too much of a bitch to kill myself. i pray every day i find that strength

in endless aching pain every day. this is such bullshit. unfair. cruel. i had nothing and now i have left. and i'm supposed to be fine for some fucking reason. to get over suffering 6 deaths and being dumped all at the same time. left only with my abusive dad. fuck you fuck you fuck you

realized i was out to her for less than a year before she went. all the experiences we should've had. all she could have shown me.

sick again

i'm sorry juniper

always here

this one as well. both are important to telling the type of person she was in different ways. boxd.it/vA0QI

been adding to this list for 2 years now. new ones still pop into my head all the time. boxd.it/AC5Wq

i have one more round of meds to pick up tomorrow that should be around $30 (they've been staggered, i'm working on getting them on the same schedule). out of food, cat food, litter, and a few other essential things. thank you, i'm sorry

I haven't plugged it in awhile and we're about to have our biggest guest yet on so hey @marcelojpico.com and have hosted a silly Southland Tales & Richard Kelly podcast for 5 years now and I'm incredibly proud of it. We've had tons of wonderful guests and many insightful and entertaining episodes.

i have one more round of meds to pick up tomorrow that should be around $30 (they've been staggered, i'm working on getting them on the same schedule). out of food, cat food, litter, and a few other essential things. thank you, i'm sorry

the last few days have been hell. my phone's getting shut off today. we're out of food. the paycheck on friday is going straight to bills/overdrafts. i just need some money for some basic stuff to get by. please

I Saw the 2V Glow I Saw the T3 Glow I S4w the TV Glow I Saw the TV Glow I Saw the TV 6low I Saw the 7V Glow I Saw the TV Gl8w 9 Saw the TV Glow I Saw the TV G10w

i sometimes see this guy on walks and he's my friend even though he was mad at me today that's ok

You're spinning me around My feet are off the ground I don't know where I stand Do you have to hold my hand? You mystify me You mystify me You mystify me

i hate templars so much dude

if i ever see a templar theyre dead

got a lawn complaint and have 3 days until a fine lmao one thing after another always always always

the last few days have been hell. my phone's getting shut off today. we're out of food. the paycheck on friday is going straight to bills/overdrafts. i just need some money for some basic stuff to get by. please

i played assassin's creed 2 for 18 hours yesterday

2 years without you. I still don't know how I'm doing it. It still doesn't feel real. I think about you every day. I see and feel you in everything I do, for better or worse. I miss you so much, mom. I love you. I forgive you. Please forgive me.

the dead are blessed with no dreams

2 years without you. I still don't know how I'm doing it. It still doesn't feel real. I think about you every day. I see and feel you in everything I do, for better or worse. I miss you so much, mom. I love you. I forgive you. Please forgive me.

officially 2 years. happy mother's day.

clock ticks over and it's like i'm shot

i can't be alone rn

cried 3 times today and it's not even the day

one day.

got cucked by sebulba again 😓

i'm about to go to the pharmacy and i need $12. please help

i need some help getting food and other basics over the next few days. most importantly i need $20 to pick up my meds tomorrow. any help is appreciated, thank you vm junkblader $JunkBlader PayPal.me/junkblader

i need some help getting food and other basics over the next few days. most importantly i need $20 to pick up my meds tomorrow. any help is appreciated, thank you vm junkblader $JunkBlader PayPal.me/junkblader

what i would do if i went to silent hill

why am i still alive

24

i want my old blanket back. i want my old room back. i want my old life back

scared

internet got shut off. lol. lmao

i'm already hyperaware of the day and always dreading it so it's super cool that her death anniversary is on mother's day. i get weeks of extra triggers all over the place leading up to the most devastating day of the year for me

i make eye contact with her photo and a painful jolt runs through me and i have to look away immediately

Lmao she rules

ecco the dolphin has the same spiritual energy as those shops at the mall that just sell wizard statues and incense

ecco the dolphin has the same spiritual energy as those shops at the mall that just sell wizard statues and incense