art log 5 🔞 chyna.nekoweb.org/artlog5 #enstars #eichia #chiaei

yes I know foreshortening (big lie) #ephlyon #fe8

the ephlyonnnn #fe8

the lengths im going to force people to watch revue starlight. I remembered it today and I was like........ yeah im going to force people to watch this with me 🙂 learns how to obtain files through certain means

NEW VIDEO! 'The World of Five Nights at Freddy's Vol. 2' youtu.be/GXlQuv--d9U rt for FEDDY HELL THE SEQUEL.

This weekend when I had 3 caffeinated drinks in 24 hours I also went to a concert and didn’t die or anything. Despite the crash. Maybe I defeated the final boss of caffeine intake nothing can kill me now

translated the chinese version of heated gaze, the summer hajime theme scout where hajime, tatsumi, souma, and esu have their beach episode and hajime tries to do a 'sexy expression'... #enstars chyna.nekoweb.org/heatedgaze

had a dream my fave podcast ended. jolt awake. rush to the podcast app. see it stopped updating 2 months ago. freak out. force myself to go on twitter. host still posts links to new podcasts and on the apple app which I use??!! mine is just broken?? wtf my whole reality shifted for 20min

it's not new years yet but I've already thought of my New Year's resolution: stop thinking. I hate thinking. specifically this is thinking about yourself. yeah there's 324324458 things wrong about me. I can be sad and spiral.. OR make yaoi ✅ life easy when thinking bad

Something broke in me when I had coffee at 11pm at night, following day I’ve had another cup of coffee and now tea. Idgaf anymore speedrunning the worst caffeine crash. If coffee bad why taste good

I don’t write fics. I don’t write fics but lately I think I’m getting addicted to writing them. Idk what’s happening with me

really strange events. translating, coming across a name but no idea what it is. the internet fails me. no choice, i download enstars basic again. it's a horse's name. how was I supposed to know. saw eichi is in chiaki center story. oh, they're breaking up. got addicted to gameplay loop. oh it's 3am

I used to feel self conscious about getting fast food or unhealthy snacks in the office but ever since my colleague bought a whole bag of sliced baguettes for soup, but realized kfc didn't have soup so he got a whole box of fried chicken - maybe there's nothing I need to be self conscious of at all

art log 4 #enstars #eichia #chiaei chyna.nekoweb.org/artlog4

Dedicating myself to eichia has done strange things to me. If buying one book just for the 1 chapter they show up in wasn’t enough, I got the original Japanese digital version of the book. And somehow, found one more homosexual line that was untranslated in the Chinese version of the book

Man I love yaoi

this sale includes my stuff too!!

My store is 25% off! This sale lasts until next Sunday 12/07 at 12AM EST. Take a look if you are interested ❤️ erikensa-shop.square.site #FireEmblem #EnsembleStars

Some of these are open 🙏 I just need to pay for some bills and my mom's debt

tbh due to peer influence sometimes I feel like I should get a itsunui but the thing is I only want one to put in the ibanyan outfit. these 2 purchases combined is just a lot to me, esp that I wouldn't use the bear outfit it comes with. never get too swept up in what other ppl buy its not worth it

好きだ…

I played saihate station recently, it’s free toxic yaoi with typical yandere elements but I think the true/good end is where the game shines. it’s not really a ‘good’ ending at all, yet it’s the one where the characters are happiest. If not for steam recommending it to me I wouldn’t have heard of it

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I don’t even care that varsapura copies other games or looks strange or whatever just seeing the same bare legs female character design standard from hoyo just fills me with rage

Brewing an evil and dastardly masterplan that ultimately benefits ME I can only hope I pull it off

I translated ‘In the Dark’, an cn exclusive scout story from 2016. Kaoru finds Rei dead (?), Chiaki thinks Kanata’s been abducted by fish aliens… #enstars chyna.nekoweb.org/inthedark

I’m having so much fun in overfield I hope it thrives

Happy birthday Ibara. It’s been 2 birthdays since I started producing him and still locked in for another year. So much merch collected that I can’t fit into an image, time and energy into events and cards, photos taken, places gone. So much has happened around liking him and it’s truly wonderful

beginning the day with ritual chiaki roasting

my awesome peer reviewed tier list of which enstars characters would call someone a bitch

Let it be known that no one in this world could hate - DESPISE - pork floss more than me

My top 2 art tips 1. Open Pinterest and draw whatever pose shows up and speaks to you in the first couple of images 2. Drawing yaoi is a really excellent distraction from being sick

Should you play enstars on a steam deck? Probably not. But you could

opening a quick comm slot so I can indulge in gacha a lil bit🤭👉👈 ko-fi.com/c/cc35431dbf

#ephlyon hades crossover thing. based on the death arcana card from hades 2. I don’t even know man #fe8

art log 3 #enstars #eichia #chiaei chyna.nekoweb.org/artlog3

no one ever learns, it seems like everyone and their mom desperately want me to draw more men kissing and being in love. if not why would they pile all this work on me all at once today. the amount of yaoi I draw is proportionate to how many times I get stressed thats like. 5 yaois

i just like to keep it real with my file names

art has always been about revenge. the more people go back and forth and make my work more stressful for me, the more yaoi i'm gonna draw as 'revenge'. well no I'm not gonna show them but the sentiment is there

Sometimes you’re like man, fuck work. Draws yaoi. I don’t even care anymore (unfortunately I have to care)

I translated all the eichi and chiaki interactions in one of the chapters from the official chinese translation of the enstars basic novel adaptation written by Akira. it's... really really gay #enstars #eichia #chiaei chyna.nekoweb.org/novel-partial

Not sure if I should feel happy or embarrassed that after the somewhat noticeable sound of my stomach growling my senior happened to open another pack of chips to share. The key to office relations may all depend on potato based snacks

Having tea a little too late in the afternoon gets you writing fanfic at 2am in the morning and I don’t even write fanfic

Genuinely on so many layers of yaoi like. 20 layers of yaoi

#enstars I made a handy bingo sheet for the new eden story

Perhaps this deserves a post of its own to process this. It’s not the first time an adaptation of the enstars basic main story went out of its way to be even more gay. But goddamn the progression of this is so funny. In the original story they had their banter

No one will be ready for my eichia compilation chart. I’m not even ready. Besides waiting for one story to be in the English server, it’s actually emotionally difficult to finish adding some stuff, or I end up writing too much, or I’m physically reeling. Bro never hyperfixate on yaoi wtf

Experiencing a level 10 event and I’m not sure how I can get through the workday. Yaoi got me fucked up. When you find new old information about your ship. The deeper you go the more insane you become. I’m reeling…