The last time I had fried Oreos was freshman year in highschool.

Juneteenth in Philly.

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Live on not on Twitch, but Tiktok too. www.tiktok.com/@raidenphant...

i'll see you tonight at 10pm EST.

I did as a few tests or vibes from before.. but tonight and next week im coming back to streaming. This is next week's schedule which is temporary.. Space Marine 2 and a random game on Saturday. 2 days will be the official streams from me. it only gets to 3 if its a collab with others.

12 days...

I can't sleep even though I work in 3 hours. All I can think about is going back to my server, all I can think about is going home to them. All I can think about is the future of myself, and my community.

Have not done art in a while so heres the good and dark side of Spider-Man lol

lioness eyes

I ain't gonna go easy on you this time! 🐈‍⬛ Yoruichi from Bleach fanart!

Vertical streams in the future? apparently TikTok accepted me doing streams again, so it can be an option.. im preparing for it just in case.

I saw a little bird today injured, sadly the best I could do is put it in the shade.. I wanted to feed it but I couldn't. Man I feel bad

Color Sketch Commission: @raidenphantom.bsky.social #anthro #furrry #colorsketch #icon #commission

Finished treadmill and bike for today.

You got this, buddy 🩷 We're here for you. 🌸

Session 1 went well, just like the intro session. It was very comforting talking to my councilor.. Now at Planet fitness down the street.. time for another workout.

Music has been hitting me the hardest this month, in a rollercoaster of ways. The negative side, the mending side.. and now hopefully finally.. the positive side

I'm taking my community name back... I have a community on my shoulders.. Session 1 officially begins tomorrow for Anger Management.

Raiden is gonna treat himself next month. Can't wait to see these artists... And this is my first time going to a rock concert so I'm sure Lacey Sturm is gonna be good.

🌐Ayee thanks for hanging out for my art streams in a long while! Cyberspace Raid into @milesmeelezz.bsky.social 's birthday stream! Happy birthday from Cyberspace Laboratory DX! We just hit 560 followers on Twitch! Thank you, everyone! Hype Train keeps going to 600!🌐 #twitch #milestone

One thing i know for sure, No matter what happens.. You can Love me, Hate me, dislike me, like me, trust me, never trust me, Play games with me, never play with me, talk to me, never talk to me again. I will still love and support not only my community, but the communities i have networked with.

I can officially close the book on FFXIV.. in my eyes for memory. It caused more pain (self inflicted) than joy. I think i knew once i had hit level 50 and got the class i wanted, that i was ready to call it quits...

A lot of love is what everyone needs right now, family and even friends. Your community. 🌕The moon shines down onto the cherry blossoms🌸 Haruka Yamato is awesome on Facebook 🥺🩷🌸✨ #sonicoc #commission

ラビュリンスですねぇ

ラビュリンス

【再掲】白銀の城のラビュリンス

Really proud of this piece, officially my new favorite work! Experimenting with color and lighting more tehe #Frieren #AnimeArt

could use some help. didn't hear back yesterday, i hope i am still selected for the second round of interviews, but in the meantime..

Going through all this stress over my PC is probably a very good indicator for how the anger issues came to be, i don't think it's how it started, but it's probably one of few good catalysts.

Holy shit by the grace of God I still have all of my files, nvm. 🙏 🙏 🙏 My gaming files I mean.

Let me put it like this in gaming terms: Let's say your 100% file is randomly GONE, but thankfully you kept a file that was around 80% that's how this went for me

Majority of my original PC files are gone.... I still have what I have from the home folder but now I gotta start all over again and it's fucking horrible. Stayed up All night transferring files and I still couldn't get back to my original area. I'm fucking pissed

I shouldn't talk about this because it's way too soon... But if I don't die of old age, or even if I do. I'd want the most Philadelphia thing to happen on my funeral and that's even if you cry for me in grief, I'd be happy if you Tailgated and partied for me too, my life deserves to be celebrated.

I really did just pull an all nighter... Trying to get this PC back to normal again after everything just randomly crashed on me, sent me back to windows again, this is the 2nd time now.

１０枚貼れるのすごすぎぃ！！ ラビュリンス盛り合わせしとこ #遊戯王

For everyone that showed up to tonight's stream.. thank you.. you guys have no idea how much i wanted to chat with my community again, i needed this after a very rough week, i'd say rough few weeks.. i have been trying my best to control myself, even though i have had 1 day of (Cont)

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I understand.

im 5 episodes in... and good lord Mob Psycho was a great choice

Was suggested to go watch mob psycho 100, to understand what I'm going through. So that's what I'm gonna do

I hope I can cancel it.... But someone took advantage of me by getting $30 a month out of me, saying its for KIDS when I tried to back off.. he even seen me being incredibly vulnerable and he still wanted me to do it.

The best decision I made so far was buying Doom because the bullshit I have gone through this morning is enough to where I just want to rip shit apart.

I can't believe I have been sitting here for almost an hour and I see that I got a message from 3 days ago that this appointment was cancelled. Been sitting here for no reason.. sighs.. I BOOKED it for this week, I WANTED to be here.

Week 2. The first session.

I'm still using social media such as this to get my thoughts out: Maybe this is my way to keep you updated, and to also unleash intrusive thoughts. I hate using socials as a means of venting but I don't wanna vent to people close to me.. I hate it

Love me love me... Kill me kill me...

When I go to sleep right now.. I hope i go into a coma.. I'm serious. Put me in one.

I'm happy I got help. But I'm still scared to lose everything

Writing has helped me through a lot these past few years. Creative writing, writing my feelings out in story form, etc. And no clue if this will help but playing Star Stable Online has been a kind of therapy for me as well