I’ve asked for this to be posted after my death. I accepted government assistance in dying. I’m proud to have been part of the animation industry during my short career, and meeting lots of fun, interesting people. 1/

unfortunately, my cancer treatment is no longer effective. the nodules have grown and the cancer has infected my liver with my primary treatment gone all i have left is clinical trials. ill find out more about them tomorrow wish me luck

im so thankful that before the end i got to pursue animation, even just for the 10-ish years i was able to do it professionally im thankful for my loving spouse, who is going through hell right now im thankful for your support, which i really need right now

unfortunately, it looks like surgery is not in my immediate future the surgeon really impressed upon me the severity of my diagnosis, that im already doing much better than others in the same position. surgery could take that all away better to stay the course

im so nervous about next week im gonna find out of i get okay'd for the surgery that will probably prolong my life by no small amount or be told that the complications are too great for it to be safe whatever happens, we're gonna fight on. but my nerves!

we got the ct scan results today my cancer seems to have stabilized, and sections of it could be scar tissue. it's small enough now that it's difficult to see everything clearly. good problem to have, at least! im being referred to the surgeon so he can make his assessment

so this friday ill be getting a new ct scan that will determine my immediate future best case scenario: my cancer has continued to shrink as much as last time and a surgeon will find surgery viable to remove it and treat the nodules. then id almost certainly be in remission!

while obviously this is not exclusively a woman's problem, i just also just want to point out that this generation specifically has more women working in animation than EVER before and yet the career opportunities and upward mobility available to us is nonexistent.

great news! got a call from my oncologist who told me 1) my cancer mass has shrunk about 25% and 2) the cancerous nodules in my stomach lining have shrunk as well, some are so small she can barely see them if this keeps up i may be able to have the mass removed by year's end!

saw the family doctor today. not much to report other than she's very happy with how everything is going i might need some physio for my knees because i am both tall (6'3") and old (42), though lol

good news: my oncologist says that my cancer nodules are either not growing or actively shrinking. the new treatment is effective!

my hair actually grew back enough that i needed a little trim, new treatment sure is neat

good news and bad news bad news: as a result of my not-doing-anything-all-day lifestyle i have formed a kidney stone. boo! good news: to diagnose it they needed a CT scan so i asked them to send the results to my oncologist, who just told me my cancer has improved! hooray!

man my new chemo treatment seemed to be the jackpot on not feeling any side effects but for the past day or so ive been suffering from some awful nausea, enough to call in and ask about it. we might have to make some adjustments cumulative side effects suck ass man

there's so much to talk about with the choices made here animation-wise. controls are often not all exactly in sync with the frame they're on, in a way that emulates early 90s stop motion, like the really rough shit. Like the animators were told not to worry about that or crashing or breaking rigs

got some bad news on my CT scan: my cancer has grown the major growth went from 4.1cm to 6cm and the cancerous nodules all grew a couple millimeters. my oncologist says this is likely because of a mutation i have called BRAF thankfully, though, there is targeted treatment

anyone happen to have any sci-fi graphic novel recommendations? looking for some inspiration for something im working on tone and content isnt a factor, really. just looking for some really inspired written and drawn works to get the juices flowing

tomorrow is my 6th round of chemo after that it's time for The Big Scan where we determine what all this treatment has or hasnt done to the cancer. it's pretty scary. but im still asymptomatic and only feel like garbage while on chemo. im young and healthy. i have a lot going for me wish me luck

holy shit this round of chemo kicked my ass ugh

i clicked a drawing video on the yootoobs and now im getting inundated with recommendations that seem to amount to "how to draw the hottest minors" with these recurring proportions in the thumbails

One thing I miss from pre-Elon Twitter is that it was the main hub for animators. I'd love to find each other again and build that back up. Here's a starter pack of some animation peeps I follow but I know I'm missing tons so please tell me who to add! go.bsky.app/6tBDXaK

the only thing more depressing than pieces of art like squid game being appropriated by the very system it is condemning is how everyone just kinda goes along with it lol we saw this with season 1 when the games were unironically recreated irl and we'll see it again and again and again and again an

the internet slowly changing "set foot" into "step foot" is accelerating my descent into madness

that article that discussing films briefly quotes about netflix being run by lying artless idiots is really good you should read it www.nplusonemag.com/issue-49/ess...

first round chemo done! feeling pretty good, basically no side effects other than some struggle with my appetite. don't feel that hungry but my number 1 job is to eat. gotta keep on top of it! we're moving along

Hello! I'm Bayeigh 💙! I also go by Ice. I make comics and I like inking and queer shit and comics and my friends and games and comics. If you want to support me, I have a patreon and Kofi in my bio. Thanks! 💙💙

sango deserves 100x better but she and miroku still make me laugh

in lie lieu of our strange animated movies headed by comedians kick last night ive successfully talked my spouse into experiencing "rover dangerfield" next haha

not sure where it came from but my spouse suddenly expressed interest in watching "eight crazy nights" we watched it and they gave me surprised/grossed out/mortified looks throughout but couldn't stop commenting on how good the animation was it was promptly thumbs downed and deemed a "mistake" lol

my chemotherapy starts next week! im looking forward to getting this process started so i can begin thoroughly kicking this cancers' ass. im so thankful to all the medical professionals who fast-tracked me to this point. it'll be a relief to start making some serious progress wish me luck!

not the least bit surprised that disney elected to coddle bigots but i take heart that there are so many people working there trying to make LGBTQ+ stories happen anyway. these artists are truly relentless and history will look back at them with reverence and respect

feeling really spiritually attuned to countless strangers before me when i point to my tummy after someone says "holy shit" since my ileostomy

marvel rivals is very simple and fun but what are these female character designs lol

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I made myself a starter pack! If you make art for moving pictures, let me know, and I'll add you.

i keep getting included in packs with tons of cool people teehee

capcom really trying it's best to make street fighter as embarrassing to play in public as possible huh lol

recovering from surgery and unable to lift things or drink soda, looking at my spouse to ask "can wu get me some juice tomowwow?" :3

i think it's so funny that to this day when you scroll enough on the hellsite it'll eventually be like "hey did you want to see more new tweets or just skip to these old ones you've seen already?" like wtf keep showing the new ones why would i not

happy birth to me

discharged from the hospital and currently doing my next job: recovering from surgery so that i can start chemo ASAP. came out of this with an ileostomy, which has been weird lol but im adjusting. so now it's a few weeks of healing before the real work begins wish me luck!

im actually completely in favor if remakes, reimaginings, re-all-the-things, so long as the original is available but if you move a story to a new medium you need to make it wholly unique to that medium. make it a unique take on that story with its strengths otherwise what is the point

just wanted you guys to know that i am absolutely blown away by all the support you all have generously thrown me way. im fortunate to have friends and family to help me through this, and now i feel like i have an invisible army supporting me. like goku love you all

well unfortunately my surgery today revealed the least optimal results. the cancer has spread making it stage 4, and spread a surprising amount after roughly a 4 week period of recovering from this surgery the chemo will begin in earnest. that treatment will decide my fate

a little over a week ago my primary concern was getting some time off, to recharge for work, to keep up the grind with my cancer diagnosis my priorities have been upended. now i only hope to live as long as possible with my spouse. to keep the sadness out if their eyes. to be with them

liquid diets suck ass man uughghhh

Take it easy, but TAKE it

got some bad news. ive just been diagnosed with colon cancer ive already entered care and my doctors are optimistic. im only 41 and in good health so ive got a good chance of making this a lifestyle change more than anything my spouse and i are scared but pushing forward

feel like i got added to a list somewhere lol suddenly got a lot of followers