haven’t posted here for a hot minute but i’m always so happy seeing this journal grow slowly each month 🥹💖

🥹🥹🥹 SEE YOU THIS WEEKEND!!!

i've still drawn here and there and made merch, but not in the same way i felt very free and excited to draw illusts and experiment prior to 2023...! so it'd be nice to have a better connection with drawing again! !

i have this one old comm at the back of my mind that i remember being so excited for!! then when i got 90% done i wanted to redo it bc the final wasn't.. quite there? iirc a lot happening at the time (panini/fam/moving) and i want to belatedly go back and improve it for them bc they

also here’s my map!! table 6413 in the kplay section :)

i’ll be at k-play! festival LA next weekend!! (same event as anime impulse!!) please come visit if you’re free! back to play with socal friends again wahoooo 🥳✨ i’ll have my original turt hat + misc. fanmerch (skzoo / mhyk / vtubers)

i always spend way too much time turning the official map into my own graphics to match.. it’s fun but not the best use of time LOL 😭😭😭

i’ll be at k-play! festival LA next weekend!! (same event as anime impulse!!) please come visit if you’re free! back to play with socal friends again wahoooo 🥳✨ i’ll have my original turt hat + misc. fanmerch (skzoo / mhyk / vtubers)

my january patreon newsletter is free to read now 🥹✨(no need to log in) www.patreon.com/posts/thank-...

your 30s are just your 20s but you finally have names for all the shit that's wrong with you both physically and mentally. also the silly freak shit you like will still be there. hitting 30 does not turn your interests into mist

Store is up with red pockets and new pins! RTs greatly appreciated and will be open for a couple weeks (before the tariffs set in 😭), thank you! www.hellotoday.coffee

so i am very grateful for the happy humble community i have there haha i tend to hide on IG stories (not even posts LOL) so i really disappear into the void unless you follow my stories posts… the fact i barely did and promo or explanation and ppl still blindly subscribed boggles my mind 😭😭

my january patreon newsletter is free to read now 🥹✨(no need to log in) www.patreon.com/posts/thank-...

Year of the noodle 🐍

Tryin to clear out older stuff to make room for newer stuff! cosumosu.etsy.com

sodapop girls!🥤🍧🪐💫 which one would you adopt? 💙 #cherioc #oc #originalart

kiss of life sticky stickers coming soon!! 🌊✨

oh—

Creativity is like a houseplant, not an endless well. You need to seek out sunlight, water, and nutrients in art, shows, music, experiences, and more to tend to it. And just like plants it has its dormant and active periods and you may not seem improvement for some time.

the poster!! here it is

enjoying fandom stuff with a small handful of friends is truly so so healing 😭😭 yelling in a safe bubble and flinging clips or our fanart back and forth shskndf

makes me kind of wonder then… how many of the snowmen cards and watercolours did i actually finish in the end….? LMAO

omg 😭💖💖💖 what a throwback!!! they made it overseas!! he looks so wonky to me now LOL but it’s so heartwarming to see these again 🥹✨

been spending my days reorganizing my childhood room, clearing out old clutter and also having fun rediscovering fond memories.. so many kind letters and OC art from friends 🥹

omg cries i finally found this box i lost 😭😭😭 i feel bad i never managed to send these out,,,.. only some local friends received my silly handmade cards…

store is back open, with this guy up for any folks getting ready for Lunar New Year this month! all proceeds (after shipping) through 1/19 are going straight to the gofundme 2025 wildfire relief fund.

Happy 10 years of Touken Ranbu! I'll be uploading more old works here on bsky, but just a reminder that all of my TKRB fan zines are available on my itchio for FREE !!! 🔗 guacagabs.itch.io #TKRB #fanzine #mikanba #刀剣乱舞 #web再録 #みかんば

i was looking through old art from 2015 to try to do a redraw and ahhh it's so nostalgic going through my old art acc 🥹

i never expect it.. so it does mean a lot to me if something i create or share can reach someone else's feelings too 🥺

cries a little every time i get a nice message on my videos since i don't really promo/talk about them much and forget they exist after a few days LOL TT

idk i think my 2025 will be about giving myself permission to create for the sake of creating again.. and wanting to share it with others is just a bonus! if the result of creating/practicing turns out well too, also a bonus!! :")

i've done a lot of exciting projects for myself in the last few weeks but i have no idea how or where to share them 😂 i'm so bad at self-promo too..

i added bsky now to my regular tabs and think it might be nice as a quiet space to share thoughts slightly more publicly again LOL

i think i like hiding in semi-private spaces online... ie. instagram stories (temporary posts) and side accounts for fandoms.. but it is harder to connect and manage accounts when algorithms make it hard to see others' posts TT

i’ll probably just close my eyes and use 🦋 like my IG stories where it’s a mix of everything LMAOSJDK especially since i have a smol following… free turt…

i don’t even use my twit anymore but it’s nice to start fresh again 🥹 i’m mostly on insta nowadays…