"I just wanna live. Is that so wrong? Why doesn't anybody else want that?" - Simon (Iron Lung) what if i cried over this line forever and ever

just remembered that as a very young child i would get sooooo upset playing Old Maid because i actually really wanted to end up with the old maid card because she was the most special card but no one else liked her >:(

it's been 4 years, i missed themmmm 😭

little bit of a throwback to enjoying a corndog on this hot day (i just found this screenshot on my laptop from 2021)

TIME TO BRAG my 4 year old nephew is playing chess AND he's able to read kids books he's never seen before and i'm like !!!?!?!!?!? like the only words he tripped up on today were really long ones or unusual ones like "Tatooine" and "Blurrg" (he's in the process of learning about Star Wars lol)

at the end of April i experienced one of my worst days in awhile, but then May has been so so so nice which surprised the shit outta me. like this has been the best month ever for me for some reason?? idk atp i'm just accepting it without question lol

MARK KNOWS. im just gonna go curl up in a hole and die now

omg so apparently my most popular post here on bluesky is markiplier related as well smh

when you put yourself out there expecting it to go wrong but everyone is actually really nice to you about it like !!?!?!?!? anyway, i'm so happy today! like i haven't been this happy in ages, it's a strange feeling

something about me is that i have 3 separate tumblrs. (one for my art, one for kpop, and one for general fandoms) but that's not the worst of it. my top post on EACH of these tumblrs is Markiplier-related

maaaaaaaan i wish i was still flat-chested *sighs wistfully*

Markiplier asking the important questions (i can't stop quoting this)

watching the VOD and omg i missed out on talking bout Merlin (2008) in chat today?? devastating, that's my showwww 😭

Iron Lung dropping on May 31st thank fuck i've been waiting so patiently to watch it again

it's been 3 weeks and this is no longer a haha silly joke ship for me. i'm seriously emo over these two and this hyperfixation of mine gets worse by the day 🙃

like, how do i possibly choose which photo of Rui to use as my new phone background

i love this community so much but tbh i've never been in a community this cool and normal(?) before, so as a result i'm constantly like "dial it back Marv, they can't know you're a fucking weirdo" (this may be my autism and social anxiety talking tho lol)

thinking bout that time Solar released the cuntiest song in kpop 🖤🤍🩷💜

in the year 2026, my parents have only just discovered "5 minute craft" videos on Youtube. oh boy.

i may be aroace but every few years a ship springs into my life, takes over my mind, and makes me feel so giddy. i haven't shipped something this hard since 2020! like, i've been drawing fanart of them! and getting back into fanfiction! and these characters never even met 🤪

thinking about Herlock Sholmes from TGAA again

sorry to bring it up again, but this ship (whether they're queerplatonic, romantic, bffs, etc.) has taken over my life and i can think of nothing else #bloodymary

had one of my worst days BUT i did see one of the owls again (here's a bad zoomed-in photo i took of it). This was at like 4pm and the owl was just watching everyone walking on the trails below it

i've been slowly watching this unfold on tumblr over the past few weeks, but Chat... are we cool w shipping Markiplier's character from Iron Lung and Ryan Gosling's character from Project Hail Mary? bc i'm not pfffft no way i mean why would i? (it's consuming my every thought) #Bloodymary

ended up seeing two Great Horned Owls sitting in the same tree while on our walk tonight! it made my mom so happy (despite the fact that she sees these two owls there regularly lol) so i'm glad i tagged along

"Boys like you think you're so handsome You talk a lot of sweet then Poison what you put your hands on But pretty is deceiving" YOU TELL 'EM WHEEIN

got my period today while wearing a white skirt 🙃 literal nightmare levels of fucked up

so i usually delete my social media accounts after a couple years and start fresh, but i don't really wanna do that now that i have the HMJ community, so i'm thinking maybe i just need a username change? problem is i don't know what to change it to

i don't make video edits anymore but i been feeling the urge to do one for leon s. kennedy to the song Pretty Boy by p1harmony 🤪

you ever fall on the treadmill because someone comes up to you to say hi and accidentally jumpscares you? anyway i'm fine, just all bruised up lol

my funny little cactus decided to bloom!! (it is blissfully unaware of the snow we've been getting lol)

this has been playing over and over in my head for WEEKS

my @halfmoonjoe.com shirt arrived!!! i better see all of chat abiding by this checklist to the best of their ability and taking good care of themselves (yes, you too joe) <3

getting through each day by continuously telling myself that i gotta at least hold myself together until the Mamamoo comeback this summer

sighhhhh oh to be as pretty and talented as Rui from xlov

do you all ever think about the immense amount of sexual tension Arthur and Merlin had in the 2008 series? because i do every damn day

my hamster Wirt was such a funny little guy. he disliked when i changed his layout or turned on the overhead light in the room, and he always liked to sleep with his face in the corner (right photo) despite having more comfortable places to sleep available

gigolas (gimli x legolas from Lord of the Rings) is one of THE best ship names out there. like what a fun word! and also just a great ship in general

it was so warm today that i was sweating yet at the same time the wind was brisk enough that my nose was running, so overall i felt gross lol. however, it's just so nice out and i can finally have my windows open so i'm happy!

if i haven't said much on here lately it's bc i've been thinking about Iron Lung and nothing else these past two weeks

TMI (blood & periods) i got my period IMMEDIATELY after returning home from the Iron Lung movie on friday 🙃. My uterus must've seen all the blood on screen and thought "Oh! That reminds me..."

my 5 favorite classes were: 1. Beginning Dakota 1 & 2 2. Sexuality and Culture 3. Field Methods 1 & 2 (linguistics) 4. Phonology 1 & 2 5. Indigenous Filmmakers

classic Ace Attorney moment that i always forget about so i do a double take every time i rewatch a let's play

happiest of birthdays to @halfmoonjoe.com !!! thank you so much for all your hard work! i am so grateful to be a part of this community (even if you call us stinky) and i wish you nothing but the best <3

2016 was my most depressed year on record and i was so underweight and so sad and to top it off, i was in the process of growing out my undercut, so y'all won't be seeing those photos lol. INSTEAD here are the 3 dogs i had at that time! oh how i miss these babies

i had a dream the other night where i was in a musical but didn't know my lines, but then Jonghyun came outta nowhere and was like "I got you" and he performed in my place and i cried because i was so grateful

she is now 2nd, let's fucking gooooo

i know rankings and numbers aren't everything, but Hwasa's song "Good Goodbye" now has the third most PAKs of all time and i am just so happy for her 🥰