Who me? Looking at doctoral programs. (Anything to avoid the task at hand!)

Thought about taxes for the first time in a week and now I want to vomit.

The craziest take for Americans online right now is “but how many of our service members will die?” How about a death of human life is a death of human life. At least the service member signed up for it.

I just rage prayed in my office while sitting on the ground. Tears streaming down my face. Bearing the weight of all the people being attacked by extremists in the name of God. I shouted and ranted and cried. Now I’m lighting a candle that JUSTICE finds a way.

I swear 1/3 of my work week is me sitting and crying about something I’ve read or written at my computer. Please share something joyful with me! (Scraping every bit of joy I can)

I think about these lyrics far too often. 2004 btw music.apple.com/us/lyrics/29...

Hi writers block. We meet again.

@chacofemme.lesbian.cat did you see this?! www.instagram.com/reel/DUGhTmQ...

I misplaced by hobonichi for like 5 minutes and felt myself starting to meltdown. 😬

Someday they’re going to retire the Elmo/Rocco beef and that’s my 9/11.

Funny how it’s “we need to spiritually correct LGBTQIA+” and never “we need to ex communicate pedophiles”

I sat and bitched about people an entire ballgame and it was glorious

Hey yall. It’s playoff season for pastors. Our Super Bowl is on April 5th this year. While I’ve been scaling back on here, I probably will need to even more so for the next 7-8 weeks.

Got a chuckle today when an 80 year old member said he had a printed out meme on his refrigerator.

Can I rant about motherhood for a second?

Started the heated rivalry book series this morning…

My crossover of special interests…Elmo called out Taylor for using a rock? 🤣🤣 Rocco beef going strong

The first time Britney met Max Martin the table caught on fire?

So I watched the video. It’s so gay

Should I ruin my day and watch “Fried Green Tomatoes”?

I love community. 💜✨

When Amy Poehler said “I think about bedtime all day”. I felt that in my soul.

TW: alcoholism Like so actually, I’m “California” sober and have been minus 3 mindful drinks on 3 social occasions over the years since 2021. If you, too, are struggling, please feel free to reach out. It’s hard out here. I noticed another self medicating behavior come back recently.

Olivia Dean during her #GRAMMYs acceptance speech for Best New Artist: “I’m up here as the granddaughter of an immigrant, I’m a product of bravery and I think those people deserve to be celebrated.”

I hate it here. I’m a 1099 employee. I make enough to cover my bills& my kids &really nothing else, my mom literally has venmoed the money for glasses for me and the kids bc I have no extra. I didn’t pay estimated taxes. Anyway, my point is, shit sucks for everyone. Sending love out to you all.

Ray of hope: today at an archery tournament another member of my community asked me if i was getting pushback for my posts about ICE. He said he was heartened by my comments &he agreed. Maybe this will give him more bravery to say something himself. Our voice matters. No matter how small or shakey

I’d forgotten the paparazzi performance was the same night as Kanye interrupting at the VMAs!! That night was crazy.

Ripped out the seams on my sewn shut pockets. Left marks. I DO NOT CARE. GIVE ME POCKETS OR GIVE ME DEATH

Today’s lyric of the day for my hobonichi? “So watch me strike a match on all my wasted time…”

Traitors was crazy last night. Rob is maybe my fav player ever on there. (That’s a lie, Cirie is my fav)

I’m not leaving. But. Would people give me their IG handles? I just realized I only have 2 of you on there!

My week is SO heavy. I’m doing two funerals and meeting with a member who is in the midst of dying. Schools are out due to snow. Staring off into the mid distance seems like the least dramatic thing I could do.

Rewatching “Josie and the Pussycats”. I will report back.

I’m officially old™️. Ordered my bifocal glasses today. On the brightside(?) my astigmatism is finally bad enough I can wear contacts!

People don’t like the new Harry? Do people hate joy?

One of the unsheltered folks that I serve food to on occasion died last week. Died of hypothermia. My heart is shattered for her family and friends.

🎵I was reminiscing just the other day…

just a little reminder that no woman “deserves” to experience sexual harassment, violence, or intimidation no matter how much u don’t like her or disagree with her. u don’t have to “like” a woman to understand that she’s been a victim of misogynistic abuse. victims do not need to be “likable” to u.

Haymitch was such a soft 16 year old boy. The Capitol is heinous.

I’m listening to “Sunrise on the Reaping” and I already have had my heartbroken for haymitch 12 times in two chapters. 😭

Just deleted my TikTok completely. I also need to transition this account because I don’t have access to the email I opened this with anymore. Mostly I want off this ride.

Finally have a day off. Saturday I helped in the score room for an archery tournament at our school. Today I’m getting high and listening to my book and crafting

Is it just bot accounts on TikTok or is every third person MAGA?

Block liberally is the best mantra I’ve made on my pastor TikTok account

Today, as I was writing my sermon (I use voice notes) I found myself crying as I spoke. My sermon is about hope in the midst of despair and singing a new song. Hope is a very dangerous thing.

Finally starting Traitors (US) season 4.

I started a fight in Bible study today and when someone tried to explain away Renee Good’s life, I said “well, the officer called her a fucking bitch” Anyway, I’m the pastor and a bunch of people now know I will cuss.

I junk journaled my heart out today through a migraine. I also made myself a note journal hold notes friends and family give me. It’s felt so good to make something beautiful and positive. ✨

I just got rickrolled on TikTok by Rick Astley. AND NOW YOU JUST LOST THE GAME

Probably not a great sign that I disassociated my day away.