🎸🎧 #twewy

no thoughts

Green chartreuse. Guilty pleasure.

Bringing back those early 2000's rave culture. Twewy shirt vibe fits. PLUR

And then our fridge breaks down and there goes $300 we don't have. 🙃

dressing like I'm auditioning for a TWEWY role in 2026

"Relapse, prevent Trigger intent Now drown" ~ X Amount of Words Blue October

kandi (derogatory) #photography

Tap dancing your way through life.

One of the highlights of our bedroom at night.

strive to be this unserious #caique #parrot

If I'm completely MIA it's because I have -3 on the social spoons right now and am being a hermit. 🙏

I've gotten so good at breathing it out, staying calm, taking care of things, that I've forgotten what it's like to feel anything, to break. I'm stuck in a purgatory of limbo where I can't stop wanting to scream while calmly exercising deep breathing exercises while I do the dishes with a smile.

kandi necklace my partner made me 🥹

I had intended to be able to finally get a subscription for Squawkbox this year for Flip's bday next month. Guess we'll be waiting on that, too. 😔

Wet wild and windy

you need to push your comfort zone to grow as a human. if that's an uncomfortable thing to hear that's the point! I promise you will become a stronger wiser resilient person if you go to the edge and then cross it. the world will open up to you. this is conscious evolution.

Cut my steak into pieces, Please use this knife and fork. Steak is raw, just like my feelings. I'll drink wine and fall apart. Yeah. This is all the funny I got right now. And it's not even funny.

"Relapse, prevent Trigger intent Now drown" ~ X Amount of Words Blue October

Played around with plants and bugs today.

despite the internet's love of boxing people into their past actions and refusing progress let me remind you ▶️ it's okay to be wrong ▶️ it's okay to not know something ▶️ it's okay to change your opinion based on new knowledge learning is the only way you're going to evolve

him peets 🥺 #caique #parrot #birdsky

Beach day.

I want ear tattoos.

Labyrinth Oil on 16x20 canvas

A cosmic vibe . #femboyfriday #Femboy #femboycutie #genderbent #genderbender #genderfluid #genderqueer #psychedelic #PRIDE #intersex #LGBTQIA #transgender #nonbinary #thighthursday

The effects of our rainbow lights on their hair. 🤩🌈 @blackquadrant.bsky.social

Embracing my inner late 90's by making hair wraps again. It would be fun to sell custom ones.

the main reason I'm profoundly upset with the disaster of a trigun remake

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Being uncomfortable is not the same as being harmed.

Anyway. So I guess I'm an idiot. There's a way to focus on things in a way that attacks the subject matter, without making people who could use the subject matter and benefit from it because of their own neurodivergence, if ethically made, feel "stupid." Or maybe I'm just not trying hard enough.

washing your skyline #caique #parrot #birdsky

Anyway. My other half. 💫🌒🌈🌟 @blackquadrant.bsky.social

My body has a tendency to break the fuck down when I'm under a lot of emotional weight. Currently a consistent deep depression, stress and fear. So I'm enjoying a cocktail of an eye infection, possibly onset of a cold, and a UTI. 🙃

Little piece of history dug up from the garage. He was misunderstood by many, loved by even less, and though I barely use one hand to count the people who showed up at his funeral, he was still my world. It's funny, the longer he's been away, the more it hurts. I thought it was the other way around

my personal joshua twewy fit

gay wizardry [burning incense against multicolored lights] #visualstim #stimming

Flip is super hormonal right now. He's been mean all day and I had to shake him off me. He took a tumble then got gently tossed into a pile of pillows on the couch. He's not hurt whatsoever but I have been on the verge of a meltdown for weeks. Everything is so upsetting yet the dam just won't break.

do you think he wants attention #caique #parrot

"So this is for when you feel happy. And this is for when you feel sad. And this is for when you feel Nothing..." - Haunted When the Minutes Drag

Looove springtime at night.

Emotionally masochistic. Doesn't even need to hurt that bad, it just needs to be bigger than the emotions consuming me right now. Not the pleasantly numb catharsis of a sound beating - I don't need to stop thinking. I need to feel something other than what I'm feeling.

"Another turning point A fork stuck in the road Time grabs you by the wrist, directs you where to go So make the best of this test, and don't ask why It's not a question, but a lesson learned in time … It's something unpredictable But in the end, it's right I hope you had the time of your life..."

For fuck sake I have had to make so many massive decisions over the last year and a half. My head is spinning. 😵‍💫

If we get into a wreck because you hit me with your car, either by accident or by driving like an idiot (or asshole), I'm going to get out and ask if you're okay. That's my first priority.