I will never deny, but...I just enjoy messing with people's brains, even stranger depending on the situation. Like today... I was at my weekly dentist appointment when I broke a nail that I keep long enough to open medication packages generally. In a corridor I nearly dropped my bottle...

People can be so 'hilarious'... My father asked me if I wanted to go out for an ice cream. I said no...he asked why... "1 The only one you like and yet complain is closed besides Friday to Sunday. 2...Unlike you I didn't forget your behavior toward me last time. Nope..." HE told me...

i hate to do this. I have $1.21 to my name as you can see Could anyone spare at least $20? So i can get the copays paid, at least one bill paid and a small amount of food? paypal.me/ashcat724 cash.app/katra429 venmo.com/ashsilverwind

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French citizens & all Europeans will soon have to pay several new taxes on each different item in their parcels (coming from outside EU). This represents billions of euros each year for governments. In France, taxation begins today. >> www.catsuka.com/news/2026-03...

I have been waiting for so long for the next volume... A bit less than a month now, but I am SO IMPATIENT! LOL

FRACKING FREAKING EFFING BULLSHIT...I am tired, and I have a migraine as I am on the phone with the person on the phone responsible for taking care of my INVALIDITY TRANSPORTS FOR DOCTORS' APPOINTMENTS, THEN ANOTHER PERSON, SAME REASON, WHILE HAVING 2 WONENSPLAINING ME NONE STOP...

So, they realized that they didn't give me the right quantity of injection for my hemophilia... Just took 3, 4 months... And bonus, there is a water problem at home, so NO WATER... CAN'T I EVER GET A BREAK WITH MY HEALTH, PAIN, PHONE LINE AND NOW THAT...

I really am A FREAKING EFFING FOOL... My parents asked for my help with something, instead of staying at home in peace, I ACCEPTED! First 20 minutes, just some dumbass remarks, whatever. THEN THE ATTACK STARTED... "Why don't you change who you are before we die!" AGAIN! "Why don't you answer me?"

Geez, "thanks" my love. Lol

"I'm fine with you being gay, but why does it have to be mentioned? Why can't you just keep it to yourself? Why do I have to hear about it?" Oh I dunno. Probably because it's something that's constantly under threat of being forcibly repressed or even destroyed.

There is a possibility that one of my health problems from 4 years ago is coming back... I really can't ever catch a break it seems...

I admit that their behavior is really pissing me off...

Magic Mildlifer by Maki, I admit that I didn't expect to laugh so much!

Well, great...another problem here. So much rain in the last few WEEKS, nearly a month, not only am I in pain, but 'lovely bonus' the water is trying to come back up the sinks... SIGHS...

IF ONLY teachers would take Mark Parisi's suggestion. Lol

Woke up at 5 30 am, got dressed up then insulted... 6 hours at the clinic dentist, came back to get insulted again... Its like each time they open up their mouth its to insult me without a hi or "how did it go?" Or even "doing ok?" Or whatever... I think I am on the edge of blowing up...

Called my parents to warn them that I have an appointment and that I have a new appointment with my hemophilia specialist because the new injection dont work that well. Her answer, "I need you to come with me to get a diaper for Vlad this afternoon." I laughed "I MEANT A PILLOW!" LOL

The nomination cycle for the 2025 Ursa Major Awards has now begun! They will be open until February 5th, 11:59 PM PST! ursamajorawards.org/nominations.... You can go back and edit your nominations at any time until the period has ended!

FREAKING BULLSHIT... What is the freaking new BS now that when you try to find a job, the websites or companies want you to PAY THEM TO HAVE A FREAKING CHANCE?! AREN'T YOU SEARCHING FOR A JOB BECAUSE YOU ALSO HAVE A MONEY PROBLEM! TALK ABOUT ANOTHER FREAKING BITE IN THE ASS...

As mentioned under the event of this morning, an update is deserved... After all that shit, I arrive there, saw an intern that told me about the scanner, so I reminded him that I need an antihistamine as I am ALLERGIC TO IODINE! The poor guy listened and went to get my file again...

I have a scanner appointment at the clinic today that I can't be late for. No news about cab pickup time yesterday so I sent a text, answer "I call you at first hour tomorrow morning" I answer5 ok and thanks. Woke up at 6 am, got dressed, cuddled Apple, still no news so 8 30...

Received another message today telling me that 'My vital card expired, click here to get a new one', as if...those NEVER EXPIRE. It reminded me of a phone call from 2 days ago. New number, and since doctors are changing their numbers, freaking dumb state law, I answered in case.

Seems people didn't see that we finished all the questions. Thanks for participating everyone. If you have further questions, go ahead. But I keep the right to not answer some of them if they are too much lol

Might sound silly but I dont mind going on with this. Just please answer on the linked post so I dont lose track.

I was watching Hot In Cleaveland, season 2, right now, to relax before one of my many appointments this week. And just saw something. I don't know for you guys but, as someone that worked as a bartender, I don't remember people agreeing to drink in a glass THAT STILL HAS HIS TAG ON IT! Oops...lol

Tom Toro is sure right...

Next week is going to be so much of a pain with the amount of doctor's appointments I have and my parents 'lovely behavior'... Sigh...

OOOkaaaay... With all the weight I've lost, I just realized my bifocals work even better than before... Nearly creepy at this point...I see my laptop screen even clearer now... well...great. lol

Talk an extra proof of some people are dumb and desperate... Attacking a TV SHOW THAT HAS ALIENS, OUT OF EART ALIENS EVEN, TO DISTRACT OF THEIR OWN BS... youtube.com/shorts/STHdk...

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The Ursa Major Nominations are up. if anyone feels like and has a minute to fill up some of them so they have a list. ursamajorawards.org/index.htm

Follow up about that. When one of the nurses came, I asked her if I offended them in any way. She was surprised so I explained to her. She said that I never did anything bad to them and keep doing my best to help, , the problem with the other nurse situation before come to see me...

Woke uo at 6 45 am Not bothering anyone, just reading the news and waiting fOr the nurse ti arrive around 10, 11 am. Then suddenly insulted and accused out if nowhere from family for NO REASONS! And people wonder why I snap...

Really a FREAKING SHITTY WEEK... I was in a video call with my psychologist, as I had weekly check-ups, when my mother arrived like a tornado, and the nurse was here too... Screaming that it's my 'fault' even if I warned the nurse SEVERAL TIMES that I wouldn't be available...sigh I am fed up...

The cab was so late that my dentist appointment was cancelled. "Bonus" I have been insulted and screamed at besides the dentist as if it was my fault... Lovely start of the day...

I validated the paperback versions on Lulu!

Why not. Lol

Just saw the HIV "specialist doctor", what a joke... Told him how I am feeling and, his answers "its all in your mind"...I had to leave to not bite him vocally... Sigh...

Honestly, I am getting fed up... Even Apple feeds it since she is often close to me and I am grateful to her. But those migraines, my temperature constantly changing and people's behavior here are really starting to be way to much for me...so I often snap.

Hey guys. As usual, I would rather go with honesty compared to what some people think about me. Yes, I admit that I don't want to give up but I am stressed by my situation. Add to that, last time, the HIV had attacked my brain, giving me a lot of migraine and other problem like trouble sleeping....

FREAKING SHIT... It took a whole night for the HIV doctor I had on the phone yesterday to ask me to come in emergency Monday... I am not sure how long that one will last at this point...