sorry for the lack of updates and streams this week! I've been dead and in bed TT slowly recovering... next scheduled stream: 4/22! we're celebrating my beloved wife's birthday~ (niles fe14)

my beloved zero's birthday is coming up... we'll have a birthday stream for him! not sure what to do on stream, though. maybe an art stream? it's been so long since I last drew him~

I got a Pikachu umbrella.  I'm so happy so I'm bring even on sunny days.  I can't let go of it for the rest of my life. ピカチュウちゃんの傘を片時も手放せませんっ☆

summer really is upon us, huh... I don't like the heat, though. Even walking for a few minutes in 60F weather causes overheating and sweat... TT sigh...

worked overtime today... going home from a 10hr shift TT uuuu my bones my muscles my brain... i want my bed ...

we're almost done wooing Opatos, our first god in #Elin! we'll use our pixel model today~ Lecture Hall is scheduled afterwards @ ~11pm ET/8pm PT! live now! 🔴 faith relay run day ??? #vtuber #ENVtuber #vsky twitch.tv/hongtianvt

guess who finally has follower alerts? that's right! your local deity of scuff, hehe. I've finally installed StreamLabs, now your lovely little chat messages will show up on stream too! debating on whether to work on live2d rigging or to work on making custom follower alert assets or not today~

Called my rep and said "I am concerned about the President's posts about committing genocide and would like my reps to invoke the 25th Amendment to remove him from office" and the guy was like "okay I'll pass that along, is there anything else" and I was like no that's pretty much it

Chiitan loves transgender people from the bottom of my heart🏳️‍⚧️🏳️‍🌈 From a fairy like Chiitan, it seems natural for everyone to live as their true selves. That’s why, until the day Chiitan disappears and is gone, I’ll keep sending gentle messages so that all transgender people can live happily.

details are confidential, but i was judging a bunch of games today... and duty-bound, i tried to get through all of them. however, most of them actually caused intense motion sickness and i've been vomiting for a while now... bwah... i think i'm too sick to stream tonight, unfortunately. TT 💔

TT i miss niles fire emblem. i should draw him...

Welcome to Xia Hongtian's Lecture Hall! Today's #lecture stream is on more #gamedev fundamentals: [Charms vs. Promises]! We'll discuss genres, player expectations, and how to make strong & clear core game concepts. LIVE NOW! 🔴 #vtuber #ENVtuber #vsky twitch.tv/hongtianvt

Niles...💙💙💙

sigh... this mortal body truly is cumbersome. deep, unshakable exhaustion and bestial hunger without any appetite. maybe tomorrow this body's condition will be in better shape.

Welcome to Xia Hongtian's Lecture Hall! Today starts our #lecture streams on #gamedev fundamentals aimed at beginners! We'll start with office hours and organizing our curriculum, then launch into our first lesson! LIVE NOW! 🔴 #vtuber #ENVtuber #vsky twitch.tv/hongtianvt

i was planning on streaming last night, but ended up fighting for a genAI ban policy with my CEO all night (won) and then yaped and infodumped to ednyan 😔 oopsie... i slept at like 5am.... TT;; more work to do today once i get home, sigh... at least spring break starts soon.

what people sound like when they say i asked claude

i was just commenting on how lovely and windy it was last stream... and now it's suddenly 77F?! TT sob... I'm a deity with negative heat resistance, you know... I'm not ready for summer yet.

accidentally slept for 13 hours... TT;; I don't even feel well-rested, though...!!!

back after a tiring week... let's heal with some base building in #Elin! live now! 🔴 faith relay run let's go~ #vtuber #ENVtuber #vsky twitch.tv/hongtianvt

sitting in the treatment chair at the teeth doctors awaiting my verdict...

time for #Elin msq proggers~ (brewing barrel yum) live now! 🔴 faith relay run let's go~ #vtuber #ENVtuber #vsky twitch.tv/hongtianvt

im not goinjg to lie. except for yesterday (11hr work) i kept going: "i'm going to stream today" and rhen got distracted iwth ghost yuri. im' so sorry stream tomorrow maybe(???)

The mosslax cavern 🌳 this game is so much fun omg #pokopia

dreamt that i was in doomed yuri... i slept well, though. back to bed...

meio assim

yaawwn... good morning~ how's everyone doing today? i hope the dawn was kind to you 💤💖

sleepy... i got up late. i hope i still get to work on time TT zzz... i ended up streaming for two hours longer than intended again ahaha... it's too fun!!

sleepy #Elin time... casino's beat, let's go adventure~ live now! 🔴 faith relay run let's go~ #vtuber #ENVtuber #vsky twitch.tv/hongtianvt

concrete still sparkles under the sun when the blood has washed away.

shoutout ibuprofen i love you ibuprofen. 2-3 more hours until i get home TT

my head hurts still, even after a night's rest. i think i pushed myself too much this week... but i still have to go to work TT wuwuwu...

i love yuri

had ube mochi brownies earlier... so yummy. chewy and crispy.... yymyumyum

WOAHHH IT'S THUNDERSTORMING OUT!!! IT STARTED SUDDENLY! IT'S SO LOUD?!!

sleepy msq proggers... let's dawn the trail! #ffxiv live now~ 🔴 #vtuber #ENVtuber #vsky twitch.tv/hongtianvt

ow, i bit my lip TT

the sudden change in weather has affected how the air smells too, the summer-like air wafting in through my window. wearing a thin jacket that feels like it's been forever since I last wore it, I feel a bit like I'm just a student again. it's strange, though not entirely enviable.

confession: i've been eating more than the daily recommended amount of vitamin d gummies... they're fruit-flavored and tasty...yum

got home and slept. ate some food then slept. ate some more then slept. now I'm out of food and it's too close to bedtime to stream... but at least I slept... ;; sigh, this fragile body of mine...

gustavitos ‼️ (ahora acaba2)

i think i have carpal tunnel. cough. back to #Elin !! chill gaming and yap. let's beat the casino!! live now! 🔴 faith relay run let's go!! #vtuber #ENVtuber #vsky twitch.tv/hongtianvt

[no mic] quiet chill art stream before bed~ experimenting with rendering styles. ^^ live now! 🔴 #vtuber #ENVtuber twitch.tv/hongtianvt

we went over time again last night... oops... I'm so sleepy now TT I'm thinking of doing an art stream tonight~ giving Elin a break lol. experimenting with new rendering styles and maybe making portfolio pieces.

back with #Elin again~ let's go to the casino for 2 hours!! live now! 🔴 faith relay run let's go!! #vtuber #ENVtuber #vsky twitch.tv/hongtianvt

unexpectedly spent the past three nights resting and sleeping instead of streaming. work and unexpected time commitments exhausted me quite a bit... hopefully, i'll be good as new tomorrow! 🛌💤 i hope everybody rests well, too.

super tired, head hurts, ankles cold (short socks TT), and I was really melancholic on my way to work earlier. But I thought about my dear followers and felt better. And after teaching my Friday program, I'm feeling even happier. I hope everyone grows gently and nurtures kindness and curiosity.

officially addicted to #Elin again. first apostle acquired!! but i still don't have a cool sword... TT;; live now! 🔴 faith relay run let's go!! #vtuber #ENVtuber #vsky twitch.tv/hongtianvt