Oof. @beavvt.bsky.social said that I didn’t stuff myself enough, so I went and pulled out the #Mordax115 from @toppedtoys.com I’m working on my stamina, but Mordax just stimulates me so much that I feel cunted out from one good push to the base and pulling out. Sound on for this one! 🔊

Get you some friends to softly bully you into doing more reps and taking larger toys. (TY @zyphopup.bsky.social and @pupflixxx.bsky.social ) Talk to me if you think you want to softly bully me onto bigger toys. #Erebus120 by @toppedtoys.com

If I were to do some international travel to meet up with other fisters I’ve met at FistFest, where should my destinations be? 🇨🇦, 🇬🇧, 🇦🇺, 🇩🇪? More importantly: who should I be meeting when I get there? Suggestions in comments!

You know something? They’re right. There is a small funnel going right for my hole. Angle looks weird due to how the phone case makes the front camera slightly off plane. But I am standing normally.

I’m home safely from @fistfest.org ! I’m so sorry if I didn’t get a chance to play with you this time. Special thanks to @zyphopup.bsky.social @96khz.bsky.social @masterchance.bsky.social and @ffunandames.bsky.social amongst so many guys. Y’all made my weekend such fun! May the training continue!

Said to me at FistFest: “Hey, your glutes don’t close all the way. It looks like a funnel going right to your cunt. It’s super hot.” 🫥

So what does it mean when everyone who is getting in me just automatically goes for depth without even prompting? 🫠

I’m trying my best. I really am.

Things I got in the last week. My first strap ring from @kink3d.com along with a Viper cage that fits me perfectly. Guess the size, if you can.

New PB for hold time: 45:47 on the @friendlytoys.ca Snuckle 34. Removal and aftermath for your consideration.

I know I’m assertive by nature. I’ve also been told there’s a Dominant streak in there, hidden away. I usually ride dildos since tops are hard to find. I guess service tops are even more rare. Who would let my ass be ravenous on them and help me become a Dom Bottom?

Greetings from the coffee bar. What am I making for y’all today?

Progress Report: I’m halfway down the #Breaker128. I’ve locked in on the third relief ring from the top. Warmup on the #Erebus120 and 105 I know the boys at @toppedtoys.com will like hearing the progress report. Hard to imagine that three years ago, I wasn’t able to take any toys post surgery.

Self care evening.

Those days when you just don’t feel good about yourself. Then they string together. I’ve been focusing on my music in the meantime. It’s a good idea to break and do other things for a bit. I’ll be okay in time for FistFest.

I was finally able to get my hands on some coffee that I have been looking for a while. 100% Kona beans from Hawaii. A beautiful treat from the Aloha State.

Size tags: what do they even mean? All of these fit me correctly. Bonus points if you can push my buttons enough to get those socks on my feet.

POV: you get to watch me fuck myself balls deep with my @toppedtoys.com #Erebus120 sitting next to your face; while you strain in your cage, wishing that was your cock I am going full #powerbottom on. 😈

Kind of sad that my play buddies weren’t able to visit tonight. So my backup is getting on my @toppedtoys.com 10-12 inch toys in the tub to get me wide.

You know, this bathtub just might have been designed by bottoms. 😈

Don’t worry. I’m still around. Just learning to play bass along with All The Other Crap that has to be done. Maaaaaybe I got one of these from my local guitar emporium. Is it silly I immediately thought of these in terms of “Number of Giant Silicone Dildos” they cost?

Furthest I’ve been: N: Edinburgh, Scotland (55°56′N) E: Bengaluru, India (77°35′E) S: Santiago, Chile (33°26′S) W: Seattle, Washington, US (122°19′W)

I feel accomplished that I was able to actually organize my smaller tool cart. Oh and replace the carb on the little red Snapper. Most of the money on the project went to the tool storage, not the carburetor.

It’s important to name things that we face that are hard. For example: I am having “con drop” this week, pretty hard. I haven’t felt like playing with my toys as much, and I’ve had a hard time getting motivated to do, well, anything.

I forgot to share this, but happy Big Diaper Friday to those who celebrate. Now whose face is going in there?

Practical kink: skin care for crinklebutts. My skin is recovering from the first laser session, and zinc oxide cream is helping wonders happen. Using Aquaphor as a moisture barrier also helps along with some healing ointment on my pussy. Perfect time to diaper up after my skin care routine. 😁

Uh oh…she looks nice and wrecked pre play time 😈 And the laser hair removal looks to be working. In case anyone wants a taste 👅

Summer is the best time to get new toys. And what better color for summer than neon yellow from @friendlytoys.ca That’s a Triple Pounder + and a Snuckle 30. I can take the 34 easily, but I want one I can hold in around the house. Pro tip: always wash new toys before you play with them. 😁

As usual after my HRT dose, I get super horny. So instead of doing what I should do (clean my room), I pulled out my @toppedtoys.com #Artemis115 I got the head in a little bit deeper. I’m so excited! I want to get bigger, deep inside so I can bounce on all the large toys with my pussy! 🥰

I’m writing this when I should be going to bed, because it is bothering me. I’m not really sure what I’d use to describe myself right now. I’m a fan of chastity, but I only keep myself locked. Sometimes I use things other than cages for similar effect (example: diapers) But, I’m not just a bottom

Little one filling up… Yeah, I wore this on the drive home because I wanted to be comfy!

My last play session at FistFest was with @pupthrasher.bsky.social My pussy got rekt. Doubles, punches, spanks. When did my pussy get so big and loose? Turnabout is fair play, so I gave Thrasher a dang good stretch. He is going to need a Grip 150 now. Mainly to hold the load I pumped in him. 😈

This weekend, I got to meet and play with @babychip.bsky.social . I had an absolute blast and it was so amazing! He miiiiight have gotten both hands in my boyhole😈 He also got me to go outside in a t-shirt and diaper. That was a very affirming moment! Can’t wait for next time.

So, yeah, I did a thing. After I got my pussy stretched out, I had this outfit on. Because Reasons™️ 😝

Currently having to take a break from play since dang, my pussy is sore. Rubbing ointment on my hole still makes my body attentive. 🙃 I’ll be able to play in the afternoon and evening.

Another new toy: this one is a Full Tilt from @squarepegtoys.bsky.social I showed this to @pupflixxx.bsky.social and he said: “Fuck, you look so hot riding that!” 🫠

Me whenever someone says that they wanna get in my butt:

Time to finish up the last preparations for @fistfest.org ! Let’s go!

I won't lie: I think this is a great toy. @toppedtoys.com #Erebus120 and me rearranging my insides along with stretching my hole. #SlutSquadSummer

My afternoon date: rearranging my insides with Erebus 120. Oh, and there’s a camera there too. 😈 You wanna watch me rearrange my insides and wreck my pussy on this toy? 😈

And thus continues the enshittification of work. I’ll just go back to stretching and wrecking my hole. kthx.

Practice with my @toppedtoys.com #MareMaker130 The apex is sitting on my inner sphincter. It’s sooooo close to going in and locking in. My #TailRaiser130 just pops in easily after the Mare Maker. 😈

So this week is @fistfest.org Are you going to see if you can get your hand in my butt?

I’d like to try and coin a term for those in the little community who are also involved in the fisting community or vice versa. For example: bottom baby, baby bottom, little fister, diapered fister..

It’s Slut Squad Summer! Here’s my new toys from @toppedtoys.com : Deep Space 120 The Breaker 128 Mare Maker 130 Cetos 130 Let’s get big! Let’s gooooooo!

Your hole waits for no one

UPS: Your package is being delivered today Shop app: Your @toppedtoys.com order is out for delivery. Me in GIF form.

I’m going to be at FistFest. Who am I going to see?

One thing guaranteed to change your life, and lead to more mind blowing sex, is to practice “non-goal oriented sex”. Meaning, forget about ejaculation and focus on the giving and getting pleasure from/to your partner. When cumming is the focus it leads to anxiety, focusing on the want/future.

Okay, so when did I gain the ability to warm up on a @toppedtoys.com Artemis 105, and then immediately jump on my #TailRaiser130? Now. That’s when. Also waiting on my package to clear customs according to UPS…😁