i spent 6 HOURS transferring all of my fics, short stories, and poetry out of google docs 💀💀💀 i am finally free of that beast but at the cost of my sanity 😔

"I would rather share one lifetime with you than face all the ages of this world alone." For @songxiaoseptember.bsky.social Week 3: Fantasy/Sci-Fi AU. #songxiao #lotr AU that @mistyfrostflower.bsky.social, @weiwifis0.bsky.social and I have all gotten excited about before... (and hbd again Sam!)

I'm sorry I'm the one you love No one will ever love me like you again A @yicityaction.bsky.social piece for scribbled-anecdotes on tumblr, late enough for @songxiaoseptember.bsky.social (for themes mountain, grief, and darkness)! #songxiao on the celestial mountain just before the eye transfer...

i do not have a final offering for songxiao september 2025 (unless it comes to me from nowhere ofc) but i can assure you that work is being done on the regency au. much love to the songxiao community for all the beautiful work that has been created this month 🩵❄️

Four drabbles for @songxiaoseptember.bsky.social #SongxiaoSeptember2025 #songxiao archiveofourown.org/works/70830151

My hand slipped… #songxiao #songxiaoseptember2025

for our final offering for week three of #songxiaoseptember2025, @aoxue.bsky.social and i have put pen to paper and worked on the vampire AU we've been planning for years! PLEASE GO READ!! archiveofourown.org/works/711970... #songxiao

This is basically posting the same thing twice, but I did make a version of this with a slightly reworked composition for #songxiaoseptember2025! <3 i like to imagine what a slightly different xxc mental breakdown could have looked like.

you speak in a voice only i can hear collab with my dear friend @heebiebeebies.bsky.social for #songxiaoseptember2025 's week 4! it was such a delight to bring it to life together 💖 #songxiao #horror

yaaay songxiao sect... this is a callback to a zine piece i did a long time ago now! for #songxiaoseptember2025 and the prompts dream and fix-it :'3 #songxiao

reread the arc so theyre nuzzling now #songxiao

struggling with the ipad since my tablet pen died on me: FANTASY AU for #songxiaoseptember2025 !! gargoyle x gorgon... peak to me #songxiao

[CW: Blood] SongXiao September Week 4 - Blossom First kiss @songxiaoseptember.bsky.social #songxiao

Hello and welcome to WEEK 4 of SongXiao September! This week the theme is: SPRING 🌸 Please remember to tag your works so we can share them! #SongXiaoSeptember2025 #SongXiao

as soon as songxiao september ends 😔 i think imma wrote some niesong cause i have read everything on ao3 and i hunger for big beefy (undead) men being softies with each other 😔

😔 not me using song lan as a filler character for anything i write for my class because he is my one true muse 😔

do you think of me as your songxiao moot or your song lan rare pair moot?

week 3 of #songxiaoseptember2025 what if instead of cremating him immediately, Song Lan held Xiao Xingchen in his arms for a while. a long, long while. #songxiao

REPOSTED AND READY ‼️‼️‼️ 😘 @aoxue.bsky.social @songxiaoseptember.bsky.social archiveofourown.org/works/70965181

ummmm i deleted the grief fic CAUSE IBHAD MEJOR EDITS SOOOOO 😔 please be patient cause imma repost soon

It's Songxiao September WEEK THREE, and we head into: WINTER ❄️ Please remember to tag your works #SongxiaoSeptember2025 so we can find them!

if any songxiaoists also like twin peaks, heres a good meme for you 😌

my laptop is on her last legs...

For @songxiaoseptember.bsky.social Week 2 - Storm Of the many ways give songxiao a fix-it, probably the healthiest one is for Song Lan to find out and stop the eye transfer so they can have hurt/comfort instead of body horror

Warm summer afternoon for @songxiaoseptember.bsky.social week 1 #songxiao

#songxiao @songxiaoseptember.bsky.social

songxiao smut might be the death of me guys

❄️ repeat until death ⭐ chapter 2 - comfort to heal the hurt - new tags archiveofourown.org/works/691874...

i am actually really chill, but i am tired of being a fake version of me to fit in eith people 😐 i might actually snap. like. stfu. online, i am more myself than i am in person. get a life and stop worrying about what i do in my free time. worry about yourself.

i had someone try to make me feel bad for liking yaoi "you should make a seperate discord. i would never let (NON-CAREER AFFILIATED organization) see that." 😀 unlike you, i am proud of who i am. but pop off sis. be fake. stop shaming me because you are too scared to be you (they love yaoi too)

#TheEndoftheWorldWithYou #僕らのミクロな終末 #BokuranoMicronaShuumatsu 😔 seeing if this fandom is alive archiveofourown.org/works/69852561

writing songxiao smut.. wish me luck 😔

❄️ repeat until death ✨ - songxiao - 2.8k words - dead dove - angst and h/c - happy ending - based on mickey 17 (2025) archiveofourown.org/works/691874...

i haven't slept for more than 5 hours since i started this job and my class this month is wrecking me. i am already behind and its only week 2

HAPPY YAOI DAY TO ALL MY FUJOSHIS, FUDANSHIS, AND FUJINS!

is anyone able to beta this angsty fic for me? i fear i am losing the plot and block is coming...

me: i only write fics for my own enjoyment me writing fics:

chiss wei wuxian... powerful... imagining lwj leaving the jedi order after meeting assassin wwx... oh the thoughts...

i really wish i had drawing skills cause i cannot visualize and i need to reference things for a 3chen star wars au and no one has an avatar creator for the race i have chosen for zichen 😔

two more snips from this fic that i have been on and off simmering for a while. HEAVY ANGST. TW: grief and mourning, funerals #songxiao

girls when they like a fictional man:

i got an ipad for school and i finally got it up and running and song lan-ified😔 try to out song lan me (thank you to dj for doing these little drawing requests, i have an arsenal) @fuxuejiangzai.bsky.social

something i am working on to cope with some pent up feeling and grief. the characters are redacted for now cause it's a surprise (tho it should be easy to guess who i am writing about based on who i am)

hoplessness for future: HIGH AND SUFFOCATING BUT at least we have yaoi 😔

“how’s your week going?” my week:

the last 2 weeks of my life have been... 💀 hopefully... i can write fic on my break next week

me writing songning

crazy how i can write 2k words for a fic in an hour but i can't even get 300 in the same amount of time when doing an analysis for my speech and presentation class...

i made a songxiao community on tumblr :') pls join so we can have a place for songxiao to be loved www.tumblr.com/communities/...

archiveofourown.org/works/626339... Prompt 24: song lan going to the beach with his husband and kids (requested by @fuxuejiangzai.bsky.social <3 ) - modern au - family fluff - comfort - beach vacation trip - baby a-qing and child xue yang - married songxiao