Must. Be. A. Bigger. Panda.

The core of it is that a majority of us never really grew up. We think throwing shade is strength and being the alpha bitch is the goal. This is some petty Mean Girls shit to mask insecurities leftover from not being out of the closet young enough. Attention = Needing to be Seen.

Less weight, worked on form, it kicked my ass.

Lift Heavy Eat Heavy Cum Heavy

I'm at around 225, this is a slow gain with muscle. I may have to consult with the strongman gainers for wisdom.

I met up with an acquaintance at Folsom and he said that I had a body transformation, that my body had grown and got heavier. And he likes that I'm a big muscle chub panda and can't wait for me to hit my body goals. I got really happy.

I want to be a strong fat boy!

Ginger fat boys make me swoon.

I was in Vegas, and I felt like a sexy panda.

My weight is still hovering at 220, but strength is gaining. Lousy metabolism!

I have been a Silicon Valley resident all my life. If tech billionaires are so smart, then they are smart enough to know when political ideas aren't working. And know when to stay in their own lane, shut the fuck up, and enjoy their money in silence.

Yup, and still think they have a right to control my life well into my adulthood.

Feeling big, but not really.

I'm having the same problems, still hovering around 220. I constantly eat and overeat and I'm still at this weight. I wanna be 300 dammit!

I don't know...are my arms big enough yet?!

Seriously, the lack of class consciousness in the furry community is awful. I kept away for years because it was that insufferable. I'm a hidden village furry.

I was at Dore Alley!

Hasn't happened yet. IS MY SPARKLING PERSONALITY NOT ENOUGH?! Must I give more? Must I...post hole? I won't, but wouldn't that be wild.

What would I give for epic drag queens do a total cover of "Golden" from Kpop Demon Hunters. If you read the lyrics, it has all the makings of an International Pride anthem. 🎵 Oh, I'm done hiding Now I'm shining Like I'm born to be! Oh, our time, No fear, No lies, That's who we're born to be!🎵

Oh, I'm bitter when I saw this. I would never say this. Hell, people with dysfunctional fathers would never say this.

I am at a Viet hair salon and it is so queer coded. It will be my secret because the hair dressers are so Viet and LGBT friendly. They were having conversations that were incredibly progressive with their customers.

Celebrating the husband's birthday with a perfect day in Santa Cruz (Sandy Cruise lol)!

I wish to have the money to build an international kpop-ish gay bear boy band. I think it would be fun! Five members: - Charismatic Korean Bear Leader - Kinda dumb, but sweet bear. - Tough Aggressive lyricist - The Goofy choreographer - Mysteriously sexy musician Continued below...

Going no contact with my dad. I realize the man never bothered to really know me, and only saw me as a burden. I know he wouldn't be able to answer the most basic questions about me. But somehow, he thinks he has the control on what I post on Facebook. He has no power here.

Huh. That explains a lot.

I went no contact on my dad. I hope he dies alone, choking on his indifference, secrets, and privacy.

I want him to impregnate me with THAT.

gently: it's fine if you don't love explicit sex scenes in fiction but it would be cool if you could talk about it without sounding indistinguishable from moms for liberty

I have single-handedly lifted three people out of poverty, and working on a fourth. Even though I was poor myself at the time, I have given money to lift them out of even worse situations. They now hold stable jobs and struggle as hard. Though, after this fourth person, I need to focus on me.

Bad art is emotionless. Good art makes you feel something. Anything. Great art makes you feel what the artist intends you to feel.

If I had a dollar for every time guys throw their attention to my white bear boyfriend while ignoring me, I'd have enough money to afford Bay Area rent. That's why I'll never go to a bear event unless it is on the dime of one. I can get ignored for free, thank you very much.

This is the kind of shit that would infuriate me to no end. As a diabetic, I still have it at 180 lbs and I still have it at 220. Just do the best you can!

I miss the little + on the profile pic of people in the app's timeline. It tells me so much. Oh, I'm not following you? Fixed! Without it, I can't tell. I have to tap into their profile and check if the follow button was already tapped. Extra hassle I don't want to do.

Back at the gym again, four times a week, and it has been over a year now. This panda is pushing limits.

On five hours of sleep. Send help.

My Facebook keeps suggesting hot guys who wouldn't give me the time of day, or the kind who would be extremely selfish in bed.

Rt if ur still gay and it’s July 1st

Kpop Demon Hunters is the best Korean magical girl musical I ever watched.

Gotta be a bear Gotta be a bear Gotta be a bear Gotta be a bear Gotta be a bear Gotta be a bear Gotta be a bear Gotta be a bear

A petty man would rather rule as a king of ashes instead of being a noble of an empire.

Celebrated Juneteenth by going to a black owned restaurant. That soul food was incredibly delicious, and I want MOAR.

Sorry for the lack of posts, I'm stressed but keeping it under control.

Nerdy? Check. Loves food? Check. Big verbal incestuous daddy bear? Check. I've been a big fan of him for a reason, even before he had his grey hair. He's hot then, he's still hot now. I'd let him fuck me in half and get me pregnant.

I couldn't be there because I'm taking care of a mentally ill patient. Taking him there would be dangerous for everyone involved because of the emotionally charged environment. However, it is uplifting that I see so many people, across most of the political spectrum united. NO KINGS in America!

Here's the deal, personality first, hot bear body second. If you're a hot bear and you're a piece of shit, I ain't fuckin' you. That includes trying to get me to chase after you to feed your insecure ego.

So, former bestie blocked me, the boyfriend, and the husband. Then fucks off the group chat of her closest long time friends. That fucking hurts, and it is insulting. It is especially telling that she already passed judgment when I did everything I can to keep the relationship alive for 20 years.

Just in case, I was sarcastic at the end there. I feel incredibly ugly and want to die

Hooked up with someone today. Absolutely destroyed my self esteem as he just laid there and did nothing while throwing all his sexual attention at my bear boyfriend instead. Really makes me feel attractive. The kind of attraction that attracts me off a bridge to my personal end.