finally called my landlord today— relating to my spouse moving in here and,,, BOY was I anxious,,, he also talked over me and made me feel like a small mouse gHhh 💀💀 he said that he is going to call me later to make meet up plans and Idontwantto need to rest one thousand years (minimum) #Ruiyaps

˚ ༘♡ ·˚꒰🪷꒱ ₊˚ˑ༄ 𝖱𝗎𝗂 | 𝗅𝖺𝗍𝖾 20'𝗌 | 𝗌𝗁𝖾/𝗂𝗍/𝗍𝗁𝖾𝗒 | 𝖾𝗇𝗀𝖺𝗀𝖾𝖽 ┆❥ #promosky /𝖽𝗂𝗌𝗅𝗂𝗄𝖾𝖽 𝗍𝗁𝖾 𝗈𝗍𝗁𝖾𝗋 𐙚⁺˖ 𝗋𝖾𝖺𝖽𝖾𝗋, 𝗐𝗋𝗂𝗍𝖾𝗋, 𝗉𝗈𝖾𝗍 𐙚⁺˖ 𝗀𝖺𝗆𝖾𝗋, 𝗉𝗁𝗈𝗍𝗈𝗀𝗋𝖺𝗉𝗁𝖾𝗋 𐙚⁺˖ 𝖺𝗇𝗂𝗆𝖺𝗇𝗀𝖺, 𝖼𝖺𝗋𝗍𝗈𝗈𝗇𝗌 𐙚⁺˖ 𝖽𝖺𝗇𝗆𝖾𝗂, 𝗆𝖺𝖼𝖺𝖻𝗋𝖾 𐙚⁺˖ 𝗃𝗂𝗋𝖺𝗂, 𝗀𝗈𝗍𝗁, 𝗆𝖾𝗇𝗁𝖾𝗋𝖺 𐙚⁺˖ 𝗉𝗂𝗇𝗄, 𝗉𝗎𝗋𝗉𝗅𝖾 𐙚⁺˖ 𝖼𝗈𝗅𝗅𝖾𝖼𝗍𝗈𝗋 ˚✦. ᕱ⑅ᕱ₊ ❀° ┄──────╮ 𑣲/⟳ 𝖺𝗉𝗉𝗋𝖾𝖼𝗂𝖺𝗍𝖾𝖽 ╰──────┄ °❀

just finished Beastars anime ✨💗 I loved it so very much !! can't wait to watch the series again from the very start— since my partner got interested too ˚✦.ᕱ ⑅ ᕱ₊ Beastars is my second favorite anime ever for sure, if not number one now #Ruiyaps

h e l p 💀 uquiz.com/quiz/RGnOVG/... #mxtx #danmei

lol awh✨💗✨ uquiz.com/quiz/QMDmOQ/...

my blood tests came out normal, aka they did not find _anything_ that explains my symptoms... so more tests and doctor visits to come, yay...

why is it suddenly 4am,,,, I'll die tomorrow (today(?)) h h h

I wanted to join ✨✨⭐️ link: picrew.me/en/image_mak...

accidentally paused at quite hilarious time (partner had to go do something) these dumbasses #anime #beastars

why does breakfast always disappear from the stomach? like?? did I eat bunch of nothing??? istg I'll be hungry again after 30 minutes 𝙸̶ ̶𝚔̶𝚗̶𝚘̶𝚠̶ ̶𝙸̶'𝚖̶ ̶𝚕̶𝚒̶𝚝̶𝚎̶𝚛̶𝚊̶𝚕̶𝚕̶𝚢̶ ̶𝚏̶𝚊̶𝚝̶ ̶𝚋̶𝚞̶𝚝̶ ̶𝚌̶𝚘̶𝚖̶𝚎̶ ̶𝚘̶𝚗̶

let’s all be gay vampires

falling asleep 5.....4....3...2.........

look and drool~ 🤍🍓✨🧇✨🍓🤍 ˚₊‧꒰ა ≽^•⩊•^≼ ໒꒱ ‧₊ ་⁺₊♡ #foodsky #photograph #foodie #dessert #waffles #aesthetic ♡₊⁺་

we're making waffles tonight~ even got whipped cream !! (with strawberry jam and blueberries)

back to sleep I go... or at least try

ok but why THE FUCK did my period start in the middle of the night?! this should be illegal.

only made the bed for our friend & changed our bed sheets, and then my body decided that it's my time such bad pain night

my intrusive thoughts: *the most vile disgusting shit that I will never say out loud* also my intrusive thoughts: "you are now going to eat that mop"

cotton candy soul, that's me

I love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love loooove you more than anyone ever could~ so you must want to be with me forever, right? my soul will never ever let yours go! ་⁺₊♡ #jiraisky #obslove #obslovebsky #menherasky #landmine ♡₊⁺་

going to sleep before 9pm is telling how stressed and exhausted I am but I feel ok, ⭐️nighty night✨

upgrade! level up! 🎉 bags under Rui's eyes can now store up to two kittens !!

am i bad , am i bad , am i really that bad ?

if you see this, qrt with your favorite pokemon for #pokemonday !!

How it feels talking to my moots sometimes

MY BABY IS FINALLY HERE AND SHE IS PERFECT SHE IS ALSO SHARP AF ་⁺₊♡ #jiraisky #menherasky #jiraiposting #landmine #lifestylejirai ♡₊⁺་

my brain the second after I've said something stupid ་⁺₊♡ #jiraisky #menherasky #jiraiposting #landmine #lifestylejirai ♡₊⁺་

I want to driiiiiiiiink

bpd bitches be like ་⁺₊♡ #jiraisky #menherasky #jiraiposting #landmine #lifestylejirai ♡₊⁺་

I want to peel my arm like an apple ་⁺₊♡ #jiraisky #menherasky #jiraiposting #landmine #lifestylejirai ♡₊⁺་

system shutting down for tonight nighty night jirais~

I wish I was some old ahh vampire living in the castle in the middle of nowhere completely alone and not caring about shit

it's almost 3pm and I am still in bed, don't feel like getting up at all tbh

so full and empty at the same time I wish I could make myself bleed crimson all over my arms and legs it would be so pretty ་⁺₊♡ #jiraisky #menherasky #jiraiposting #landmine #lifestylejirai ♡₊⁺་

tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired

me when

BLAAH

nighty, bite the bed bugs etc

Btw epstein files jokes are a fast unfollow or block. Ik it's treated like low hanging fruit recently for humor but it's not funny

I will probably need to sell my soul soon, running out of money so badly gonna start eating rocks and grass fr

This ancestor needs a few more years of sleep

deleted tellonym, too many bots, too much AI, why is every single app filled with AI,,,, I tried to find another app and/or website that allows people to ask questions anonymously, but had no such luck, so depressing I AM SO TIRED OF AI, FUCK AI

I feel like I am going more insane, might have a panic attack, why is everything so scary ་⁺₊♡ #jiraisky #menherasky #jiraiposting #landmine #lifestylejirai ♡₊⁺་

BIG special treat today for this jirai, since my stepmom wanted to congratulate me for my autism, I love her so so so much wtf RAAAAAAAH

guys omg, I just vacuumed my whole apartment all by myself and washed the bathroom floor !?!?!1 everything hurts, my head is throbbing and ears ring, can barely stand, so I am dying but I did it- (it has been a LONG time since I was last able to do this much, since I am always in pain)

bruh, do not use slurs wtf I do not want to see that on jiraisky, oof

slept under 5 hours at night pain, destruction, insanity ་⁺₊♡ #jiraisky #menherasky #jiraiposting #landmine #lifestylejirai ♡₊⁺་

suicidal, but at the same time fearing death and getting seriously ill/injured more than anything ... why is this even possible??? I'm tired of being a joke (*╹▽╹*) ་⁺₊♡ #jiraisky #menherasky #jiraiposting #landmine #lifestylejirai ♡₊⁺་