Scrimming for competitive drives www.twitch.tv/papaspectral

10 years ago today , you left me a note. Today I finally read it. I'm so sorry, I miss you so much. I will see you again someday that I know , for now I wish you rest well and I wish you could have met Astrid my daughter. She loves your tattoo.

Disregard the short stream , it was only an hour because my child arrived earlier than expected

Weird statement and honesty moment : I've noticed over the years as things inspire me in cycles , changing evermore as I grow older and meet more people. I truly appreciate that the people I meet inspire me in the ways they do and hope they know that.

They announced changes for far far west and i wanna talk about them while playing www.twitch.tv/papaspectral

Post DND clarity time to make bad choices with @elliottgoat.bsky.social & @icyriver.bsky.social www.twitch.tv/papaspectral

Im proud to be demisexual and genderfluid! Happy pride and remember ! Bigots belong in the mariana trench because there is no light in their life!

AWAKEN FOUL BEASTS ITS TIME FOR MANN UP MONDAY www.twitch.tv/papaspectral

Remember , you wouldnt be who you are if not for the experiences you've had. Your experiences are valid , your traumas & your solaces will always be valid. Growth comes with using what you've experienced to help heal the world around you ! Take your time and heal metal blossom.

Time to see if im ready or not , i doubt im ready www.twitch.tv/papaspectral

On a hike through the woods and I just overheard someone shout "IF I DONT SHIT HERE HOW ELSE AMD I SUPPOSED TO INTEGRATE WITH NATURE?!"

NIGHTMARE NIGHTMARE NIGHTMARE guys i think this may be a nightmare www.twitch.tv/papaspectral

When I was younger my anti-authority actions were overt and aggressive, as I've aged ived tried subtle action and realized the louder it is the more effective but shorter it lasts

www.twitch.tv/papaspectral a small army of tiny robots are enroute to cook you to perfection ! mmmm crunchy

Will I ever give context for any post I have on here ? Probably not? I will continue to use this as a blog/diary you're welcome

Dont call me a literal slur in a offer to play your game and to top that have the game be a fucking bigoted nightmare creation. Why the fuck would you do that man

Raggy rhere are my restitcles its variety night again www.twitch.tv/papaspectral

had an absolute blast today :)

ITS VARIETY NIGHT , Im going for some P Ranks to start the night at www.twitch.tv/papaspectral

my bitrate skyrocketed to 306k tonight what the actual fuck spectrum

www.twitch.tv/papaspectral Ive started a personal war with that cat named Nermal , so i'm raiding it's operations in Ready Or Not

i wanna go to more conventions man

Remember if you support AI in anyway I don't fucking want you near me you imbecile

Vtuber stomachs? does my torso count? the blue light is radiation :3 (art by @cofwee.ink ) qt with your tummies? spread the love gamers

thinking about how magic the gathering has a trademark on the word tapped when it comes to cardgames meaning you cant tap cards in other games, this will do numbers on the landscape of monster enthusiasts of all kinds

www.twitch.tv/papaspectral catch me slipping away in far far west and maybe some ready or not!

"Sir you cant go back there , sir theres too many rads in there , SIR YOU CANT GO BACK THERE " YOU SAID IT WAS RAD DO YOU EXPECT ME TO NOT WANT TO HAVE A GOOD TIME?!

mmmmmmm i think this far far west game might be good

im not a smart man , i dont remain up to date on a lot of things but i try to always learn more about things my friends care about so i can attempt to hold a conversation

www.twitch.tv/papaspectral i have developed an addiction to the funny robot cowboy game

I NEED to mention this today given the possibility of StreamElements shutting down, do NOT touch @mysociallinks.com They are going to try and swoop in. This is their old service. I have compiled a good chunk of info on their actions here. Do NOT fall for MySocialLinks or their practices.

I have introduced Astrid to Hatsune miku, she now is telling me she wants to be miku when she grows up

Imagine installing DRM software and a ton of sketchy programs and clicking on every adlink during matenince for your "Synthetic co-worker" so they fail safety tests

www.twitch.tv/papaspectral Live with a robot cowboy game

im red yellow colorblind and not an artist www.twitch.tv/papaspectral but here we go im giving it a shot

ended stream early after realizing i was playing for about 4 hours with only one eye open because of the cold meds

Change starts with how we talk to ourselves and approach the world around us, as it is a slow process but something to actively achieve

So my child was over this weekend and had me help her spell "I LOVE BUGS" completely unprompted

Imma be real with everyone for a moment : I'm fucking tired of everything becoming so fucking corporate, had a conversation with another parent and they asked me to censor the word "Wasted" as "Altered" mind you we were talking about a drug epidemic

Been a minute since i last did a Skircle skircle.me/skircle

The older i get the more i realize how bad for my body both the shit ive put myself and the shit ive been an unwilling participant in has been for me. I have got to start treating myself better! However i also loathe this chump named Spectral so i most likely wont do that.

its starwars day!

had to end stream early cause i forgot i had an appointment at 10 in the fucking morning

It takes no effort to be kind nor does it take effort to accept people, so if you truly want to be lazy do it in a way that doesnt hurt others and be kind .

Astrid apparently started calling herself "the mad dog" and "Boss girl" at school today when she got mad at her teacher

They let me run an empire in space??? (this is blind play of stellaris) www.twitch.tv/papaspectral

Getting called a nerd in my discord because I instantly clocked the type of watch used as a base in the new payday dlc for the laser wrist drill, and honestly I'm that bitch yes I know it was a AP Royal oak base and not a patek because of the band sizing (changed because autocorrect fucked up)

Im exploding the seas because they called me stupid , whos stupid now water! www.twitch.tv/papaspectral