- Nicholas has returned, with some cool new ear notches - There is a new male hanging around (Wally) - BUDDY IS PREGNANT - We believe Nicky may have mated with Pal - Still no sign of Maggie. We believe she has passed

sitting outside used to make me feel better. i took more ibuprofen and sat outside for an hour and a half and all i did was cry i don't think i can make it this time

in tears because i'm in so much pain and it has fucked up my progress for the week my head feels like it's filled with concrete, my teeth are throbbing and hurt, i can't see straight. i can't lie down because of my neck but sitting up is difficult

Severe headache since midnight. I can't function.Patience appreciated

i always forget: people only like you as long as you are useful to them somehow 😞 it makes me miss my susie all the more. i need more animal friends

I can't carry your grief when I am already struggling under the weight of my own

I'm watching 28 years later Why are the infected fat now

i tried to play tf2 last night (last time i played was before susie died) and holy shit i forgot just how bad i am at this game. it should be illegal to suck this much

I'm gonna put Jowee on a sandwich and eat him

a real message i sent to jim in 2015 about skitters i... didn't always love ferrets

Ciabatta Butter Pesto Fig jam Fresh mozz Baby arugula

i can't sleep and i'm nauseous and weepy so i guess i'll click around my hometown on streetview

I love mustelids so much. Jim & I just watched a two-part episode of Wild America from 1990 about them and I'm very emotional... If my brain wasn't broken and my body didn't suck I would want to work with them somehow. Just watching videos of stoats or polecats or martens makes my heart race

seven years since dogbomb passed... wow. i remember crying all night

Where is MY Easter basket

Shut up, binch

I like to chug an entire bottle of water right before bed so I know my sleep will be interrupted four hours later by the urgent need to piss

shout out to the dude spamming furaffinity's front page with ms paint birds. i love you

forming an... uneasy alliance with these sac spiders because they have offered to take care of our ant problem but one watched me make a sandwich in the kitchen last night and another one wouldn't leave me alone in the bathroom so idk if this is going to work

Look at this dumbass

I went to bed at 10:30 PM and slept til 3:30 PM lol wtf

I lied I'm back

anyway i'm signing out for the long weekend. my dad died three deaths and the first occurred on easter 2014. i hate this holiday with a fiery passion. best thing to do is hunker down 'til it passes see y'all monday 👏😘

someone was re-homing a trio of baby ferrets near us. the photos were so cute, looking at them was physically painful. but i know better. my ferret days are over i wish i could hold you again. it hurts more every day, susie youtu.be/FKSPMP_uFy0?...

jowee, loueem, susie, lumpus (lumpy is not thriving, hmm...)

today (april 2nd) is national ferret day so if you see a ferret, please make a big fuss over them. they're good critters. they deserve all the love

I'm so heartbroken. Wolfie is being put to sleep next week. Damn it.

I'm going to put my fist through the wall lol

this is why I am the way I am lmao

the warm weather yesterday + all this rain has awoken the carpenter ants in the walls and now my life feels like that one level from zombies ate my neighbors. you know the one (the one with the giant ants)

One thing I miss about Alabama is the thunderstorms. We never get them up here. Plenty of rain, sure! rarely do we ever have a proper storm, though But last night & today... Rain, thunder, even lighting. Bliss. I bet if I opened the window I'd be able to hear the peepers too

can always tell when my iron is low. breathlessness, nausea, shaking, weird food cravings I'm hungry, but I don't want to eat 🤢

i'm not a sonic fan but i will say the first 3 games have great soundtracks youtu.be/HdgRJDu4hcU?...

fuck you grillo's pickles i almost choked to death on your "pickle de gallo" i was fighting for my life and all my husband could do was say "if you're going to puke do it in the garbage" and i threw up on the floor i was DYING

i think i like music like this because it doesn't allow me to think youtu.be/pTXd0jz-iTE?...

'oueem sue joy wumpus

please bear with me, for we are having creative differences

covid fucking destroyed my husband and i will never forgive the asshole who chose to come to work with it in 2021.

i got a baby scale a while back so i could weigh littlemin more easily and the dumbass sleeps on it like it's a bed but when i try to get him on it to actually weigh him he's suddenly terrified of it and hides

Urge to scream about a million different things bothering me today. New things. Things that happened 10+ years ago. Big things. Little things I want to lash out, but also, I'm tired. Emotionally, I am exhausted. Too sick to bite

What if I went to a ferret show....

Look at this baby photo of my husband. He is clearly hiding behind that chair to relieve himself Look at his face. That's an "oops, I didn't except you to look back here. Excuse me, I'm BM-ing"

not chill lol but the rest is sort of accurate

what an awful day

Cried myself to sleep at 10 PM because I couldn't stop thinking about Susie. Woke up at 3 AM and haven't been able to fall asleep again 😞

MIL surprised Jim with this today, made by a family friend ;__; FIL chose the quote. Look at my baby... Gonna put this on her memorial shelf 🧡

please, no more snow. I can't take any more

I don't want a switch 2 but if the rumors about an ocarina of time remake are true I will be having severe FOMO later this year