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suddenly got access to dozens of new photos and videos and live photos of my mom or her voice. i'm a wreck

I don't think I've done an art thread on this place yet so I'm just going to do that now. This is from high school to like 2023

i could have fixed jackson maine

amazing news from x dot com

it would still be so awesome to do this imo

you couldn't make joker today

everybody should say one thing they like about me. for fun

i've completely failed at practicing what i preach about spiritualism and death

My previous record for a year. I just hit 400 with 3 months to go.

my mom is out of the halfway house and needs some cash to get on her feet in her new living situation. she already has a job. for those who don’t know, she got out of jail pretty recently and was facing deportation this summer. the goal is $2000.

friends are the only thing keeping me sane in any way

got my meds :)

they changed it to monday

going in for an interview wish me luck

i am sorry, i could still use a little more. it's one more week until we get paid. i need gas so i can go pick up my meds and our ebt just ran out and the fridge is bare.

oh my god they got murray franklin

The last time I attended church

hi. i got paid yesterday & surprise bills wiped out everything before it could be spent. it'll be two weeks before i'm paid again. i have a quarter tank of gas and less than $7 to my name. it's about as dire as it gets right now. i need help vm SiobhanIrv $JunkBlader PayPal.me/junkblader

we have a chuckya as a pet. he's a lot of work. i wanted a galoomba

we live in one of those boo mansions. it's not that bad when you learn where the doors lead

koopa the quick is our annoying neighbor

i am married to birdo

dry bones is my best friend

bowser is my sworn enemy

mario is my friend

Is it too much to ask for Saturday Night Wrist to get a 20th anniversary edition like White Pony. The answer is yes but I still want it. Who remixes Pink Cellphone

love you

i actually really did feel really good for about 4 days but it went away

i can't believe i can't get a job anywhere. i've tried most places in town. i'll keep trying but it's so demoralizing that i can't even get a gas station or mcdonalds job, let alone trash services or factory work. idk what to do anymore.

i've already sold so much that the only things left with any sort of value are too emotionally important to me. if i have to i have to but they're mostly the connectors i have to my mom and i can't bear it.

hi. i got paid yesterday & surprise bills wiped out everything before it could be spent. it'll be two weeks before i'm paid again. i have a quarter tank of gas and less than $7 to my name. it's about as dire as it gets right now. i need help vm SiobhanIrv $JunkBlader PayPal.me/junkblader

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this is the first time i've watched a walking dead thing live since negan's intro episode

HWG DARYL AND CAROL GO TO SPAIN BABYYYYYY

we love the wine tip don't we folks

i do not believe in misrepresenting myself. if i feel bad i will say it. i don't lie. but i realize it makes me look insane and i am going to make an attempt to stop putting every single manic thought here. if it feels fine great, if it doesn't i will go back. So I am happy now!!!!

i usually do horror only for september-october but because of walking dead basically 80% of what i've been watching/playing since july is zombie stuff so i'm going to be more lenient this year

keep having the same dream of her and i playing with my cousin from when we were babysitting him. i hate waking up

one of the ways she'd abuse me was pretending i didn't exist for days at a time. wouldn't acknowledge me if i was there. wouldn't react if i tried to talk to her. look straight through me. wouldn't feed me. i was young enough that i believed her. i thought i was dead

starting voice training but to do shaggy voice

All of my life We'll never change All of our days Show me the way On a wave On a ride with you Riding your wave Wrapped in your calm With your arms over my head

within ~6 months -grandma dies -get dumped -self harming comes back -get fired -mom dies -cat dies -dog dies -friend dies -irl friends stop talking to me -game friends stop playing with me -ps5 dies -endlessly recount the tragedies for no fucking reason for over a year

twitter got my real time meltdown but anyway my dad's back to drinking and pills and i thought it was over and idk what the fuck to do and i'm just going to start freaking the fuck out again god dammit i'm so fucking weak mom dealt with this i hid away because i was fucking scared fuckfuckfuck

"surely it can't get worse" hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahabababahah

hey here's what you would do if you were still doing that cool thing you're not doing anymore

mom's hitting me again. dad's drinking again. i don't enjoy anything anymore. everything's at best a momentary distraction from this hell. i don't want to do it anymore. i don't want to fight for something that i don't actually believe is possible. i'm just a drag on you all. i'm tired.