I can't tell you how many communities I've been a part of that have lived and fed off of this corrosive self-loathing persecution complex They were all miserable every day, the world was uniquely stacked against them, and anyone who said otherwise was called hostile and problematic it ruins people

oh yeah I colored it blush, or no blush? (I prefer no blush)

It's always infuriating to me when the most fucking loathsome two-faced grifters and scumbags post those "I love the furry community it's so genuine and full of love" platitudes and they're usually the loudest BY FAR. it's like they have a deep-seated need to try and convince someone (themselves)?

When you have the hots for someone, and they just fuckin' eat you in response. Nat makes me feel a lot of things. ♥ #Furry #Micro #SizeSky #SourceFilmmaker #Vore

Had this come up in conversation so I feel I should say it publicly to prevent further confusion: I don't use twitter, at all, for any reason; if you try to contact me there your message will not be received, or read, or even glanced at. Sorry to the few people who though I was screening them?

you know, sometimes I get drunk and quote Dune: "It is said one can always tell an aristocrat: he reveals only those of his vices which will make him popular.” This is a profound statement: be wary of the privilege inherent in being "acceptably" weird, and how quickly the stigmatized are shunned

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Sometimes I really do dwell on far too many former friends who unabashedly continue to make shit up about how "I attacked them" because I didn't want to be their friend if they were sucking up to paige I really shouldn't care, but it bothers me more than it should that they'll never once introspect

My new year's resolution is never to open my heart again to anyone who thinks their social standing, their art connections, are worth more than their integrity. We as furries, as queers, as human beings, should aspire to be more than ostriches who bury themselves to fit in amongst ourselves.

My new year's resolution is never to open my heart again to anyone who thinks their social standing, their art connections, are worth more than their integrity. We as furries, as queers, as human beings, should aspire to be more than ostriches who bury themselves to fit in amongst ourselves.

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Some very kind people drew me things for my birthday, and I wanted all of you to know I really appreciated it by sharing them here

Birthday gift for @natfox.bsky.social Nat try a way to get my attention and he know I have very sensitive paws... Well, I mistook it for an insect, but don't blame me, I couldn't tell the difference 🐾

2027 gonna be my year fr

and remember: ANYONE is capable of ANYTHING. do not put it past a person to abuse because they are nice to you and others. some of the most socially, physically, etc. vicious people i know also have the strongest veneers of respectability and empathy.

Ah right, My birthday.

Commissions work for @natfox.bsky.social 🐺 eating 🦊

I'm proposing a new rule following the philosophy of "never trust how you feel about your life after 9pm" but for serial television Never trust a show's canon after the 3rd season in fact, I think shows should not be allowed to keep its universe running for more than 3 seasons at all

There is no one on this rancid earth I despise more than someone who thinks being a kind person means pretending to be someone's friend while you revile them behind their back in DM after DM. Your fear of conflict? Your social anxiety? Not a great excuse for your horrible behavior, I'm afraid.

I have difficulty with it so I appreciate you listening Unfortunately he will wait until it dies out- the internet forgets quickly and he isn't the soft idiot he likes people to think he is Any attempts to remind anyone of it will be deemed as irrational obsessive hatred, its tiresome

Not exaggerating: multiple people in july said I was abusive or hateful for saying paige was a stalker (he is) or that giving him money is enabling his behavior (it is) but nothing topped this piece of shit implying I deserved to be stalked based on what they THINK I said in their head

So it was stalking me, while telling me to not be seen with him, and then confessing romantic feelings to me- and then he paints our falling out as Nat "manipulating" me instead of me having any agency or awareness of my own. I'm frustrated by my naivety too but that doesn't make what he did right.

Yeah he asked me to make sure we were never to be seen on any art or interacting together online so he wouldn't get cancelled for associating with me who drew ferals Because 1 person unfollowed over it He didn't even agree with them? It was just to pretend he did while claiming I was a great friend

It's fucking incredible how any time someone popular does something shitty, everyone involved retreats into DMs like a bunch of fucking cockroaches to start telling people to shut the fuck up about it and shush it up and push everything right back under the rug it always works, somehow

People spent days showing EVERYTHING that happened with paige, got reactions like "this is so fucked, i didnt know he was like this" "I need to talk to him, i hope i can hold him accountable" Next day most of them are mutuals w/ paige again, and I'm just supposed to shut up this shit is disgusting

And just so people stop asking me: Paige = p4wsized.bsky.social = catcitrus.bsky.social

Paige framing this as a boundary issue is insulting, not only because it's dishonest to the original point of discussion, but he would not be one to know boundaries. He destroyed our friendship himself in many ways, like stalking me, and has the audacity to blame other people for daring to speak.

if your abuser is popular or has a good reputation literally no queer people will support you or defend you. they're all spineless and conflict-avoidant when it comes to their friends or colleges being evil. i'm convinced a sparklefur artist could kill someone and their buds would just turn around

Once again having to repost after getting blocked to preserve context. I do this with zero shame. And the story changed again? Now the problem is paige FEARS me? Now the the money got returned "immediately"?? What happened to "you had a hard time"?? What the fuck is wrong with these people??

I feel better than I did "trying to move on". The mindless gooners that enable the artistically-skilled pieces of garbage that fill these platforms keep insisting I'd have been happier if i just pretended it was all in the past But I am so much happier saying the truth. That he's still a scumbag.

There are people close to my friends who don't even want to be SEEN with me because they're afraid of the drama it might cause but I can't even so much as say "stop liking paige's shit" without being told I'm controlling my friends it's fucking bullshit, and everybody does it

Nothing is EVER good enough time and time again "neutral parties" read all the documents in the world, agree paige is a creep, say they're confronting him, but all paige has to say is "it's complicated" or "I'm just trying to move on" and suddenly it's all better Better for who, exactly???

Honestly I'm so completely sick of hearing "I hope more people know about this" everyone knows about it everyone in this community knows about it they don't think it's a big deal, it's "not their problem" they think I'm unhinged for caring I can read the room, I just refuse to forgive them for it.

Wasn't even a fucking month after an argument before he started smearing me too to everyone who would listen He stole from me, and others and all he had to do was threaten to lie about me being a transphobe in a public callout, say "he should just go away" he gets free money AND sympathy, wow!

P4wsized has stolen from not a few, but MOST of his clients. Not just the quiet ones, but his closest orbiters and simps And why don't you know about it? Because they actively hide it, the hope of getting that art one day is more important than anyone else.

I hate how every single day this tumblr post describes the worst aspects of not just furries but the adult community in general so many of you are truly just the most cruel, self-absorbed and privileged individuals hiding behind conflict-aversion and a mask of infantile almost insulting innocence

Also "Paige is afraid of returning what he stole because people hearing about it for the first time will be mad at him". Yeah. That's the natural consequence of being a shitty person and hiding it for three years. No one on planet earth wants to fuck Paige, they just want their damn money back.

He just said it himself: Paige ignored a debt for three years, but paid it immediately when someone close to him got involved. I don't think Salem realizes that doesn't make Paige sound BETTER. It implies he could pay you back at literally any time and chose not to.

In the wise words of Patrick Star, "Hero worship is unhealthy"

I can't force people to do anything But please, please understand that if you read a WORD I've said about paige and still are going around liking his art then I view you about the same as the average trans person views current harry potter fans and I would really rather you stay away from me

Commission for @natfox.bsky.social Nat have a Dewott foooorm and he also biiig Gotta squish the smol Zee and @smooshvee.bsky.social really good~