trying to be or play like anyone else won't work. can't be jake can't be kyle. unapologetically myself.. and im a dork.

I've just gotta give it up at this point

another sleepless night after lighting my nervous system on fire

feeling fairly jaded about sheik, even when i perform well. and my heart sings when i play marth ...and I'm tired of lighting my nervous system on fire all the time. the stress i inflict upon myself playing melee keeps me from being able to take care of myself and from exploring other interests

ohhhh

i woke up at 6pm it's over for me

I LOVE TYRION CUTHBERT ATTORNEY OF THE ARCANE

truthfully i don't actually need it that bad

some interior decorating.

New AZ melee pr banner drawn by Paonne! Honestly, feels great to be back on it after my hiatus from the game.

asking 20 people to play and getting no responses feels so bad

for a while I've been hard at work on the controller grind, so much so that I've neglected my own controller. today I decided to make a new one for myself, and I gave it all the obsessive and meticulous effort I possibly could. down to exactly how I wanted to screw in the shell to see if it makes

Last night in Melee: 1. Preeminent won Waddle Dee’s Spartan Arena, beating Drio and Chickenman400 (Online) 2. Spark won Fantastic Manawerx, beating CPU0 and Defy (AZ) 3. Aerius won Abbey Tavern, beating mvlvchi and Iron (NorCal) 4. Pleeba won RPM, beating Forest and Fry (IL)

replayed some of megaman battle network 4 cuz it was one of my absolute favorites as a kid im very disappointed to say that this shit is fucking uncslop

party rock is in the house tonight

my fucking cavendish expired

Last night in Melee: 1. RapMonster won Heavy weather, beating PicanteThought and mvlvchi (VA) 2. Spark won Fantastic Manawerx, beating Zephan and Violence (AZ) 3. Mot$ won Triple Threat Tuesdays, beating Freezus and Womb! (NJ) 4. Ober won RPM, beating Pleeba and Fry (IL)

Last night in Melee: 1. Spark won Spicy’s Speakeasy, beating Medz and egg (AZ) 2. Wevans won The Mix Cup, beating Khalid and cliché (SD) 3. 404Cray won Melee at Recess, beating Jflex and Anchor (NJ) 4. Blue won Southside Sundays, beating whisper and Acid (IN)

Zaid tried on my tail let’s GOOOOOO

i think that perforated pads in any form might simply just be bad always and forever

this is my pretty eggshell controller.

wind waker vibes

haven't played melee in so long because no ethernet😭 looking forward to the local today even if the turnout is meh

registered my number with them and told em my name. they said "forsure, we have a 'zaddy' but no zaid." i deadass had to respond with "yes um. im not zaddy."

today is walk-30-minutes-in-da-blazing-sun-to-get-a-20-dollar-acai-bowl Thursday 😇

takis with wasabi goes kinda crazy

still surrounded by boxes from moving... too overwhelming to tackle

it might be lose-20-pounds August tbh

the outpouring of love and kindness I've been shown this weekend so far has been unbelievable

good birthday:)

6-1d him on cubstraption.. whoa

genuinely traumatized after that lmao. only 4 things on my mind: fox is fucking wack box is fucking wack i need to play marth i need to play on the cubstraption

can't believe i won that shit.. hard not to feel like the main character after that one

I'm fucking flying on this thing.. excited for Saturday

I figured it out.. microfiber cloth keeps the gcc from rocking/messing with inputs. also featuring secret black sparkplate

okay it's been half a year and i still desperately want these 2 things.. might be bday gift to myself angle

okay hear me out.. hair tie

gold staked every deck up to and including checkered deck... I'm so close to completionist+

might needa swinch2 so i can play maryo karm..

yesterday at the arcade it only took 2 ddr songs for my body to start giving out.. running that shit back asap

flying back from toronto today. cousin is visiting phoenix, im moving soon, august is packed with traveling, lot of controllers to make. exhausting! not to mention wasteful if I don't actually put effort towards good performances. i shall...

really want to replay mario sunshine mario galaxy zelda phantom hourglass zelda spirit tracks zelda link between worlds animal crossing new leaf

i suppose now it is even more pressing because game day is at 11 am.. ..

the spark is sleeping after 6am on game day every time without fail

iconic

4. Kirito the Dark Swordsman won Fantastic Manawerx, beating Zephan and Ambi (AZ) 5. Akir won Taking Back Tampa, beating ADMJ and Helix (FL) 6. SluG won Rapture, beating Teatime Tim and Kush Messiah (PA) 7. Mot$ won Triple Threat Tuesdays, beating Freezus and cars0n (NJ)

7. Kirito the Dark Swordsman won Fantastic Manawerx, beating Zephan and WattPheasant (AZ) 8. Holiday won Gaming At Rafters, beating Bodunga of the Pooplands and Sarlo (OH) 9. Mot$ won Triple Threat Tuesdays, beating Womb! and Ant (NJ)

Just got my Sparkplate from @sparkm.bsky.social today! Still getting used to using notches, but I've been loving it so far!