old self portrait..

teto wip. i like how its turning out

Anna Boberg (Sweden, 1864–1935) Aurora, Studies from the Far North Nationalmuseum, Sweden

doing studies, learning animation, trying to learn any form of consistency. I drew nene in a scene outfit.

I feel good this evening. More than ive felt in years. I never thought I could ever feel this again. I think it was just me seeing the hearts of good people. Goodness isn't fake, its real, and its everywhere in the hearts of desperate and longing people. Like me.

js watched the maxx

I need to do another study. Im being lazy.

apple study

was on the bus and smelt an air freshener that reminded me of my childhood. I took a seat and put my feet up. The bus driver then told me "put your feet down, is this your house?". The bus then went through a small neighborhood before reaching my destination. I feel like I woke up from a trance.

chie satonaka sketch. I like this character but im not good at drawing anime or dynamic poses yet.

sketched an alt form for taski maiden

how do i kill my anxiety?

annie sketch

pomni redesign

Sketch redraw. I still plan on animating them.

hollyberry cookie

gonna try to do a study of a cat taking a bath. I need to get back into studies. I have a lot i need to do to reach even a remote level of proficiency. Also animation, and anatomy studies. a lot to do

Since are a lot of conservative takes are creeping onto this platform, here is what I stand for: Free Palestine 🇵🇸 Prochoice Love the LGBTQIA+ community Fuck racism Fuck sexism Fuck transphobia and homophobia Free Congo 🇨🇩 Free Sudan 🇸🇩 Fuck capitalism Fuck the patriarchy

you ever felt so dazed and anxious that you feel weak like you lost an internal organ? Like, you lost a core and ur losing blood or something. I hate that.

Once per moon or whatever I remember about Bluesky Cynessa design! #MurderDrones #Cyn #Cynessa #Tessa #Fanart #Art

jinx drawing

Nothing from you but love and respect, and for you, I offer the same

I wanna make music but im stuck learning FM synthesis and its confusing. Learning a new skill with a high skill floor feels like a magnet being slowly dragged to a piece of thick metal a few feet away. Its slow grinding until it all just clicks.

value study. Sorta unfinished bc i have to sleep

Needed to reset my sleep schedule so i stayed up all night and day. Eventually i lost the desire to sleep and now its 1 am the day after. Insane. Also i need to learn to meditate. Any high intensity stimuli puts me in a daze. It genuinely clouds my judgement to an intoxicated degree

Stacey Pilgrim

vent art between backlog

altar of the moon

Art by Dean Ellis (1920-2009)

KIRBY AIR RIDERS

(text block) I'm working on consistently talking to people. Very hard to do for me. In the past, i could do it, but very very very slowly and lost interest of people quickly. Now, i need to work on being quicker and more spontaneous. Also less anxiety. Im realizing just how much work that is

I'm learning that I have a lot of issues that can't be fixed easily. Also learning to talk less about them. Irl and online. Not to say that i'm going for a professional look, but moreso bc its not healthy to air things out in front of others like that. So will work on that.

sonic wip i never finished

I've noticed that the more I learn to socialize, the more I act like someones perceiving me even when i'm alone. No one reads these but I act like someone is anyway. Apparently that's a legit thing people do all the time. The more i socialize, the more i develop it. Idk if i'm proud of it

I need to work on my faces. Also perspective drawing

imma draw something stupid n see how i feel ab it

Day 2

I've been feeling kinda bad recently so i've been looking online to see what other people are going through, Was reminded that when people reveal experiences that affected them, its very common to be met with people justifying or even being amused with what they went through.

Day 1

I don’t think that new bills saying what ppl think it is.

Yo I fucking suck but I’ll maintain the momentum. Continue trying and failing until it happens.

luz finds an object of arbitrary importance

I need to practice very strong self control and motivation. Do the responsible thing even when it doesn’t seem worth it to. When there’s nobody telling u to do this, and you have yet to see positive long-term results from it, it’s a bit harder to do it. But hard doesn’t mean impossible.

I have an issue that makes me easily disillusioned with people that I need to work on. Like, I don’t think “I hate people”, more like “I don’t have interest in people”. I’d be more successful with people if I had motivation and interest. I wanna start by trying new things.

Seeing more and more and more talk about authoritarianism and anti-sex/puritanism. I’m so disillusioned with the western politics that I can’t really engage with it in good faith.

Cloud study cancelled (no one cares). I’m apparently busy for the next 2-3 weeks straight now. Here’s a shiver doodle.