beam get stronger the more you longer

i'll live i still have a monitor working BUT ALSO its smaller!!! i had pureref references on every inch of both of them!!! my references!!!!!!!

my main monitor died and now i can't switch to a spare monitor because i carelessly threw out the loose conversion cable last time, because it was irritatingly buggy before wauuugh

i was gonna draw a few more bats and try to find if they're were any cute jesters in animes or games i remembered but I'll think about it later

hapy hallowweeemnnsnsnsn snzzzz

i had more concise ideas but also im sleepy

a spooky bat!

i gotta- wanna do better to make the people i like know i care about them more, but attention span and energy always seems to be so stretched thin somehow

It's pouring rain and stormy tonight, so I think it's a good as night as ever to share the announcement trailer for the project I've been posting recently: MANOR OPUS!

h. how da hel do you clean fabric covered sponge headphones if i clean any harder it is going to rip apart waaaugh

vaccine chills go awayyy

maybe someday i'll learn to properly chew oats and not give myself problems 😌💦

why are discord notifs so loud why did they remove the notif sound dial wauuugh!!!!

ueeeghhh i keep looking back on my efforts and i never feel like i've improved enough to do the thing i want logically i understand it's probably better for everything if i train and rely on my ability to learn on the spot and this sense is probably twisted up but i wanna do better raaaaaaa!!!!

doodles

i feel i shouldn't have binged owl house in one sitting but wwaaaaaa what a nice show

oh no i made the waffles too thick the iron like physically bounced off when unlatched

Windows 10 End of Life is in less than 2 weeks! But you don't have to upgrade to Windows 11!! This video will show you how to extend the life of Windows 10 by 3 more years via Extended Security Updates program safely, for free. MS throws you to the wolves, but the wolves will throw you a bone.

petal crash 2

X-YZE is out NOW after ~2 years of dev!! 🎉 It's free, but if you choose to pay $10+ you'll get cool goodies that Chris & I worked hard on!! OST also on Bandcamp! Please consider supporting this small indie game & sharing it around, it'd truly mean the world 💖 Thanks & enjoy! #indiegame #indiedev

teto thoughts

.. augh my own brain's version of "needing to do things correctly" is probably jamming up all the things i was trying to do

24 someday i'll actually post all of these somewhere (and remember which ones i actually did)

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you know how much time i burned pretending to be fine while suffering!!!! argh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i mean I'd be a lot more fine if it was just time that i burned and yetttttttt turns out probably not healthy to actively maintain prolonged masks that hurt you but done is done

the devilish discount countdown graphic strikes yet again....

noelle... undertale?

this may possibly be my own fault, but man i do not remember what any of the VSTs in my single messy folder do judging by their names

hey silksong can your enemy stop stabbing me equally as hard when they slash me in half as when they brush my foot with their face ty

ohj eez why are there so many vocaloid songs getting thrown at me oh its also miku birthday apparently

turns out you gotta do the living part to do the learning part of living and learning doing things to feel alive I'm sure someone will say Yeah You Gotta Go Outside but also no not really that kind of a me specific thing but also sometimes kinda forget i can have more agency

im washy, im making a virtual stageplay about animal women killing each other over a dead milf scornhorn.com learn more to day

hey turns out its hotter in my room than it is outside due to poor airflow aaaaaaaahhhhhhhhh

Do you want $473 in audio plugins for literally less than $3 because guitar center pissed off Sam Pura? If you use the discount code FUCKUADANDGUITARCENTER to get his everything bundle you can live this dream.

...hey does turkey slices always taste bitter or is this a bad

apparently ublock can mess with the annoying t witch [only our cool browsers allowed club] detection thing on login so thats real cooool ... i need to check if user agency switchers still work this is dumb

uhhh thinking about bunnysuit but no energy sona

ty kinksters maintaining the world's supply of really good moving gif references of every particular muscle lmao

how many shrimp do you have to shrimp before you make your shrimp bturn shrimp eat too shrimp and you'll get shrimp shrimp are pretty shrimp

bring able to believe in people that like me still feels like a dream sometimes though my sense of reality feels like it can get loose but this reality is too precious to stop clinging onto though i wish i had more energy to pay attention to so much more bwehg

i keep overestimating my limits of [loud voices talking] and [being able to think] manage to co-exist i need to install a better Limiter over all my speakers waaaaugh

...hey wait i thought these were called sidelocks but that's just the same as sideburns, which start by the ears instead and side bangs/fringe are just long bangs that are swept to one side wtf are these

wait hey Fried Sugar Egg Puffs/炸莎翁 was also a boiled thing

today i learned choux pastries and Tangzhong baked goods don't need baking powder and that's real cool

wait don't end artfight yet i didn't save all the character refs and permission notes ... there's probably a better way to go about this

oh it's called a Plica Fimbriata and/or "fringed fimbriated folds"; and are just skin leftover from birth the most extreme cases of these look like someones concept art for some alien species tongue wtf

...wtf i have antenna under my tongue i can't even find a medical chart that even points to any kind of structure there what on earth

I said I should draw maractus more, so here, take it

raaaaa i keep trying to get this dumb wrench out of my brain gears!!!! i think maybe thinking too much and trying to hold on to too much might be making it stay so maybe i should stop thinking

@awamboldtart.bsky.social aaaaahhh. i always loved heffy art !!!!!! raahhh your SO CUTE