hello new friend

tried to make a friend instead we just stared at each other

you never know what’s living in a cemetery

hey @bigsamthompson.bsky.social this made me think of you

the vibes today at the bus stop

my mood since friday

guess whose tooth infection has her heading to the er today

the rest of a day after a doctor appointment

hey @bigsamthompson.bsky.social you need this in a larger size for your bathroom

here’s the info @bigsamthompson.bsky.social

you know what hell yeah

ngl i hate doctors offices

it’s jarring as hell to get a phone call from the doctor at 720am i didn’t think they started work before 8 like officially

having a doctor appointment the day before my birthday feels like a punishment

all landlords need to fuck off and die. choke on a dick or something just disppear

i took my last hoarded pain pill and now i’m sleepy and yapping via text to people and i need someone to take me to urgent care soon i think like monday or something but alas

i wish i could go to urgent care because my pain right now is an 11 out of 10 but i cant go and i don’t know what to do

every year i watch rudolph with my stuffed bumbles so they can see themselves on tv

hey if you try to call my phone is off now just so you know @bigsamthompson.bsky.social

i’m gonna make actual cooking required food tomorrow and i hope i don’t fuck it up

food acquired and cats fed!

cat food and human food is on the way here hell yeah

i just ordered cat food and groceries and ive never been more stoked for food in my life

i’m out of cat food and most human food (stuff that the food banks don’t offer) and im panicking about how to feed the cats

never reschedule a doctors appt bc you won’t get another one until april 🙃 who needs to breathe anyway not me clearly

i probably need to go to urgent care but since i can’t get there i’ll just let this infection kill me off perhaps

i have so much i need to do and no way to get anywhere. who needs a primary care doctor appt anyway apparently

i can’t cry my eyes are dry even though i’m sad. maybe i’m broken

i feel weird. i’m tired. but also i’m sad but i can’t cry. i’ve tried. i feel like scared but i’m also just chilling and the house feels off but idk why

also i have medications now for my fucked up brain

he’s good at being my therapy cat

if you want a cat that’s cute and friendly now is the time to come get them

hard to get the cats to a shelter and myself to a shelter. and to the dmv to do trailer things with no car and no ride. actually i may as well die in this house and the cats can eat me when they get hungry that’s the last option but apparently the only one available to me that doesn’t require help

crazy i could be homeless as soon as tomorrow and i don’t have any way to take these cats to a shelter and also don’t have a way to get to a shelter myself

these cats have no idea that i don’t know what to do with them and have very little time to figure it out. they are being fat and cute and breaking my heart and i’m letting them and everyone down.

so there is nowhere for my cats to go so if someone wants four cats i guess i have some because i’m gonna be homeless next week and i cannot leave them alone in a trailer with no humans in it

anyway i guess the humane society just isn’t good at returning calls or emails (that they insist is a faster way to get answers) but i’ve got 4 cats and im gonna be homeless next week sooooo

anyway imminent homelessness is real and i guess ill be sleeping in the woods and freezing to death soon so 🫡

finally found the box i’ve been searching for. pictures i’ve never seen of mom and grandma and then one of baby me

me: looking forward to therapy tomorrow after it got pushed back three times this week and i need to talk about stuff therapy: tomorrows appt cancelled as of 5 minutes ago it’s for such a valid reason but i am in panic mode about life and talking about things helps i’ve found

wish i had a spare 1170 to not get evicted but alas

this little demon is four today

i am having a ✨bad day✨

doctor grumbles doing her best

i’m like actually sick on top of tooth infection sick and this guy decided i needed his professional medical help

didnt have a panic attack in the pick your own food food bank so that’s a success. my sinus infection is seemingly a tooth infection so i’m swollen and suffering despite the antibiotics so meh

guess i’m getting up early tomorrow and trying to make an appointment for urgent care

if anyone has a spare 450 dollars so my house doesn’t get auctioned off that would be nice