Every time I start to feel a little sad about not going to MAL I have to remember that my experience is not the same as everyone else. I’ll never go to an event and have a fun sexy time. I’ll always be confronted with the realization that this community is repulsed by me.

Saturday on Coffee with Chris we celebrate Pride! 🏳️‍🌈

I keep forgetting to post here. Tomorrow is a full day. Coffee with Chris we will talk about Sinners. Listen live Saturday’s at noon on gutsyradio.org

Not me using chat gpt to figure out how to ask a guy if I could give him a blow job.

Getting ready for NJ Leather!

I really want to do a shoot like this

Command MC says Boycott the Bastards! ✊🪢 What ways are you all Protesting this Hostile Take-over? #queerjoy #resist #fightnazis

Always looking for a party. 📸: @chrisjayphoto.bsky.social

I doubt it but it’s nice to hope

Mark your calendars! Feb 21st at CPC. I’m looking for those “I’m tryin to ho tonight” looks!

I’m sad to have missed MAL. In the past that event never really felt my speed, but I feel like this year might have been different. I did have a great time in Philly hosing kinky karaoke at the Owls Nest! I hope to do more!

I had the pleasure of photographing these hot guys. I can’t wait for the event!

Saturday was such a great day. Got to spend some time with old friends and perform at 12 days then jetted off to a play party and got myself some new floggers. Best part is I got to beat someone with my sash! So good!

I want more confidence so I can post more spicy photos of myself. I’m just so scared. How do yall do it?

Some throwbacks

Showing my body off to be judged on a stage with a room full of people who know me was the scariest thing I have ever done. My body has been the subject of laughter for most of my life and it has taken all these years to realize my body deserves to be worshipped and loved.

One of my favorite shoots of the year. I love the connection between these two. Gave me the feels.

Just lost it over this remix! Instant ear orgasm Janet/Kaytranada! Perfect combination! music.apple.com/us/album/if-...

Just got here and already feel at home!