Mannnn... I was looking forward to not having to go outside today. u_u or tonight ig. It's legally nighttime. But whatever, still :<

ok... i sleep now. long day. good day, but long regardless. zzz...

mateengine is a program that is very good for the soul. look at my boy jankily dance to satellite mind by metric

nah but i'm still so disappointed that the red boy himself got into AI. like ig i shouldn't be too surprised, but it's still So sad. i based so many characters and made so many stories inspired by his music. i have so much merch of his. now just seeing it makes me cringe. like .. whadda hell man :(

ah, the hell with it. new reference sheet for my lovely cyborg husband. that'll be fun to work on. =w= how i managed to draw this bitch as often as i did in 2020, i'll never know. i made soooo many pics trying to perfect his design. twas hellish

i mean *i* think i made enough changes. the pic on the right is the Only canonical pic of kaine, so i had to take a lot of liberties with his design. AF specifically says that "changes made to outfit and/or hair" is a valid change. he got floofier in my style + an outfit i designed soooo...

realizing that i believe i've made enough changes to kaine's design that i might be able to upload him to artfight. will have to do some comparisons. i haven't looked at his canon art in a while

i wanna make a stupidly cutesy very obviously feminine pic of my self-insert with an impact font thingy saying 'how i look with he/him in my bio'. cuz that meme is very funny to me. anyway i <3 being nonbinary

they are bi4bi ,. to me. anyway, not tagging the fandom so ppl don't yell at me KASJHDKAS </3 #digitalart #selfship #yumeship #chibi

i hope i never have to do another thing ever again (he has to do things again on tuesday)

Sleepy day... u_u didn't plan on napping, but now that I'm in bed, I rlly can't help myself. Cozy time

read more comics: safelyendangered.com

Man, I can't even go to sleep without something stupid happening. Mother sent me something like "I can't do this anymore" and when I went to reply, the messages were gone. Can I just sleep forever and not have to deal with anything anymore. Is that a thing. Fucks sake

tomorrow for sure...

rebrand doneeeee... was originally gonna make new art of the ol' razzle dazzle, but that sparkly fucker wasn't working with me. >_> oh well. may attempt more doodling 2night, but also mightttt just chill out until i get too sleepy... either way: yippeeeeeee

probs gonna rebrand this acc again... while i'd still kiss windows vista with tongue, i kinda wanna have my acc be ,. like. me flavored. i can only be so mentally i'll over an operating system for so long, y'know?

i think i've also been having more fun with bright, saturated colors + black cuz of my OLED screen. i feel like i've talked abt this before, but whatever, it's my acc. i love how colors look on this monitor, they're so beautiful. i just wish my 2nd monitor was also OLED </3 sigh...

i rlly enjoy making images with a lot of textures and colors. they feel oddly homey and nostalgic to me, though i can't say exactly why.

go back to sleep... 💤🧁 #digitalart #fanart #mlp #pinkiepie #grimdarkmlp

i love my teddy bear. this guy fuckin rocks. soft. good size for snuggling. not a blessed clue who made him, but he's been my bestie since 2011 and if i ever lose him i will very likely throw myself off a cliff

if my mother asks me to do one more thing i am going to be on the freaking news

The fact that it is always my job. Always my job. No matter if it's my responsibility or not, aaalways my job. I'm so tired. I can't keep doing all of this.

Complete and utter agony. Only thing keeping me somewhat sane is unicorn bath toy. Bad day.

home ,. god, getting her home was hell. BUT we also went grocery shopping, so there's that. i am so ,. physically drained. i'm gonna have a snack, then Immediately pass the heck out after. s'been real, my good friens. mwa mwa

minutes. girl. truly, i cannot catch a break. -_-

*collapses* ok. bastard is out of the house. i get to relax. unless she calls me, then ,. i don't know. either way, i will be alone for (god willing) most of the day. i'm going to spend this time trying desperately to regroup. because oooo i am Not doing well mentally, emotionally, or anything else

girl i am so. very tired. of life. and my mother. primarily my mother. can i trade this one in? get a new one? i'd love a new one. perhaps one that doesn't scream and trash things around and make up drama for no god damn reason.

someone else... #digitalart #originalcharacter #furry #sparklefur #nostalgia #ventart #eyestrain #neon

I'm so tired of this life, man

ended up going outside a couple hrs after it stopped storming. so humid out, BUT still nice enough to walk in. tried a different flavor of monster! twas very yummy. ultra blue hawaiian. tastes incredibly blue.

thunderstorm :( probably can't go out today then. shame. well, there's always tomorrow. jus hope the power stays on. it's really warm up here

i think.. i will walk down to the local family dollar. replenish my plastic utensils. perhaps grab a leetle snack. i am still feeling Not Great, but that is ,. Okay. i have enough energy in me to brave the outdoors. wa

spent most of the day dealing with some awful nausea and jus the Worst fuckin headache. i'm only jus now starting to feel better. it's. 1:37 AM. good god

This is your daily reminder and please to let the bitch with a mobility aid on the bus first. Please. It's so difficult to get these dumb rollators on the bus, please be nice to me please please

btw, AI "prompters" really don't like being told to properly label their shit on deviantART. i hate how deviantART has it set up right now, where it's entirely optional *what* you label your art as. they should bring back categories. human-made art vs AI-generated/assisted images. c'mon, man

i hate seeing cute adoptables on deviantART, only to find out they're AI generated. but at the same time, it's kind of a win. the bastard who generated it doesn't own the design, so you're really not stealing if you make a similar one. it's less a win because the planet is dying, but. you get me.

man i'm trying to play my dragon game can my mother please stop sending me stupid garbage

Does anyone else get hyper-political people following them from time to time? I don't post anything revolving around politics. What. What do you want

i'm in one of my weird moods where i have to go take a walk otherwise the hostages get it, and yet it's still stupidly hot outside And it's 11 PM, so that jus isn't happening. life is so hard for me and me only. gwahhh

every day i get more grossed out by generic horny furry slop. don't get me wrong, i love furries. i am a furry. but i'm sick to death of seeing the same big tiddy big thigh type of shit. it's played out. please, for the love of god, do something else.

i ,.need to relax x_x i'm getting myself all worked up over nothing. the internet is scary, sure, but it's really not worth all this anxiety. think i'll just listen to something mindless and do a bit of doodling... i dunno.

hyper-specific fear, but i always worry that one day, i'm going to be the subject of one of those massive drama channels' videos, or in some streamer's cringe compilation, or whatever else. i haven't rlly Done anything, but i can't help but feel like i'm active enough online to Possibly be a target

Rainy today... Don't think mother and I can go to that event today, sadly. I don't mind being rained on, but I don't think mother does lol Oh well, there'll be other days

there's rlly nothing like sitting in the bath, head resting against a towel-turned-pillow, scrolling through pinterest, reading tumblr screenshots. i have a massive headache

had a nice day out with mother ^^ gonna go out again tmrw as well. there's an event going on at one of the local bars n it sounds like a lotta fun. gonna be a DJ n everything XD for now... i chill -w- i chill, and have dinner. maybe watch something mindless on youtube. life is #decent. yeas.

anyhoodles... tis dinner time. leftovers from yesterday, mostly. can't complain, very yummy stuff. either way, had a decent night. fingers crossed my sleep later will be just as nice ^_^

workin on a beeg drawing of raziel. have to get somethin outta my shystem, you see. nyes, nyes... working with the default pencil tool is rlly nice. feels solid. i love u, paint tool sai. mwa mwa

got the clipping planted!! gonna have to get a stick for my plant though, boy's too heavy to keep himself upright :( should be arriving tomorrow, thankfully. also, Shadow hates my fan. he jumped on my lap to snuggle, and immediately regretted it when he felt the fan blow in hims little face </3

“ok yay” is a way of life

She accidently broke a pot I bought for this clipping, right. Her solution was to trash things around the house, and scream about it. I get that she's overwhelmed with life, but fuck, dude, I am too. You don't see me freaking the fuck out. God damn. Got a new pot, at least.