him peets 🥺 #caique #parrot #birdsky

Beach day.

I want ear tattoos.

Labyrinth Oil on 16x20 canvas

A cosmic vibe . #femboyfriday #Femboy #femboycutie #genderbent #genderbender #genderfluid #genderqueer #psychedelic #PRIDE #intersex #LGBTQIA #transgender #nonbinary #thighthursday

The effects of our rainbow lights on their hair. 🤩🌈 @blackquadrant.bsky.social

Embracing my inner late 90's by making hair wraps again. It would be fun to sell custom ones.

the main reason I'm profoundly upset with the disaster of a trigun remake

😌

Being uncomfortable is not the same as being harmed.

Anyway. So I guess I'm an idiot. There's a way to focus on things in a way that attacks the subject matter, without making people who could use the subject matter and benefit from it because of their own neurodivergence, if ethically made, feel "stupid." Or maybe I'm just not trying hard enough.

washing your skyline #caique #parrot #birdsky

Anyway. My other half. 💫🌒🌈🌟 @blackquadrant.bsky.social

My body has a tendency to break the fuck down when I'm under a lot of emotional weight. Currently a consistent deep depression, stress and fear. So I'm enjoying a cocktail of an eye infection, possibly onset of a cold, and a UTI. 🙃

Little piece of history dug up from the garage. He was misunderstood by many, loved by even less, and though I barely use one hand to count the people who showed up at his funeral, he was still my world. It's funny, the longer he's been away, the more it hurts. I thought it was the other way around

my personal joshua twewy fit

gay wizardry [burning incense against multicolored lights] #visualstim #stimming

Flip is super hormonal right now. He's been mean all day and I had to shake him off me. He took a tumble then got gently tossed into a pile of pillows on the couch. He's not hurt whatsoever but I have been on the verge of a meltdown for weeks. Everything is so upsetting yet the dam just won't break.

do you think he wants attention #caique #parrot

"So this is for when you feel happy. And this is for when you feel sad. And this is for when you feel Nothing..." - Haunted When the Minutes Drag

Looove springtime at night.

Emotionally masochistic. Doesn't even need to hurt that bad, it just needs to be bigger than the emotions consuming me right now. Not the pleasantly numb catharsis of a sound beating - I don't need to stop thinking. I need to feel something other than what I'm feeling.

"Another turning point A fork stuck in the road Time grabs you by the wrist, directs you where to go So make the best of this test, and don't ask why It's not a question, but a lesson learned in time … It's something unpredictable But in the end, it's right I hope you had the time of your life..."

For fuck sake I have had to make so many massive decisions over the last year and a half. My head is spinning. 😵‍💫

If we get into a wreck because you hit me with your car, either by accident or by driving like an idiot (or asshole), I'm going to get out and ask if you're okay. That's my first priority.

Hi. That's about all I got for ya.

I am objective. I see the good in everyone, I give them all the benefit of the doubt - to a fault. But I am also not going to support accounts by reblogging them. Many of the accounts asking for money on here are scammers. I respect what you do, but I won't. If you want me to expand, let me know.

I have been on the fence of feeling okay-ish the last week but I have been feeling so shitty since yesterday due to several factors. I'm just frustrated and overstimulated and bummed out. 🫤

Stoked you got your six year old a fun set for Christmas but these condos are old as fuck and the walls are thin and does he really need to practice at 8:30 in the morning? 😮‍💨

I'll die on this hill

✨/ @blackquadrant.bsky.social

Panic attack so bad last night I almost went to the ER cause I thought I was having a heart attack. It's going to take a lot of mental strength the next few days to make sure it doesn't happen again. Once I've put some distance from that Episode, I'll be okay.

Fully commiting myself to work on the book for at least an hour on my days off. Doesn't have to be good writing, but I hadn't to write. And not get distracted by the urge to write fanfic. Like the multi-chapter Josh/Neku fic I've had in the works for.... way too long.

Messy beak whistling boi

I keep posts asking when people are going to wake up to the fact that I*CE is murdering people. The thing is, those people ARE awake. They are awake and they don't give a fuck. They are awake and if you're in the minority, they don't give two shits, and their president will support them on it.

My biggest baby

You're so scary. The one on the left, not the right.

Was digging around pics and forgot about this Wolfwood themed collar I made. #trigun #wolfwood

I spent the last day of the year on a hike with the bestie. It was rainy and cold and windy, which I love. We stopped in a cave on the beach for a drink and a snack, like we always do. I thought it would cheer me up. I thought it would make me happy. It usually does. Today it did not.

Flashback to October 2019 when Flip was just five months old. He was born May 7th 2019 and came home to us on September 20th 2019.

No.

My #TWEWYSecretSanta2025 piece for @wayfinderrinku.bsky.social who wished for #JoshNeku fluff 💜🧡 “First Date” 📱🎧 Read it on AO3: archiveofourown.org/works/76301766

Don't you document me.

Box. Where did it come from? Where will it go? Where did it come from, cotton eyed Joe. That's the name of the box. Cotton Eyed Joe. No clue where it came from. Don't know where it'll go.

🐤 Birds are an indicator species, signaling environmental distress. If we want clean air, healthy forests, balanced soils, and thriving wildlife, we must protect bird diversity and the habitats they depend on. 🪶

I'm just a messy lil goblin playing God #ck

Figures winter solstice I wake up feeling like shit. 🫤

sooo happy 😳 #caique 🧡 #parrot 💛 #birdsky

Little guy. Small. Hates the phone.

Thoughts and feelings about there not being a phone to destroy.