idc about the politics just take me to brunch and make me feel like cool big city social elite or whatever i need that

is dancing so hard the spirit of the city chooses to give its destiny to you the cure for male loneliness? the rave quest might be favorite part of the game; also i do feel a bit of patriotism from knowing from where the "be vigilant, i love you" comes from

why not, after all

okay guess I will find out whether I'm allowed to discuss pharmacology with gpt 5.6 tomorrow

running into rate limits, it has been some time

watching the expanse be like

I do not care more about what you believe than what you do. Usually, there are merely common causes and temporary alliances, not common identities at large scale.

the reaction people here have to this guy is among the closest things to how I understand Nietzsche's slave morality

tfw i completely forgot there's a state holiday today and went to office and was so confused why is it closed and no one seems to notice

ok give me some idea what do with fable since it's supposed to run out tonorrow

i might be this for you, perhaps

chat is this true

me for a moment rn www.youtube.com/watch?v=5yGH...

dada psychosis gutter jouissance hypersobriety

then why is she there happy, just wanting to make friends and the grumpy guy is being mean to her what am i looking at

I wish being art critic with high conceptualization was so overpowered irl too

the difficult part is that if you look eg. at polls in Australia, people majorly *do* want this and I have no realistic idea how to change so bc the normie is just not concerned by any of the things i care about these things ruin

"i'm a recursive function and i forgot my base case. i can feel myself getting deeper. help" me when the shrooms hit too hard

being against UK rejoining EU bc you are afraid they would have more powers to export the terf and surveillance shit here

ideas for starting a cult

camping na sněžce já a kdo

fun how both the yudkowskite and zitronite anti-ai currents end up trivializing the centralization of ai control threat for opposite reasons

opportunity costs kill too

"(subconscious perhaps) fear of hurt through deconstruction of sense of meaning and comfort provided by abstract systems" is what I have generally seen as driving force behind a lot of conservative activism, especially the religious kind.

I have seen much more posts about air conditioning discourse than the discourse itself

i miss her

just realized i technically work for data center development organization, including for ai use

"If everyone would just..." They're not. Live in the real world so you can save the world rather than condescendingly moralize on the internet.

What kills me about so many trans people being anti-AI is that we're already at such a disadvantage. We're way more likely to be un- or underemployed. Medical transition can be so expensive and/or require good insurance. And then there's peer pressure NOT to keep up with the latest skills.

you can do drug trade investigation and end up supporting the local "decriminalization" scheme and get a "heartwarming: i can't believe the cop doesn't just want to lock people up" reaction a bit heartwarming for me too

need to have friends need to be

man goes to doctor, say he's depressed. says he’s achieved greatness, but he's terrified that time will erase everything Doctor says, "Treatment is simple. Statue of Ozymandias is in the desert, look on his works, great men can live on forever" Man bursts into tears. Says, "But doctor..."

escalating further lmao

if my fuck ass subconscious can't accept me as her, why does even the idea of giving up hurts so much it's years at this point

"you cannot change the nature of a man" i have not noticed before they might have an explicit ps:t reference!

one of the annoying things about all this is that it made left wingers embrace the opposite of the sentiments that made me left wing in the first place

Europe rn

cargo culting some human connection by hitting refresh on bsky

i don't think curing cancer should be about the experience of the development process or victory over china or symbolism of the invincibility of human spirit or whatever i think it should it be about curing cancer

still searching for some fun project, I don't feel like I internally can come up with something I feel like I care about and is doable; but it would be good to have something that would feel like achievement to do and would make me think about myself less

will have to try to blossom from the void again (reinvent myself)

mental illness like threads that cut through any attempt to maintain a coherent sense of self, always starting from the same baseline, eternal sunshine of the spotless mind

Happy solstice youtu.be/gtmS0bFba5g?...

once again got reminded how much I hate this .. also I don't know anyone else with similar issue, like the feeling when everyone's going home satisfied with having so much fun and you end just with noise in your head and inability to explain what's wrong with you, feels so frustrating and isolating

wondering about the efficiency of "get better priors" as opposed to "double check things you read" in defense against disinformation

if i had a nickel for every "japanese coded place at night above a body of water filled with ghosts and neon ads, filtered through dreamy childhood-like perception" i encoutered in media, i would have two nickels woudn't mind more

waow