I'm doing a little thing on Tiktok and Instagram to help me with my social anxiety and perfectionism. Today is day 21 in a row of posting a short video with a random thought. It's a pretty big win as I thought it would take a few goes to even get to a week! Proud of myself 🥰

So, been dealing with some lower back pain (thanks, dbox) and can't sit properly to stream. Otherwise, I would have streamed a lot more than I have. 😭 I'll try and get back to it when I'm not longer in pain and can sit properly xD

A small streaming win. I don't normally raid people who don't know me (I stick to friends, because ✨social anxiety✨), but today I talked myself into raiding someone who I've seen around, but have never spoken to before. Usually, I talk myself out of it. So, a small win!

Going to try and stream on main today at the usual time (7pm AEST). I don't know what I'm going to stream yet, but I do want to give ffxiv a go again with my new mindset. I'll be mogtome farming if anyone would like to join in 💜

shout out to my fellow neurodivergents that feel like every interaction you have with people ends with choosing the incorrect dialogue option in a video game

Do yourself a favour and see the new super mario movie in 3D and DBox if you can. It's worth it.

I'm going to see the new Mario movie tonight. Now, I have an opportunity here with what I can wear. I have a pokemon handkerchief dress, a black mage ley lines hoodie thing, or a silk Zelda robe. I can't decide which one. XD

Thank you so much @yanaeden.bsky.social and everyone!! We've reached milestone 3 together for #GFG2026! Bringing games to help children in hospitals heal through fun and socializing! 💖 Next milestones are Battle Golf with community, and spicy FFXIV fanfics 🌶️ See you tonight! 😋 @gamersoutreach.org

What makes a "successful" streamer is going to be different for everyone. For some it's living off of streaming or seeing those high numbers. For others its a hobby. So, it's having a community and building friendships. There's no one size fits all. Do what works for you

What makes a "successful" streamer is going to be different for everyone. For some it's living off of streaming or seeing those high numbers. For others its a hobby. So, it's having a community and building friendships. There's no one size fits all. Do what works for you

Hey y'all! I've started an #ADHD #VTubers Starter Pack here on Bluesky! Looking for fellows to connect with? To share the pains of fragile attention spans or brain go brr together? If you know someone else with adhdeez that needs to be in this pack, lmk in comments or DMs! 💖✨ go.bsky.app/VFcHVeT

I keep thinking about yesterday's stream. It wasn't a big event or anything, but just having people show up to hang out means a lot. For so long my social anxiety and rsd got in my way. Streaming has been my way of trying to connect with people. It's the little things for me 💜

I may be struggling with streaming, but I'm on a 13 day streak with posting quick little vlogs on Tiktok and Instagram, which is a huge win for me. I am really missing streaming though, and am tempted to no mmater how I'm feeling at this point xD

Up to season 7 of SG-1 and episode 5 is REALLY giving Dawntrial vibes. I'm not going to say any more, because I don't want to spoil both things. It is very similar though xD

I think I might have to give up streaming FFXIV for now. The eye strain is causing too much sensory overload while streaming. I'm hoping its something that they'll address for 8.0, as I know a lot of people are having the same problem, but yeah. I'm sad about it, but it is what it is.

Really preferring all the video social media apps lately. There is just something about them. I don't know what it is, but I'm enjoying being on them more than here and other places like it.

I'm all booked for EU Fanfest! I so can't wait! Very excited. Who will I be seeing? 👀 Also, if you haven't done it yet, I suggest for people to get their flights sorted sooner rather than later. It seems like flights are filling up fast xD

I've started posting quick little daily vlogs on places like the Tiktok and Instagram to prove to myself that things that I do don't need to be perfect. Also, trying to say fuck you to my social anxiety. Today was my 5th day in a row. Didn't think I'd get even this far, kinda happy 😊

I just wanted to say thank you for popping into streams even when I'm having a bad brain fog/flare-up day and struggle with talking and energy. You all have no idea how much I appreciate it It's one of my biggest insecurities when it comes to streaming, so it means a lot 😘

I'm streaming WoW on main tonight. Being blunt about it so my brain sees it as a definite thing 😘 Probably around 7pm AEDT 💜

CW - Weight loss, binge eating and health Another long one (I'm sorry >.<), but this is something I've been wanting to be open about for a while now. (More in 2nd post)

CW - Weight loss, binge eating and health Another long one (I'm sorry >.<), but this is something I've been wanting to be open about for a while now. (More in 2nd post)

As I watch people enjoying a game that I'll most likely never get to play, I can't help but wonder, 'It's 2026. Why tf are exclusive games still a thing?!' (Pokopia looks so good, dammit! 😭)

Finding out you've been blocked by someone who follows people you consider friends is jarring. Even if you don't know the person it still stings a bit. It doesn't feel good, stranger or not. I think it's ok to feel that way. How you react to that feeling though, matters more.

For years I was slowly turning into that streamer that connected their sense of self worth to numbers, likes, etc. It eventually got to the point where it absolutely had a huge effect on my behaviour while I was streaming, and I didn't notice it. (1)

If you had told me 5 years ago that I would have good friends in my life that I catch up with on a semi-regular basis AND that I would be travelling overseas for a fanfest, I would have laughed and just shook my head. I had given up. I didn't deserve it. I'm glad I was wrong.

So many of my friends were lucky to get tickets to EU fanfest. It's going to be so good finally meeting people I never thought I'd get to meet face to face. I'm so hyped!

Oh, damn. Just found out that a new Stargate series is in the works! Kinda funny considering I've been going through SG-1 again on Netflix. I've gotta catch up on all the shows now xD

Oh damn, this new dye system?! Hello?!

Oh damn, I've never really been interested in limited jobs, but beastmaster might change that from what they are saying about it 👀

......thwy are trying to figure out a way for players to turn their WoLs into figures! I neeeeeed figures of my au ra and bun boy! When they have it all sorted out that is

The next Letter from the Producer LIVE is in one hour! Be sure to tune in for the latest information on #FFXIV Patch 7.5!

Just did a test stream and was expecting for it to just be a short stream to see if FFXIV would crash and take OBS with it. It turned into good conversations about old sci fi tv shows. Now, I'm feeling all the warm and fuzzy feelings. 🥰 Also, no crashes!

There is a blood moon right now where I am. Every time there has been something like this, it's been overcast. Guess what it is right now? I'm a jinx, I swear xD

I had forgotten just how good Stargate SG-1 is. It has so much heart. I miss shows like this.

Seeing as though I'm now going to fanfest, should I do stickers? I'll definitely be bringing a fresh cane to cover up like I did the two times I went to PAX. Should I include my own stickers this time though? 🤔

You probably can’t personally stop the war in Iran today. Is there something you can do for your neighbors hiding from ice? For a trans person in Kansas? Any local aid orgs or rapid response networks? Phone banks? Anyone already doing good shit that just needs a hand?

We can disagree on video games, and still be friends. We can disagree on foods, and still be friends. Disagreeing on human rights, however, is not negotiable. We can't be friends. I'm part of two marginalised groups. We don't do hate here.

Where is egg boy when you need him...

Stargate SG-1 recently came to aus netflix. I used to watch it all the time as a kid. Its strange watching it now though, all the old computers and technology is doing my head in xD

I still can't believe I'm going to a fanfest. It's not going to feel real until after I get back home from it xD

I just wanted to point out that in the Fanfest 2026 FAQ (for EU, at least) there is a section about accessibility. As someone who has developed mobility issues in the last few years, I do tend to forget that I now need to consider this stuff. So, just wanted to point it out 💜

I just wanted to point out that in the Fanfest 2026 FAQ (for EU, at least) there is a section about accessibility. As someone who has developed mobility issues in the last few years, I do tend to forget that I now need to consider this stuff. So, just wanted to point it out 💜

Hey. Tell people when they do good job. When you like the stuff they make. When you like the characters they’ve created. The stories they’ve told. Nobody hears it as often as you think bc everyone thinks everyone hears it all the time. Trust. They don’t. Tell. Them.

Guess what, guess what, guess what? ... I'M GOING TO EU FANFEST!!!!!! Also, the Materia community is so freaking generous.

I was supposed to be streaming, but OBS pretty much said no for the billionth time. I'm done with it. Now to start researching alternatives. ....what a waste of my make-up.

No matter what I freaking do, I keep having issues with OBS and FFXIV. I'm so pissed. At this point I think I might just start looking for a different broadcasting software.

This is huge! The live streams The Primals do of their concerts are amazing, but it would be so nice to actually experience that energy live. So, can they come and do a couple of performances in Australia? (Kidding around, but jealous of those who do get to see them live xD)

When you wake up late so your whole day is off, and your adhd meds aren't working as well as they usually do. Everything is so delayed 😂

Congrats and have fun for those who were lucky! (I expect LOTS of pictures and videos on my TL 👀) Also, I would love to be someone's +1! This is the first time I actually have the chance to go to one (Living Australia, going overseas is so expensive 🫠). I will be forever in your debt 💜