consider making yourself or obtaining a grilled cheese sandwich today all grilled cheeses are equally pleasing before god's sight, they are the angels of small joy

BYE apparently my teachers know that my dad died this is so awkward how am i gonna face them now 💀💀

IM GONNA KMS I DIDN'T DO MY HOMEWORK AND NOW IM ANXIOUS AS FUCK ARGHHHHHHHHHH WHY DO I DO THIS TO MYSELF

#missing my dad....kind of mad he died before I could graduate HS but it's okay ig at least he found peace

currently #STUCK in a procrastination cycle that will inevitably end in a lose-lose conclusion but yolo or whatever ig

japanese breakfast save me

currently obsessed with tea, cookies, and cake 🤤

me when everyone was having fun on halloween but I've been in the hospice facility tryna gauge if my dad's breaths r his last 😫 my mom thinks he's probably gonna pass sometime these next few days since his breathing and pulse have been slowing down a lot

wait wtf i have back dimples how have i never noticed this until today

currently craving poutine...😣 ugh i want some so bad rn

I hate my fatass family bruh they just bought a SHIT TON of pastries which are my #1 binge food but i literally cant b/p at any point because of all the people in my house #overit

ok im done being a whiny piece of shit I'll stfu

FUCKING FAT AND USELESS AND STUPID AND DISGUSTING

im so hungry but theres literally like a billion family members staying in my house since my dad is probably gonna die soon or whatever so i cant b/p nd there's no way in hell im keeping food down when im as OBESE as i am

I HATE MYSELF!!!!!!!!

super tempted to take a bunch of hydromorphone tonight for funzies... but i will refrain and do my homework instead 🤓☝️

my mom is making me take the next few weeks off from work cuz of my dad's rlly bad condition and i understand she just wants me available so i can be there when he eventually passes but bro im gonna be depressed as fuck cause there'll be nothing to keep my mind occupied after school

thinking thoughts about my hot coworker 💭💭

I WANT TO DYE MY HAIR but my #STUPID job's dresscode forbids any "unnatural" hair colors. it's so lame 😡😡 i need this color so baddddd ughhhh

Good morning bsky!! ☀️☀️ heres my cat lumi shes giving u the stink eye

cheese....yum...

craving grilled cheese very strongly

im actually so fat and stupid and ugly that it makes me want to hide in a hole and never come out🤓 like damn how tf am i supposed to function in society when i know i look like shit snd therefore feel like shit

feeling #romantic who wants to stargaze while listening to the hamilton soundtrack with me

i love chicken... you sre the love of my life.... grilled chicken save me....🤤🤤

MY EDIBLES R IN MY PURSE I FORGOT AT WORK NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔

Forgot abt this app uhm hi please follow me

do i....have a valley girl accent????💀

with how absolutely ginormous my binges ar i genuinely think i may have a future in competitive eating.... like this shit aint normal even for a bulimic 😣

I DONT WANNA GO TO SCHOOL 😢😢😢😢💔💔💔💔💔💔

some kid OD'd on fentanyl in my school yesterday and had to be transported to the hospital... i dont even go to a big school it's scary how prevalent laced shit is

im so cooked i have 3 assignments due today and none of them done what if i kms

i cried many tears and was successfully excused from class #Win

🧵 filmes sobre t.a para assitir ao invés de comer 🍓 | #subtwt | #edsky

planning a mental breakdown at school so i dont have to take the Spanish assessment 🤓

just got flashbacks to the taste of kraft mac n cheese wtaf

i. hate myself😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

i am beautiful and well-adjusted. i am deserving of love. if someone does not reciprocate my feelings it was simply not meant to be. i am a loving happy joyful person who sparkles in the sunlight and nothing else

binge eating on caesar salad drowned in dressing coz there's nothing else in my kitchen that wouldn't require cooking 😊

oXy makes me so chatty im so sorry for being obnoxious

i dream 💭 of panera creamy tomato soup and freshly baked baguettes ....

currently fucked up on pain meds instead of doing my homework im so cooked 😭😭😭😭😭😭

obsessed w this BC from 2 days ago..... i look so toned 😢 ughstop why do i keep binging i cluld have this and more all the time

missing my old thigh gap 💔 i rlly need to start fasting again bro

im so lame i have no personality anymore 😣😣

ngl in the context of my relationship w God, i think my bulimia is a false idol. but i am genuinely incapable of recovering anytime soon so my soul is just a slave to the eating disorder and it sucks balls but i cant do anything abt it because im a weak pathetic fucked up loser

54hrs i think? I could've gone longer but i got freaked out by the prospect of refeeding syndrome