuse to identify as White. I’m an American, if getting specific a European-American like how there’s African-American, Asian-American, Indigenous-American, etc. I’m a Celt-American. My skin might be white, but not my identity.

Sometimes it really feels like I’m never good enough to who & what really matters to me. Like I have to hide bits of myself because they’re not acceptable. Like I have to change to fit a certain mold. Not opposed to change or self-betterment. But feel like I’m not enough to be accepted as is.

There’s a story here at my local Walmart. One can only wonder what happened.

Delta State University needs to release any security footage that may help the family and the public know what happened to Demartravion Reed.

I’m not the kind of person to kill myself. I’m the kind of person to go and get myself killed. A suicidal thought here and there doesn’t mean a suicidal action. If my life ever gets taken, it won’t be by my own hand. I can guarantee you that much.

Okay, what fuckers out there went about spreading rumors that the second autopsy had been released? If you’re gonna make a claim, then corroborate it with the damn facts. The LAST thing Trey’s family and we all need is mininfo spread without evidence. www.mississippifreepress.org/the-facts-tr...

My hardcover copy of @mehdirhasan.bsky.social’s Win Every Arguement came. Looking forward to reading. Doubt my grandmother will change despite me bringing the facts to dispute her when she literally said “well it’s still true to me,” as if that’s how the truth works, but doesn’t mean I can’t try.

I know I won’t, but sometimes i just want to emotionally blow up and kill myself. At least I’ve somehow had less suicidal thoughts this year than the ones prior. Probably because I knew what was coming. But I still feel them.

Today was a terrible day

You already admit that this kinda stuff is going beyond “child safety” and is in service of limiting free speech. What makes what your doing in Ohio, South Dakota, and Wyoming any different? Why are you capitulating?

Consent’s cool. Censoring art isn’t. Not gonna go jerking to rape art, but what if victims of something make NSFW art as a way of dealing with trauma or something? That’s just one hypothetical. Imagine all the nuance besides people just being horny. IT’S FICTION! ART! AS UGLY OR KINKY AS IT MAY BE!

Uuuuggggghhhh. Not knowing how to best use socials and shit. Like I don’t really wanna use this account for more serious stuff, wanna use it for YouTube, art, and other fun stuff. But I don’t wanna make another account for all that shit either. This is already my SFW account and main identity stuff.

Can we call out most Conservatives for being Regressionists instead? If they were “Conservatives” then they’d be CONSERVING things like the right to same sex marriage, bodily autonomy, and the civil rights act. Not trying to roll back decades of progress. #Progressivism #Conservatism #Regressionism

YouTube is adding a 3rd ad. Just got “3 of 3” on a mid roll section

@markcooperjones.bsky.social Is there anyway we’d get to use the map you made from the latest episode of Map Men? I haven’t found a link anywhere and am curious to browse it all. You did a good job on it.

Talked bits here and there about my interest in it, but a little note about where I am on Celtic stuff. I fall under the category of Celtic RECONSTRUCTIONISM, not Celtic REVIVALISM. Two distinctly different things. No blame to you if you get them confused. Terminology can be a real bitch sometimes.

I thought I was gonna be able to get so much more done this year. But ever since the end of July and all the setbacks I now have to face I’ve basically been put out of commission until the start of 2026. I hate having to pay for the consequences of my abuser’s actions.

Quick fuck you to some of the teachers I had in my K-12 experience. Also preschool and a bit of community college. Sorry preschool lady, I can’t hold a pencil normally when I have double-jointed thumbs. Ms. Buse from second grade, more like Ms. Abuse. You made an 8 year have old suicidal thoughts.

POV: You’re three years old with auditory sensory issues about to watch one of your favorite movies and the stuff of nightmares that makes you cry starts up before the film

I can’t wait to go for my autism diagnosis one day and learn where exactly on the spectrum I fall and whatever disability I have.

The spelling of the word “résumé” is stupid. There shouldn’t be an acute accent over the first e. That would make it pronounced like “Ray-zoo-may” If you ever forget what the acute accent over a letter like “é” does, try to remember how the English announcer of Pokémon says the word. Po-KAY-mon!

I disown my family after all they’ve done and will cut contact with most. Cause they just straight up sign off on Nazi type shit and don’t care since it won’t effect them until later. But even though they’re cut off doesn’t mean I won’t get resources passed to them to learn. Even if it’s in vain.

Having been in a family showing mostly bigotry my whole life, I’ve seen strides in people coming around, admitting when they’re wrong. My grandmother came around from hating gay people to accepting them. Like many, she is ill-informed and still harms. PEOPLE DON’T ALWAYS REALIZE THE HARM THEY DO!

Stand up and fight for yourself, your friends, and those that are unfairly targeted. But alongside standing up and fighting, work towards a world where people have no reason to fight. We can beat prejudices of generations past and new prejudices to come. We can’t just let them go hurting everyone.

Hot takes Nazis/any other supremacist groups are bad. Anyone doing harm should face time for crimes they’ve committed. People’s minds are very moldable, and can get tricked into following a bad ideology for years. Said people can also be DE-NAZIFIED/DE-RADICALIZED DON’T HATE! EDUCATE! 1/3

One of my favorite areas of interest to learn about is a lot of Anthropological stuff. Very much in the Star Trek vein of learning about all kinds of people and cultures. But it can be a fine line to ride sometimes. Because if you’re not careful, you could end up falling down a supremacy rabbit hole

I don’t quite know for how long, but I’ve known Snoop Dogg’s a little bitch for at least the past year and a half. He’s definitely been one for more than that. But now he’s just showing it more.

I hate being stupid

Again, Organizing a protest. I wanna take this statewide til they overturn this BS. We want kids protected, but this isn’t how to do it. Please repost this and spread it to Mississippians you know. No set date yet but gonna sort it out. #Mississippi #BlueSky #Protest Any other hashtags I should use?

Had to get a VPN I SHOULDN’T FUCKING HAVE TO! THIS LITERALLY AFFECTS MY LIVELIHOOD AND A SOURCE OF MY INCOME! MY STATE SCREWED ME OVER! There’s obviously bigger issues to protest, but this is actively affecting a lot of people. Please repost and spread word to any Mississippians you know #Protest

Soon won’t be able to access @bsky.app living in Mississippi, not without a VPN. Because House Bill 1126 passed into law, and now actively affects my livelihood and my plans. Gotta organize some big protest and get this crap overturned. Who’s in? Spread word. #Mississippi #BlueSky #Protest

So I’m an admitted pothead and do smoke. Haven’t in a few days. But since the incident a couple weeks ago, my throat has hurt in ways that smoking never caused. Granted, any smoke in the body’s bad, but this isn’t a pain caused by burning. Ever since I was strangled it hurts to swallow, yawn, etc.