The issue with fighting stage 4 cancer that will ultimately kill you is that you want to make plans, book trips etc but you’re not even sure you’ll be alive by the time they come around

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Update: things will never, in fact, be okay again and I do not have a future lmao

Genuinely starting to wonder if I will actually have a future. All I want is my life back and my body seems to always have other ideas. I’m sick of being sick. Why can’t things just be okay again?

My least affectionate cat wants nothing but cuddles from me today, it’s like she knows I need it 🥺

Absolutely bricking it for this scan 🙃

Yesterday I was trying out Dinkum while it was free to play on Steam, and I just saw my partner randomly gifted it to me while he was out on night shift 🥹

Thank fuck I have a therapy session tomorrow because I am STRESSED about the outcome of this scan on Tuesday 🥲

Bucatini cacio e pepe is criminally underrated

Niente panico 🥲

Cleaning and tidying then getting into a freezing cold bed with the window open and fresh wax melts burning 😍😍😍

Update: 3rd and hopefully final stage interview is booked 🫡

Just had a first stage interview for a job I’d absolutely LOVE, praying I can get a second interview and not fumble it 🥲

Told myself I’d get out of the car when the good song ended. Shuffle has been delivering tune after tune and I am still in my car 🫡

My cat decided to play with a bag for life, which is now stuck around her neck as she barrels around the house because she’s scared of it???

If your response to your best mate buying a house isn’t “which bedroom is mine so I can start designing it?” then are they even your best mate?

Winning the League is fine, great, wonderufl, and deserved. But I fucking hate seeing us so stretched, uninspired, and passive at this point. The Traveling Kop deserves better than limping across the finish line.

Of course my white cat would choose my freshly washed and folded black jeans, of all the places in the house, to nap on!!

Massively overdid it on Tuesday, 1.5 hours swimming, left the pool and went straight to the gym for leg day, might’ve improved my deadlift but my thighs have been in agony since yesterday, I’m struggling on my feet 😭

Can we all collectively agree to end the current obsession with pistachio? It’s nasty, accept it

I think it’s safe to say the cats have settled in and all the animals are used to each other now 🥰

Miss living with my best friend during uni because I could go round the house randomly singing and she’d just join in whereas if I did that now, my partner would just look at me wondering what illegal substances I’ve taken

I just need everyone to understand how good my pets are!!!!!! 🥹

All three of my pets are asleep around me and I’m just sat here like 🥰🥰🥰

Born to be a night owl, forced to get up early

Swimming? The day after training chest and arms? Insanity? Possibly.

Turns out, one of my cats absolutely loves peaches and keeps trying to steal from my bowl. Ironically, it’s not her sister, whose name is Peach.

Officially adopted two cats today. Their rescue centre have been absolutely wonderful to deal with. Welcome to your forever home, gorgeous girls 💕

What do you MEAN today is my 27th birthday??? I need an adult

Happiest of birthdays to my almost birthday twin @gemgar.bsky.social 💜 ilysm you deserve the entire world!! I hope you’ve had the best day x

Turning 27 next week and my birthday present to myself was a Ninja soup maker which I’m irrationally excited about. It’s safe to say I am starting to feel old 🥲

Sometimes I listen to a really good song or piece of music that I love, and all I want to do for the rest of my days is make music. I miss when music took up hours of my day every day and I made a living out of it. It’s been so long now that I wouldn’t even know where to start.

Very important decision. Do I order: 1) Greek food 2) A curry 3) Nothing, cook something

Has anyone seen this man? January transfer window Top of PL & CL with team looking jaded 3 major contracts due to expire If anyone sees him please email [email protected]

Chester Bennington, I cried man

Mentioned to my partner while watching the hockey last night that I’d drop everything to move to Canada. He immediately said he wouldn’t be able to leave his family, but he’s been researching it and thinking about it all day.

What’s it gonna take for Chiesa to start in a game? I just want to see my man do well 😭

Best thing about having a dog is that when I make food and then don’t feel like eating it I have a little garbage disposal sitting right next to me who’s absolutely buzzing to scarf it down

Not only is everyone in Australia or New Zealand, they also all seem to be getting engaged 🥲 Is there something in the water?

Seems like everyone’s in Australia and New Zealand at the minute, I could not be more jealous 😭

Happy new year everyone. Health, love and happiness to us all ❤️

My cousin closest to me in age on my mum’s side of the family just got engaged, and my family are now all like “you’re next, it’s your turn” and they keep hounding me about it, like sorry can’t we just cohabit in peace for a bit 🥲

Been absolutely bashing Helldivers 2 since getting my gaming pc and realising that I have in fact been Missing Out this entire time

No huge resolutions or big ideas from me for 2025. Quite simply: survive, enjoy, recover. All I want is to appreciate being alive and to love the people around me, listen to good music, enjoy sunsets and night skies, taste good food. 2024 almost took that from me, I won’t lose it again.

This time last year I was 4 weeks post diagnosis with advanced oesophageal cancer, and the odds of survival were very much not in my favour. This year I’m round my parents’ house cooking dinner for them, my grandma and my partner and I’m cancer free. Feeling incredibly lucky to be here.

Merry Christmas to all those who celebrate it ❤️

My grandma is so cute, she sent my dog a Christmas card and wrote “I hope you get lots of treats” inside it 😭❤️

Highlight of my day is the greeting I get from my dog when I get home and the cuddles that follow 🥰