Mmm, I can feel the after con/trip depression and holiday blues trying to creep in. Im doing alright so far. Trip was fun and despite some stressors it was completely worth it! I only regret not having the energy to enjoy it more. Just have to get through the holidays and stay positive for 2026 🫠

Dam I cant seem to catch a break when it comes to, well taking a break. Maybe Ill feel better once the depression eases up. But my 4 day weekend seem to have just drained me and I didn't even do anything. Maybe ill be able to relax more once certain things are no longer up in the air and settled 🫠

Commissions are open - this time with a little variety 💃 Pet Portraits and Digi/Poke Art have been added alongside my regular Chibi Art commissions. Pet Portraits are limited until Dec 20th because they are seasonal. 🔗 vgen.co/digitalpoisun

Streams picking up again tomorrow :]

Healing

Got too silly

Silly

Anyone else sometimes struggle with negative/anxiety thoughts as soon as they try to sleep? Feels like no matter what u do/think u cant stop it, like a flood from a dam and all u have is a pale/bucket. Even if u had a great day it can still happen sometimes. Im going to be exhausted today for sure 🫠

One day I’ll learn to manage my constant anxiety. And function like a normal competent person. But not today!!!

Honestly think I needed to hear that. It do be hard when ur still figuring yourself out.

Happy

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I feel like I might need to take not just a online detox but a social one and be a hermit for like a week idk. But I know isolation invites rumination. It be one thing if it was just my own problems but so many are going through it and I can’t do anything about it which only makes it worse 😩😭

Me(actually)

Be a freak

Silly

Ngl this was me this morning. But alas I had to be a responsible adult and go to work 😩

Softness

We back at it again. Day 2! Lets see if I can escape this time and not get my toes bit by rats 🫠

I promised a friend I’d stream a scary game this month so here we go. I’ll be streaming Amnesia: Bunker tonight. I don’t play horror games so if you wanna watch me out of my element and scared come say hi. Tonight 6PM PST/9PM EST 🎃😱 ⬇️ Link Below ⬇️

does anyone here do artist alley / art markets AND have mental illness struggles that make it almost impossible to keep up with? Looking for tips and tricks on how to handle bipolar + adhd and sticking to my guns HAHA

It's Science.

The thing that makes Star Trek utopian isn’t the end of scarcity or the harmony between all peoples it’s also that the guy on the ship who gets laid the most plays the trombone at work and periodically does community theater

Most of the ppl and creators I admire I met at #Twitchcon was on a whim. I was a bit shy to potentially bother ppl on my first ever con. But I got to meet with friends and was happy with the mutuals and ppl I watch I got to meet 😁

And my 2nd and my final day of #Twitchcon haul! I also got to run into a few more pals including @simplywitches.bsky.social I had such a good time way more then expected for my first ever con! I need to go next year for sure 😁

First day of #twitchcon haul! I got so many goodies and saw some pals. Bonus stickers from @mielitta.bsky.social 🧡

Huge meetup day with sooooooooooo many pals (several not pictured)! My heart is so full and it's only day one!!!!!! 💎🍓

⛏️ Scoopin' Schedule! ⛏️ 📆 10/13 - 10/19 No streams this week! I'll be at TwitchCon runnin' around with pals and handing out badge ribbons! Super excited to see even more peeps this year! 🏃

heyy if any mutuals r gonna be at twitchcon on Friday and want some miel stickers,,,, lemme know :3c

Healing

Oh to be a house husband taking care of the home and cooking and playing with legos before my big beautiful wife comes home so I can pamper her... and then ask for more legos 😍

𝑪𝒉𝒊𝒃𝒊 2.0 𝑫𝒆𝒃𝒖𝒕 𝑺𝒑𝒐𝒐𝒌𝒚 𝑺𝒆𝒔𝒔𝒊𝒐𝒏 👻 Happy October everyone! I am ready and celebrating with a very nicely stream in the near future. Like 4 things are gonna happen and there will be celebrity guests like Jack Black! 👀✨ 📆 October 5th 8pm est!! 🎃 Reposts Appreciated! 💜💜💜 #vtuber | #vsky

TWITCH CON GOERS, For the Love of God. Go get your Covid/Flu Vaccines NOW before you go to the Con. You know every year there is some people that go to the Con with Covid because they cant think of other people. Just go do it now and get it over with.

Tomorrow is my first day back to stream!! I would appreciate patience while I relearn everything HAHA I'll post again when I'm live!

After nearly a year of being part of a work program I will be working a job for the first time in, an embarrassingly long time, starting tomorrow. I am extremely anxious, a little excited about being able to make money again, but mostly anxious. Fingers crossed I can feel like a responsible adult 😩

Im playing PEAK with Kindred on his stream for his Birthday Celebration! Come watch us fall... er i mean climb. www.twitch.tv/kindreds0ulz

Practicing a little animation for Ghost Moira propaganda. It was so fun getting to draw Moira art. And even though Ghost Form lost tonight, the finalists are so good and Moira's Halloween fit is gonna be amazing! Please check out @simplywitches.bsky.social 's streams! Moira is their OC and vtuber.

Officially back open for business on VGen! 💕 thank you for all the excitement when I announced I would be soon and all the people who left me requests to open these back up 🥲 I likely wouldn’t have had the courage to do it today without that very encouraging push!

Me at doctors: Yeah I been feeling off and soar throat for over a week. I think I might be sick? DR: Na it’s fine just gargle salt water, ok bye! - 3 days later - DR calls: Sooo checked ur blood work and ur sick and fighting an infection take some meds asap. Me:

Growth and change

Sleepy

Sometimes I daydream about going back to my childhood. But things were not even much better back than. Most of the things I struggle with now still existed. I was just less self aware/critical, less drained and at the very least less likely to feel both shame and guilt not having it together 🫠

Lil creature

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I need to make proper promo for it. I haven't streamed in forever. But this Monday ill be streaming PEAK with my dear friends @captainvortac.bsky.social @lilpooflibby.bsky.social @mythicalvisage.bsky.social Ill try and make a proper post but the plan is start around 2pm PST/5pm EST on Monday

If you change your miiiiiind ✨💕 Steven Universe #fanart

Omg this so so true and I hate it! I'm certain not all therapy is designed like this. But this was 100% what mine was like. Instead of helping me heal wounds it felt like I had a career coach. Not only that but my psychiatrist refused to experiment/change meds unless I started working or school.

Oh!

I'd love to collab more with other streamers so made a collab sheet. There are definitely more games I play and even more I want to play so if you're looking for more friends to play with, let me know! #Vtuber #VtuberEN #ENVtuber

As someone who is 30 or 40 years old and has been on the internet for decades now, I need you to internalise this advice: we should all know less about each other. Stop telling strangers on the internet every single thing about you