tonight is an "extra sleeping aids -and- brain numbing meds" kinda night.

everything feels very lonely and isolating right now. I thought last year's holidays were bleak but this is just as bad, if not worse.

Started on Zodiark on EU, picked it cause I enjoyed using Zodiark in XII, drama happened, friend invited me over to Zalera, went there for awhile, more drama, moved to Diabolos, eventually ended up desperately needing a fresh start, so went to Hali, then Golem always happy to have visitors or visit

ㅤ ㅤㅤㅤ· Proximity, ㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤ like moth, or a butterfly, to flame #🔥

a year and a half ago, whenever I came home from being out, I'd be greeted at the door by two happy cats and a loud disapproving meow from the old lady for leaving her to deal with the other two now its just Jace coming to greet me at the door the house feels...empty

goodbye, Iris. Thank you for almost 20 years of companionship. You were the anchor that kept me in check when I wanted to give up on everything at one point. Go see Lucia at the other end of the rainbow bridge for me. I'll come back for you, when its my time. - can everyone please post cats for me?

Iris is on her last days. She no longer eats, can no longer walk, and just lays almost entirely unmoving next to the heater. She peed herself cause she doesnt have any strength left. she has a couple more days at best.

🧵 1/5 I finally managed to pick up the drawing tablet and attempted to complete something for the very first time, and while I didn’t finish it, and won’t, I am happy I got this far. The reason being that I have really advanced carpel tunnel issues making things… difficult.

attempt at a pulp fiction-y cover #AspectedFluff

Waking up to my bed breaking in half under me is...not the best way to start the day, huh...

Mindless Indulgence #AspectedDilf

good boy #AspectedDilf

really bad brain day overwhelming thoughts about feeling unwanted and unappreciated, which is funny cause I dont do anything worth being appreciated for in general

A little communication #AspectedDilf

alright universe, I know you have a track record of fucking something up for me every holiday but did you have to start this fucking early? Its not even december yet -.-

Sig's parents are retired craftsmen, now living out their retirement on his dime, he visits them twice a month so they can see their grandkids, though the older ones visit them regardless they have a very close relationship

ARR Primals in formalwear #FFXIV #FFXIVART

Was it a good birthday? Yes, yes it was

1k? 👀

Your new swim instructor 💦 #AspectedDilf

- Divergent Paths - #Naraposting

Bleh its that time of year again -w- time to update my bio...

ᴘʟᴀʏɪɴɢ ɪɴ ᴛʜᴇ ʜᴇᴀᴛ ☀️

"what do you want for your birthday?!" to be allowed to sleep a week straight without causing anyone to worry x.x

the biggest motivation boost

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Date Night #AspectedFluff

do you ever have a moment with your cat where you're like "you are ONE more dumb thing away from going into the microwave" This dumbfuck vomited on my fresh laundry...

*Not Pictured: Xol holding several sex toys that could probably be confused for medical instruments of varying sizes* #AspectedDilf

ㅤ ㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤStuck between a rock and a hard place #🔥🔞

Buuz earring from the new mogtome? Xaela players are going feral as we speak

that pool trend I've been seeing #AspectedFluff

Let's graffiti~🎨(Fan dance)

Digimon is eating my life rn Im not even doing the story Im working on like what, 20 project digmon, some which are intended for fusions, so I can have a full lineup for any situation, that are just being endlessly trained while I watch youtube LMFAO

#gpose #sfw #meme #redchocobo

Yuna 💕✨ #finalfantasy #finalfantasyx

ㅤ ㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤ‹ · Let's pretend summer ain't over yet. ㅤ #🔥🔞

Having Sig being so vulnerable to getting high on catnip that even accidentally running into it in the wild would get him stoned By now he's been using such substances on the regular so he's more tolerant but thats how it started, husband having to drag him out of bushes cuz too stoned to move

“0% woke shit” a black man with a physical disability leads an environmental terrorist cell trying to save the planet from mega-billionaires and you play as a cross dressing twink femdomed by two different women ending and the final boss against the gayest angel of all time

sunbathe 🥵

One last beach shot until next year (Is lying) #AspectedDilf

fell for the Duet Night Abyss propaganda -w- its kinda choppy but Im having fun so its fine

If catboy breeding month is November, do you think miqo'te children born in August have the same realization that people born in November irl have? only instead of "oh my god i was conceived on/near Valentine's Day" it's "oh my god I was conceived during Catboy Breeding Month"

Sig likes christmas so he wouldnt mind it at all. He'd start christmas shopping. ...when you have hundreds of people to buy gifts for you want to start early >_>;

El Catrín #AspectedFluff