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Inktober 2025: Day 16 - @archiesilverz.bsky.social #Furryart #art #Inktober

So much wrong with my life, but I can't bring myself to care. I don't want to lose myself in apathy but when I try to feel things it's all just so cold. Loneliness is all I can feel now, but I don't want to be sad all the time. So I guess that means I don't get to feel anything. Just repress it all.

cold, cold heart adrift at sea a bottled note that reads "stay away from me" because ice blocks the veins freezing faster with the lies. you offer no warmth, only a chilling, ghostly touch. the heart is sinking now, too heavy to bear the waves, I hope one day the bottle breaks, blood finally free.

Flowers for Radon Gift art for my friend @werelycanthrope.bsky.social . Inspired by a Silent Hill F poster I really liked online! #RodSharkArt

HAPPY OCTOBER Wanna be Lucifer for Halloween? 😈 YCH for $35!

What a wonderful, sleepless night to feel so empty inside. Yay.

Why is it so easy to hurt me? How can I have such a thick skin and yet the silence in response to my attempts at reaching out is all it takes to break me for days. Its getting worse. Every time it hurts me more, because I should know better. No one cares, no one is here. I exist alone. Cool.

pink lil kobold is ready to fight!

Very overwhelming few days in terms of emotions, just feeling this chill in my heart like the loneliness is freezing me from the inside out. But then I think about a friend in trouble and my blood runs hot at the situation they're in and I wish I could do anything to help. Idk, I just want a hug.

Counsellor just forgot we had an appointment today lol, which is fine I didn't really have much new to say anyway xD

I'm starting to feel ready to actually live life. I wanna spend time with friends, go travel to cool places, meet new people, try new things. I want to be comfortable letting myself open up to people and the world. I don't wanna be trapped and alone anymore. Just need to find the way.

i just wanted the raw song file for my morning alarm upon finding that the singing and bell hits are separate files, creativity took over

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My life is still a mess and I'm not making enough progress to fix it. But I'm gonna try and not let that depress me too much. I know I can't just turn that off, but I'm tried of spending day after day feeling miserable. I'm back in my self-gaslighting era, because everything is gonna be fine :3

Hate dreaming about death. Never nice to start the day by imagining how it would feel to lose the few people I know. Let's just skip to tomorrow at this point.

Don't know how to solve this loneliness. I have very few people in my life, some might say they are here for me if I need them. But when I try to reach out, they just leave. They're not there. And that's every person I've tried to grow close to in my life. I don't know why I seem to repel people.

The discouraging comfort of giving up Relief at the retreat into old hiding places Letting go of the hope that burns so bright Turning away from the next person who'll let you down Bury myself in my arms, the only embrace I can reach

Bad day nearly over, just need sleep. And maybe the last 10 years back. Or a fresh start. A handy guide to fixing one's life? How about a cure for my immense anxiety? Or just an off switch for my brain when its overthinking. ...I'll just settle for the sleep. Maybe a hug, but I don't wanna push it.

I think I'm quite emotionally and socially stunted after isolating myself from the world during some of the most important developmental years of my life. So now I don't know how to function in the world; I don't know how to talk to people, how to develop new skills, how to find employment,

Only been awake a few hours and already my family have me stressed out of my mind from just their sheer existence, can I just skip today?

Maybe its just cus I've been sick and exhausted for nearly two weeks but I've reached the point in the cycle where i just blissfully do not care. Nothing's changed, still a fuck-up, but today I just can't be bothered to feel bad about it. Just gonna enjoy being detached for a lil while.

Spent all week being sick and anxious and unable to stop thinking, I just wanna be able to breathe without my body and mind shivering at one thing or another

No idea what a successful interview looks like, but I guess that didn't go badly? Idk. I'm just gonna go drown in a puddle of anxiety for a bit x3

I'm sick and cold and shivering, why does being ill gotta be so bleh? Can someone come hold me? You can wear a hazmat suit x3c

Was gonna be a sad boi today, but then I got a call and I guess now I have a job interview next week. At a place I'd probably genuinely want to work. We'll see how it goes but I guess I can be a little bit hopeful. As a treat.

How much are these plushies near the window? Priceless. Art Fight attacks on @hoopdogtheking.bsky.social & @puffffy.bsky.social (by stander) #ZCPro #artfight #artfight2025

Apparently bottling up feelings is bad, so fine, I'll just let them out. Got nothing to lose. Fuck my whole fucking failure of a life. Every choice I've made has been wrong. Every hope I've held has been shattered. I don't fit, I don't belong. Everything about me was designed to set me apart.

Oh boyo, the feeling that I've been wasting my life and will continue to do so, its very strong today.

There is suddenly a consistent tapping noise coming from my ceiling, it's probably a pipe or something, but omg it is so loud and it is constant, i just wanna sleep 😭

There's good days and bad days. But even the good ones have this underlying sadness that keeps me chained down. The feeling that even my best days are being wasted. I'm locked away, not living life, unable to belong anywhere else but my own head. I want to be a part of the world, but I never will.

Hi, i'm probably depressed because the years of loneliness have finally caught up with me. A lifetime of being too scared to get close to people has left me incapable of forming genuine connections with the people around me, so I'm slowly spiralling into something I can't even articulate. It's bad.

This video has brought me such joy. I can’t stop singing the song lol. It feels like a forehead kiss 🥹

My heart feels so cold. There's no blood in my veins. Just ice, shredding me from the inside as it forces itself into circulation. I am a shell and life is a void. Inside both is only me. I can't sustain my own warmth anymore. So I freeze in the void. Buried, in hopes I'll one day be unearthed.

Nothing's changing, Nothing's worked. Same choices, same consequences. Trapped within this one small box without enough room to break free. All I can do is stop complaining about it and pretend it's all okay. But lying about it doesn't make it true. The only change is that the feeling gets worse.

UK users when the website asks them where they're posting from today.

So bsky took away my ability to DM and see NSFW today due to UK laws requiring a PHOTO ID Its a long shot but we've already got half the signitures we need in just 2 weeks so please sign If your not from the UK then please pass this on to any friends who are petition.parliament.uk/petitions/72...

Really yearning for any kind of closeness lately; physical, emotional, any sense of kinship to prove I'm capable of existing on the same plane as other people. To know I'm not this untouchable alien half-faded from the world, that I exist here and am capable of being perceived, that I'm not trapped.

The contrast between wanting to be held and cared for and understood but also feeling like if anyone so much as exists on the same plane of reality as me I'll instantly burst into flames... it's an interesting dichotomy. And one side clearly keeps winning. Separation may lack comfort, but not safety

I was never very good at being angry. Didn't feel like an acceptable emotion to have when you were raised to always be polite and considerate and never make other people upset. Always put everyone else's comfort before your own. Good boys don't get angry or shout or prioritise what would-

Some days there's a spark that dares me to dream. But the colours are washed down life's bursting stream. Is it worth the fight if the world I save is lived in monochrome? But maybe its alright if the murky grey is all you've ever known. So I'll turn the green and the blue, all new shades of red.

Anxiety Wolf

the squirrel is a metaphor for romantic desire maybe?

Sometimes memes hit harder than therapy

Can't sleep and desperately trying to just not think, because no thoughts had at this hour ever end anywhere good

I need summer over now please, bring back the cold and ice and darkened days qwq