The tags on this Tumblr post really sum up how I feel as a writer about the current state of fandom, and my increasing lack of motivation to write & share fics

There's a specific sense of trust I feel when I see artists, writers, and cosplayers who give HC his deep dramatic black eye instead of a second red one

#wulian #hualian

am i bored of gay sex? or bored of sex as a whole? OR, am i bored of porn and aesthetically pleasing but unrealistic depictions of sex? Or am i just bored of everything ever and see no point to life

Me, thinking about a fic: oh I’m gonna go read it again I love that fic Me 0.2 second later: oh. it’s my fic and I never wrote it

Only downside of only reading hualian fics is sometimes I crave stories about actually unrequited love and hualian. could never give me that. because there is no universe in which they are not lethally down bad for each other

Just a taste~ #hualian #tgcf

No I’m not RPing Hua Cheng this is my life

like the day after i wrote this, I found out there are studies that found social media (particularly instagram and twitter) do significantly worsen your mental health lol and they know it very well, I’m so glad I managed to stop

I’m against censorship and think people should be free to create anything they want but I think « fiction doesn’t affect reality » is stupid and shallow as hell as a justification

I thought of making a new twitter account then spent 1 hour on twitter and now I feel like shit. A lesson is to be found in this…

Happy Ace Day to my fellow aces!! You are valid no matter where you fall under the ace umbrella. 🖤🩶🤍💜

#TGCF 😄🥚🤏☺️

途中までは乳首出す選択肢はあったんだけどやっぱこのデザインはオモロになると思ってやめた

XL's cooking abilities #tgcf

oomfs are you going to dokomi please respond

I decided I don’t like sex and don’t want to engage in anything sexual ever again unless it’s something where there is no touching, looking, or speaking involved and ideally we are in separate rooms. Telepathic sex but not with thoughts, just vibes. That’s my limit

who the hell is reposting this are there private accounts on bsky now

Will someone turn around for me one day

I’m so cold

The inherent intimacy of being comfortable in vulnerability. #hualian #tgcf #tianguancifu #heavenofficialsblessing

Repeat after me: the more you feel the need for media to explicitly tell you who's good and who's the villain, how to behave and how to love, the more you expect it to give you answers instead of making you think and ask questions, the more vulnerable you are to all kinds of propaganda.

Creatures #TGCF #Hualian

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11pm is a mental illness

Fanartist changes fandom

where i create from

Artists! Quote with your most detailed art! Or, well... one of the most detailed, also a super oldie (from before my monigote style!) Ft. Hua Cheng's gorgeous body enveloped in 800 tatooed silver butterflies (for each year spent looking for his beloved) UvU)/

Inspired by the beginning of the statues extra lol #TGCF #hualian #HuaCheng #XieLian

He fell asleep 🤫 Forgot to post sigh

I like to imagine what his smile must have looked like beneath the mask Old Wu Ming art! #tgcf #huacheng #wuming #tianguancifu

RELEASE MEEEEE 😭😭😭😭🙏 #tgcf

Aaaaand it's done 😍 I'll never cook again #TGCF #Hualian

SAN LAH o⁠(⁠(⁠*⁠^⁠▽⁠^⁠*⁠)⁠)⁠o

Let’s shower, mama, the water is warm and waiting for you #minidoll

I really like the name Neume but i don’t wanna spoil it by using it. like if i use it it’ll get dirty and i won’t like it as much anymore. I just want to have it on a shelf to look nice but then its not a name. It’s just a word

I think 1st year of grad school (when i posted this) was the only year I wasnt depressed on some level in my life. I was so mentally functionnal I don’t know what made it happen and why I’m not like this anymore

Don’t worry he’s under professional supervision #minidoll

let’s do arts and crafts with mama to forget about the futility of life #minidoll

Why did i only get the want to sell handmade tgcf merch AFTER losing the visibility i had in the fandom like my twt account is technically still there but ive been inactive for a whole year idk if the algorithm gods will ever be in my favor again

[WIP] 3/4 of the way done 🫡 Except I have only one idea left so no idea what i'll be doing for the two last panels eh #TGCF #Hualian

Ok so I absolutely adore this one #tgcf

Fenglian week day 7: Companionship 🌿🌸🌼🏹 #fenglian #tgcf #天官赐福 #FengXin #XieLian #Fenglianweek26

Little animation 🌿🌸🏹

Fenglian week day 5: White robes & dressed in black 🤍🖤🌿 #fenglian #tgcf #天官赐福 #FengXin #XieLian #fenglianweek26

Everything makes me sad

She did not And I feel increasingly bothered by my lack of human spark everything feels like an act I have to play

why do i have 180 followers on here

#hualian #tgcf