God bless everyone who pays attention to the feelings in their bodies and then writes about those feelings in poems and stories and novels and songs. It helps the rest of us out a lot

Im gonna be honest i stayed up all night texting

When i the old see, i know how much the new i need

This couple i know from college radio just got married in the art supply store in miami which is where my alice coltrane bumper sticker is from

alone in empty apartment on thanksgiving gang rise up

Guy i exchanged a few messages with on tinder invited me to his country house in nova scotia

Taking the last bus home

Just got diagnosed with major depression with psychotic features :/ erm

It’s just two friends hanging out outside. So what?

Honestly guys i went on a tinder date so spiritually profound i cried when i got home

Today will go down as one of the saddest days in my profession’s history and generally just a huge win for fascism

Boring people get dogs just so they have something to talk about

Every day i use the bathroom at mit there is someone in there moaning and having diarrhea lol and sometimes if im lucky i see the kid who brushes his teeth in there

Being a masochist is so fucking stupid unless ur a gay guy

The time i went live on instagram and danced to the unknown mortal orchestra kexp session

Sometimes i think i’m not good enough or can’t do something and then i remember the experimental filmmaking professor i met who said “yeah i just don’t really watch movies”

Someone ive never met having a photo of themself on tinder partying at my old house from the time when i lived there lol

It’s possible i am more of a presence in this world than i previously thought.

It’s important to do scary things. For example today i wore blue jeans.

FINDING HOME EVERYWHERE

Making music again but i haven’t really told anyone yet

I love being young. I have nothing to miss out on because the world exists to fulfill my desires. I won’t die with regrets because i let life lap at the blue ceramic tile endlessly. I’m gentle. Life can’t pass me by because I see good things every single day. Age is but a suggestion.

Remember when every tenderqueer’s instagram name was like cowboy.sexual…lol

Been spending money on a lot of useless stuff lately like groceries and laundry and rent

Using our band platform to say vote zohran and free palestine ❤️ come see us at the spotify x blackrock x ICE showcase tonight in ridgewood

Every day i go to my job and get stared at up and down when i walk the halls. Not sexually but in a genuinely alienating and inquisitive manner. I don’t even look that weird. It’s affirming yet difficult to be constantly reminded that you are not meant for something.

It’s very important to lose money when you make art

Trans guys on feeld are like “im a smol bean 😝” and trans girls are like “looking for someone to come kill me. Keys under the mat.”

Tweaker in the red line station kept yelling “I’M GOING TO BUY A BOOK. I’M GOING TO READ THE BOOK.”

Street canvasser asked me if i had a big heart today and i had to shake my head

Doing connect the dots on a banana peel and thinking about this guy i like who is already in a throuple lol

Hey this life passing us by thing isn’t so bad after all

Sometimes i see people vaping at the bus stop and i think about how far i’ve come

It’s like actually pitch black at 5:30 haha

Started tearing up on the bus looking around because we all just work so hard

When nobody really exists, there’s room for everyone

Leaves are golden and im feeling grey. Beautiful color combo

Nothing quite like watching a guy named Bitz get walked on a leash with a puppy mask on while the dj (river) plays a nightcore version of heavy water by grouper at 3am at the rave

I say a prayer for god to wipe out all the bad technology…they will study the EMP that healed our world in modern biblical exegesis class some day

Found a to do list from 2023 that just reads: Grocery Laundry Oppenheimer

October was all about living a lifetime in 31 days and rediscovering toaster waffles with salted butter and maple syrup

I geek out on Movies and tv shows

Ailments include: jewish heritage (ok fair)

Occupying the space between having seen some shit and not knowing what madonna looks like

Growing up/getting older is life affirming

I know this is stupid but i just ate mint chip ice cream made with real mint for the first time and it tastes different

Everybody doesn’t make sense

I get my energy from food rest from sleep hydration from water (cowritten by @2hearted.bsky.social)

The happy wars rage on. Many will perish at the Battle of Cognition

Coworker just pulled me aside and whispered “i can tell you’ve seen some shit at ur past jobs.”