One of these days I'll break through this wall and be a part of the world. One of these days...

Caught between the joy of wanting to change, to embrace the potential of who I could be, the right choices I'm gonna make, VS the horror of acknowledging how much time I've already wasted and thrown away, the person I should have been and friends I could have made. I wasted so much time, oops x3

Star Fox 64 has some truly memorable dialogue, but nothing beats the Lylat Wars UK localisation if you ask me.

the daily grind 😔🦈 #art #sharks

Long distance is no match for a good *mwah!*

I left you behind, in a place I can't remember. The weight of who you could have been, trampled by the fear of who I wasn't supposed to be. And now I'll never find you again. I'm sorry I wasn't brave enough to be you. And these days I wonder, how much stronger I'd be if it was you that I'd become.

4 hours is probably not enough, can I be asleep again please? Can I be hummed to sleep with a soothing lullaby? Or held tight and cuddled until the dreams take me? Or maybe I just start my day at 6am. Whichever is easier x3

Finished ref sheet for the sweetbean @archiesilverz.bsky.social! 🐺🐲😛

I'll 𝐛𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐤 through concrete Past the dirt and through the cracks There will be 𝙣𝙤 surface that keeps me down

okay I've had enough of being sick now, I wanna sleep xD

Hey y'all, just wanted to mention! I'm redoing my Ko-Fi page and thought I'd reopen for some older YCHs more details at the link or DM me if you're interested~ ko-fi.com/pj13778/comm... No slot limit or anything, but results may vary!

One of the things that makes furry such a neat space is that we make our own fun here. If you see us as a group to monetize, I suggest you go elsewhere.

Being sick is kinda fun. I can be unproductive while having an excuse for once xD. Hopefully back to normal tomorrow at least x3

『 DAYBREAK'S AURORA 🌥️🌈 』 ─ ✧˖° commission for @smoreyowl.bsky.social

The insidious thing about loneliness is that you forget what belonging feels like It's hard to be around people when your inner self says that you're an impostor and intruder around everyone, even friends Just some 3am introspective thoughts

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Aaaand all the traditional portraits together thamks for all these beans for making this UK trip a delight i can't even express with words! ❤️

I am happy. Will that last? Who knows. But right now I'm happy. I love being around people so much, I need to push myself to do it more. Just spent a week with some wonderful people and I wish I could better express just how much that time meant to me. Thanks y'all 💜

I have decided that I like people. People are cool. I want more people in my general vicinity. I wanna be a person too.

💜❤️ MMMMWAH YCH! ❤️💜 -Pay what you want (via paypal or Ko-Fi) -Can be other species and body types but results may vary -Flat colour only -Refs needed -No slot limit, but 1-2 guaranteed to finish before valentines DM, reply or Discord if you want one!!

Re-opening my two Valentine's day YCH until the end of february you can commission them here: ko-fi.com/werelycanthr... (or you can simply reach me in DMs) Finished exemples Bellow

Even when I'm feeling okay, I'm still a little bit sad. Because no amount of personal happiness can act as a replacement for the genuine human connection I lack in my life. I could live the happiest day of my entire life and it will still be a little bit sad, because I lived it alone. Like every day

Often wish I could go back in time and just scream at younger me. Get over it and be a part of the world. Don't hide away and never grow. Don't drift away from people, make some genuine connections. Acquire skills and hobbies. Learn how to be a human being. Cus eventually it's too late for it all.

Some nights I'm laying here in bed and I just don't feel real. I'm empty inside, all the pain I know I should be feeling just can't get into my heart. Like it's already dead. I don't think my mind let's me feel it. Because the weight of wasting another day is too much. So I just lay here and exist.

can i just be someone else please

think it's one of those days where I'm just gonna lay in bed, listen to sad music and cry

I just wanna sleep, but no, gotta lay here and be sad. Another day wasted, another reason I'm a failure. I'm just this strange, otherworldly thing that doesn't belong around anyone. Could have been a part of the world, but nope, had to be born as me. Alone, useless and my mind won't let me forget it

I wanna know what it's like to be a person. To have people who want to be involved and a part of my life. To hug a friend. To gain stability and capability for myself. To hold someone's hand. To create real stories from the universe of ideas in my mind.

I love myself, I really do. But fuck, I hate being me. I just wanna be like everyone else.

I'm a failure and a fuckup. But right now I just don't care. I should be panicking about how I'm gonna fix everything that's wrong with me, I should be hating myself for not trying harder, I should be crying until I can't anymore. But I'm just empty. Maybe tomorrow I'll wake up and be someone else.

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Inktober 2025: Day 16 - @archiesilverz.bsky.social #Furryart #art #Inktober

So much wrong with my life, but I can't bring myself to care. I don't want to lose myself in apathy but when I try to feel things it's all just so cold. Loneliness is all I can feel now, but I don't want to be sad all the time. So I guess that means I don't get to feel anything. Just repress it all.

cold, cold heart adrift at sea a bottled note that reads "stay away from me" because ice blocks the veins freezing faster with the lies. you offer no warmth, only a chilling, ghostly touch. the heart is sinking now, too heavy to bear the waves, I hope one day the bottle breaks, blood finally free.

Flowers for Radon Gift art for my friend @werelycanthrope.bsky.social . Inspired by a Silent Hill F poster I really liked online! #RodSharkArt

HAPPY OCTOBER Wanna be Lucifer for Halloween? 😈 YCH for $35!

What a wonderful, sleepless night to feel so empty inside. Yay.

Why is it so easy to hurt me? How can I have such a thick skin and yet the silence in response to my attempts at reaching out is all it takes to break me for days. Its getting worse. Every time it hurts me more, because I should know better. No one cares, no one is here. I exist alone. Cool.

pink lil kobold is ready to fight!

Very overwhelming few days in terms of emotions, just feeling this chill in my heart like the loneliness is freezing me from the inside out. But then I think about a friend in trouble and my blood runs hot at the situation they're in and I wish I could do anything to help. Idk, I just want a hug.

Counsellor just forgot we had an appointment today lol, which is fine I didn't really have much new to say anyway xD

I'm starting to feel ready to actually live life. I wanna spend time with friends, go travel to cool places, meet new people, try new things. I want to be comfortable letting myself open up to people and the world. I don't wanna be trapped and alone anymore. Just need to find the way.

i just wanted the raw song file for my morning alarm upon finding that the singing and bell hits are separate files, creativity took over

Changing plans (because i think i won't have full inktober list otherwise) Inktober will be a mix between commissions and Raffle To commission me: -Reach me in DM or complete the form: forms.gle/bDB6u1emQfgB... To enter the raffle: - Follow me - RT this post - Post your ref in comment (or in DM)

My life is still a mess and I'm not making enough progress to fix it. But I'm gonna try and not let that depress me too much. I know I can't just turn that off, but I'm tried of spending day after day feeling miserable. I'm back in my self-gaslighting era, because everything is gonna be fine :3

Hate dreaming about death. Never nice to start the day by imagining how it would feel to lose the few people I know. Let's just skip to tomorrow at this point.

Don't know how to solve this loneliness. I have very few people in my life, some might say they are here for me if I need them. But when I try to reach out, they just leave. They're not there. And that's every person I've tried to grow close to in my life. I don't know why I seem to repel people.

The discouraging comfort of giving up Relief at the retreat into old hiding places Letting go of the hope that burns so bright Turning away from the next person who'll let you down Bury myself in my arms, the only embrace I can reach

Bad day nearly over, just need sleep. And maybe the last 10 years back. Or a fresh start. A handy guide to fixing one's life? How about a cure for my immense anxiety? Or just an off switch for my brain when its overthinking. ...I'll just settle for the sleep. Maybe a hug, but I don't wanna push it.