HOWEVER I DID BUY THIS STANDEE OF HIM!

I was clenching my fists holding back from buying both of them. SANJIIIII NO ONE CAN MAKE ME HATE YOU SANJIIIIIII

Went to little italy instead and the food was sooooo gooooood! And the scenery was amazing!!

At hotel…. 5 hour trip…. Bag heavy…. Back hurtyyyy…. :( but also hot pottttttt :D

Going up to new york for a class trip thing! Might post shit about it later on here and on main! 4 hour trip here we go TuT

Random fucking stomach accheee auughhh and im stuck on campuss auughhh

i want him to sit at the edge of my bed like this lol

Random thought, but I kind of wanted to try traveling while high. Idk why but it seems fun to do. Like of course i wouldnt drive or go too far, but just riding a bus after a bit of smoking and just watching the world pass you seems pretty nice rn. Idk why but i was thinking about it for a while now.

As if my hear me outs werent a big fucking list i forgot about this huge ass crush i had on 2d in highschool lmaoo

CW: minor blood; An animation i did last night as a test before passing out last night.

Moms getting discharged so were going on our way home!

I normally dont like hospital food, but this corn chowder fucking slaps! Also update. Theyve been running some tests and mom might have to stay an extra night. My dads here so hes gonna drive me home since the hospital isnt gonna let me stay another night.

Final update for tonight, but were staying overnight and shes having an MRI done tomorrow. Hopefully everything looks good, and we can go home tomorrow afternoon.

Next update, but todays my moms birthday and were still in the hospital an hour later. Yall should wish her a happy birthday noowww!!!

G u hh… slight context and update, but mom had a slight stroke and is doing okay now. Shitty ass hospital we were transported to treated us like ass, so we took an uber to another hospital cause they didnt want to transfer us. She got some bloodwork done and now were waiting to do a few more tests.

I really cant catch a fucking break can i… one minute im about to go to class the next im in the hospital with my mom again. Im panicking so badly and i feel so nauseous rn.

Been looking up different drinks cause i wanted to make outfits inspired by them, but now i might start getting into mixology (even though i rarely drink alcohol lmaoo)

Actual interaction i had with my manager today Me: “hey i wanted to relay to you that im back in college and can only do 6-2 shifts on the weekends. I know you have me scheduled till three but i need all the time i can get to my studies since im taking graduate classes on top of my undergrad”

ive been debating on whether or not to change this as just a random ranting acc, or keep it with my nsfw works, cause I barely draw any nsfw works anyway, but I think making this just a rambling and ranting thing, then possibly in the future make a more nsfw art acc would be the best idea, soo yeah!

Yknow witnessing a lot of things going down is making me realize how little i know about the morality in people. Like how can a person act so weird and childish and think their actions are okay? How can there be people defending things that clearly are wrong and blatantly shameful.

Sanwish gud :)

I had a bad day at work so i made a penut and jelly sandwich

Ultra sound done, now eating at a restaurant for lunch and then I’m going back to bed cause im soo tirredd auughh

Update on this, i have my ultra sound today so hopefully ill be able to figure out what it going on soon! Ill send updates if anything happens

Life advice from a sick bitch! Dont take an edible while sick! Figured “oh it should help me sleep since i know im gonna have the worst time sleeping with my stuffy ass nose! and its already almost 1am!” I think i saw god.

Siiiickkk… teaaaaaa… oooaaaatttssd… auuughhhhhh.

On todays episode of how fucked up is De’s body, went to the gyno for a check up to figure out why im not cycling, and theyre once again testing me for pcos (which i was negative for the first time) and if thats still neg, then i gotta see an endocrinologist cause i could be a risk for a cancer yay.

The new war of the worlds movie with Ice tea is a trip and a half! Like half the time it felt like an edible kicked in, and the other time it just felt like a fever dream. Watching it with friends just makes it better cause of the fucking jokes we made. I think we were laughing the whole time!

every time i see more political news and updates i just wanna throw up. cause wdym my student aid might get cut???

Heyy. Not to get all venty and stuff about my job again, but i just found out my fucking manager, the one i work MINIMUM FUCKING WAGE FOR was talking shit about me. From what i heard, she said i just really bad at my job. soo uhh. Time for a fucking crash out thread!

Guess who almost FUCKING THREW UP because their managers are over working them and making them run three different stations at the same time! Anyways im putting my two weeks in as soon as i get my fingerprints done (which i hope is next week)

I cant catch a break can I. Not even a full 24 hours free from stress. I Left the house last night to hang with my friends, and get away from stress for the day, and literally the day after right when i wake up at their dorm, I find out the car is totaled. What the fuck.

IM GONNA FUCKING AHAGAJAABKA THIS WEEK IS A FUCKIG NIGHTMAAAAARRRRREEEEEE LONG ASS FUCKING THREAD INCOMING CAUSE JESUS CHRIST IM CRASHING OUT

EH WIWIWIWIWI EH WIWIWIWIWIWI EH WIWIWI

i love randomly saying the most diabolical things, and then going "tee hee" afterwards

warning for weed mention (scroll past if you dont wanna see it) buuuttt having a smoke session after work and before easter dinner is soooo relieving. I'm not like absolutely shitfaced to the point where I ascend to space, but more of a calm sense to have a good time with the family.

ohh to be a deer that just frolics with another deer (my boyfriend) in someone's backyard!

TW: Eye horror I currently don’t have the time to remake the refs, but here are a few sketches of my take on what the fusions look like underneath the mask Shephard is a cat, Ratchet a rat, Galileo a poodle, and Gustave a fox! #cesspitdnd #wasteofwater

Edible silly string…

Hi i scraped my knee today and now my legs hurt!

hahahahaha #cesspitdnd

Yall ever have the strongest urge to quit your job cause you’re doing everything under the sun for just over minimum wage, while everyone else slacks off, and you’re barely getting hours cause college.

Kind of night I’m about to have

I love how whenever im arguing with my family they both resort to violence when im asking to have the same respect back as i gave to them.

Bro why the fuck did my mom tell my fucking manager i can work today? I dont wanna fucking work. I got my own shit to do. This entire spring break is for me to get both my class projects and personal projects done. Not so i can work my minimum wage job where people can treat me like shit.

i took an edi like an hour ago i think, and holllyy shiit im fucking drawing

Dude milo just helped me from a stress moment. Like my dad was tuning in on some political news moment and i started to tense up a bit after hearing what was said and done. AND BRO FUCKING CAME UP AND CURLED AROUND ME AND ALLOWED ME TO PICK HIM UP I LOVE HIM SO MUCH

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udate... making cheem was gud (i am also on melatin so im uper ebby)

God i hate my fucking parents sometimes… I’m out here tryna make some mac and cheese and getting yelled at for making myself some food, like they don’t want me to actually be an adult and do shit for myself… cant fucking win.