This isn't something I really talk about that much. I'm also not very loud about it even when I do talk about it. So, just in case you didn't know. I'm part of the As in LGBTQIA+ Asexual. Agender. Also, pan demiromantic. Happy Pride Month 💜

I need yall to understand that aromantic, asexual, and bisexual people DO in fact belong in the lgbtq+ community. The fact that there are people who are biphobic and think aro/ace people don’t exist and call themselves allies (whether they’re apart of the community or not) is sickening and I’m tired

Asexuality exists. Bisexuality exists. Pansexuality exists. Your "discourse" is erasure btw.

EMDR therapy is so wild. I had completely forgotten just how much I LOVED performing as a kid. There was always something about being on stage. Then things happened and that feeling was gone. I was wrong. It never left. Streaming inadvertently became an outlet for it. EMDR is so weird. 😅

Me as someone who has never done an ultimate: I kinda really wanna do UMAD. I love 4th wall breaking shit. XD

Damn. The Lion King musical is so amazing! The way it's done is just wow... Definitely one of my favourites

Can any ffxiv oce people who have done stickers for cons before let me know how you did it? Or what website you used? I'd really appreciate any tips 💜

Join me in participating in Stigma-Free Streamers for the month of June! We will be helping raise money for @batyraus.bsky.social who help young people get support for their mental health. As someone who has been there, it can be life changing. The goal is $500! Let's do this!

I'm going to age myself with this, but does anyone remember Captain Planet? I woke up with the theme song in my head (no idea why xD). It was such a cheesy show, but I loved it.

Me during my luteal phase and half way through my period: Emotional mess, adhd is worse, can barely socialise, severe fatigue and executive dysfunction. Me after the worst of my period is over: Ok, let's get shit done and get back on track! It's like a switch. So wild.

Ever since streaming Loftia and Paralives I've been questioning whether the way I stream fits in with FFXIV. The feeling that I don't fit with the "FFXIV streaming community" (overall and OCE) has been on my mind for a while. Not in a bad way or anything. It just doesn't feel like its working. /1

I'm not going to open Paralives. I'm not going to open Paralives. I'm not giving into the hyperfocus. I need to actually do things today. I won't do it, but I really really want to 🫠

My first Para! I'm in live with the game already and can't wait to see where it goes!

Games like Loftia and Paralives having disability/medical support equipment (Unusable) is making me feel so seen! I'm a part-time cane user and it really feels nice to have the representation even if the items are just decorative (fingers crossed they'll eventually be usable).

Stream was a short one today. My body is such a mess right now and I could only stream for 2 hours. Better than I was expecting tbh. So, proud that I still streamed either way ☺️

I've been hyperfocusing on Paralives all day and don't want to stop. So, Paralives stream in an hour! Also, it's going to be super comfy parallel play type of stream. My energy is loooow. XD

Spoilers-ish for patch 3.5 of FFXIV. Anyone remember the time when something big happens in patch 3.5, and the title you got from it was a HUGE spoiler? So, much that they had to change the the title so it was more iykyk. Some talk of area names being spoilers reminded me of it xD

I really wanted to try and make some more Materia friends before EU Fanfest. I underestimated how strong my social anxiety was and it hasn't happened. New goal though, is to attend any Materia meet ups during Fanfest. I'm much better face to face anyway xD

Last year, miHoYo copied my puzzle game Ouros in Zenless Zone Zero. Because they are a recognized, billion-dollar studio and my game isn't well known, some people are now assuming that their version is the original, and mine is the clone. I hope this video clears that up.

bug reporting is going well! here are some known issues that we’re currently working on, thank you for your patience ᕙ( •̀ ᗜ •́ )ᕗ

Yesterday really took it out of me and I'm so tempted to just play Paralives all day 🤣

When you are all set in and prepared for a very low energy, comfy stream with your regulars who know you, and you get raided by someone new with 101 raiders. I haven't had such a huge raid for ages. My heart was pouding! Also, why is it always the more low energy streams 😭

I wanted to do this with a photo of my new hair, but I shake way too much xD It's Paralives tiiiiiime! So excited 😊 www.twitch.tv/yanaeden

Spoilers-ish for patch 3.5 of FFXIV. Anyone remember the time when something big happens in patch 3.5, and the title you got from it was a HUGE spoiler? So, much that they had to change the the title so it was more iykyk. Some talk of area names being spoilers reminded me of it xD

🗣PARALIVES IS OUT NOW ‼️ Play in Early Access now with 10% off during the release week! Only on Steam: store.steampowered.com/app/1118520/... youtu.be/JdM39bSS-JY

Remember folks, if a streamer didn't read your message, there's a roughly 80% chance the streamer did read the message in their head and just forgot to actually say it out loud

Check out who's live tonight in the following starter pack! Those who have indicated they are live will have a red Live icon encircling their profile pic. (There's still room for additions! If I missed you please email [email protected])

I wish we would normalize not commenting on a person's body especially when they have not asked for an opinion. You never know what someone's dealing with and the last thing they need is anyone adding to that with rude or "well meaning" comments about their body. That is frustrating and exhausting.

It's new hair and Paralives day! *happy dance*

I've been waiting for this game for YEARS! It releases 12AM my time, so I won't get to play until tomorrow, but I'm really looking forward to it. I'll also be streaming it! (6PM AEST)

Streamers like @roriiexe.bsky.social  @twiktv.bsky.social & more are sharing what #StigmaFreeStreamers has meant to them 💙 From building community to opening up mental health conversations online, every stream makes a difference: https://www.batyr.com.au/stigmafreestreamers

I'll have fresh new hair and Paralives comes out on the same day. I'm looking forward to tomorrow ☺️

Ello friendos! With the weather changing and it getting warmer, your meds will make you more susceptible to heat stroke and heat intolerance! Please be careful if your meds are listed here!

With my adhd, brain fog, chronic pain/fatigue, remembering people's birthdays is pretty much not going to happen. So, as soon as I find out it's someone's birthday, I add it to my calendar. Just a warning xD

I'm trying to wean myself off of my morning coffee so my adhd meds work the best that they can. I'm up to half a teaspoon of instant (in my defence, its Maccona) coffee. It seems to be working... But my morning coffee 😭

While Shadowbringers is my favourite expansion, and I'm not the biggest fan of Heavensward and Stormblood, they are all part of the bigger story. All expansions are needed. I few them like books in a fantasy series. They wouldn't make sense of you read them out of order.

please just be kind to trans people. please understand and respect that our voices can be a sore spot and it really, really hurts to be taken as someone you aren’t for the one piece of your presentation you can’t perfectly control online. please just take a second to check pronouns. please.

One of next weeks streams is going to be Paralives. I've been waiting for this game for so long. I'm dying to play it

Just a heads up. I'm going to be experimenting with time, day, and length of streams. Hopefully, I'll be able to figure out a schedule that works best with my conditions without burning out. So, yeah.

So, my dogs have cooked chicken and kibble for their meals. Sometimes we run out of chicken and haven't had a chance to get more, and the dogs stick their nose up at only kibble. The only way I can get them to eat it, is by hand feeding it to them. They are so spoilt, I swear.

When you reply to someone on social media out of excitement, and then 5 mins later realise it could taken in a bad way or come off as weird..... the urge delete is so strong. But also, it might be the social anxiety talking and what you did is completely fine... But you can't tell which it is >.>

I think this is the first time I've seen someone else explain exactly why I hide my more adult humour side. Like, exact same reasons. I swear I'm currently on the same journey in trying not to give in to my people pleaser ways, and stop holding myself back. It's nice to know it isn't just me

There is so much I want to do with streaming. But it would require me to become a full-time streamer. Something I currently don't have the ability to do. I might be able to do part time though, but if I do I would have to move streams to day time ones. Fuuuuuuuuuuuuu..... so frustrating xD

Sappy stuff again. I blame the EMDR for making so emotionally sensitive xD

Dear friends, could help me to share this around? My friend Nia is a trans fem living in the US, with her wife who suffers from chronic disability. A freaky discovery recently found their roof needs complete redoing. I know they're just suffering quietly. If you can help, even $1 would be huge! ❤️

FF8 is really hitting too close to home. I had a bit of an emotional breakdown on stream I freaking love this game 😭

It's time.......

Following on from a fantastic show at #FFXIV Fan Festival 2026 in Anaheim, we're thrilled to announce that Glamoured to Life will also be taking place in Berlin! Visit the Fan Festival 2026 in Berlin website for more details on the show and how to apply! ✨ sqex.to/eRiM8

I miss raiding in FFXIV so much! 😭 I need for my brain to get over it's self and stop being so intimidated by people on Materia. I have chronic conditions that influence how I approach raiding. I have to have faith that more people than not will be understanding of that.

The executive dysfunction is so real today. Not even my adhd meds are working. My body is punishing me for pushing it too far yesterday. 🫠