When I get the ”I wish I was more popular, famous & my stuff more viral & known“ sadness but then I remember how unhinged the masses also unfilteredly shit on everything trendy, dissect every word a creator ever said and how fame lasts like 5 sec before strangers want you to kys

I'm always trying to keep it fun and definitely grounded in the setting, even tho it's obviously more of a gay drama and romance comic than a real sports one. But also to explain hockey lingo & rules (bit by bit so it's not overwhelming) hopefully well enough so everyone gets a bit out of it.

In chapter 3 they actually do play hockey!! online.fliphtml5.com/osijn/clse/#...

Big Bla Bla 📝 Writing/storyboarding the next chapter is so hard for me rn (cause I can’t concentrate on anything anyway because I’m completely unable to filter all this dumb surrounding noise and appointment stress) but also because it’s just kinda difficult to do:

Don't worry, Lee is harmless. But still, something is definitely wrong with him. I found this old storyboard doodle, that sadly fitted nowhere into the canon timeline. But still found it funny, so I sketched it out a little bit better now~

✨The Chapter 2 Flipbook of CRUSH3D!! is out! ✨ online.fliphtml5.com/osijn/TAPE2/... I don't really know how else to promote it, but to post links to the people who already follow me lol. But maybe (I hope) the new format can attract some people who just never clicked to actually read the comic :-3

Today I worked from morning to evening until now feeling like puking from exhaustion and the feeling of going up in flames inside. And did I at least finish the thing I wanted to finish in one go? No. Not at all. Let’s make this a lesson (once more, cause apparently I forgot it again 🙄)

I have something for you that I am quite proud of! 💦 Issue # 1 of my slow burn hockey BL comic "CRUSH3D!!", is now readable as a convenient, ad free and mobile & desktop friendly flipbook! 📖 online.fliphtml5.com/osijn/A-FVfg...

Run!!

Yes, I have not uploaded #CRUSH3Dcomic 🏒 for 2 years now, because of health and situational reasons. But the comic is not dead; recently I continued the comic on my Patreon (behind a low paywall) patreon.com/NanaYaa This does not mean, that I gave up on free updates! [continued in image ...]

little guy

And number four more yellow, more good 🍋

200 degrees, that's why they call me Mister Fahrenheit~ Go lil' hockey boy, go! That's the new "seperater/ split up" cover, or whatever I should call it. (Meaning, Chapter 3 becomes 3 and 4, because it was too fucking long)

color corrected and edited cover number 2~

Tweaked cover of chapter 1 :3

cw: self harm scars I'm currently editing/adding some more chapter covers

A doodle of this cool crow vibe person I saw in the train~

I finally finished the latest chapter (over on Patreon), so you can already have this small endcard comic :) Reuben‘s ”hangriness“ is very intense, just skipping hunger sensation and directly going to doom

You know these "Just read out one paragraph in the end and get your good grade, but please get out of my way when I do it all alone" kinda ah group projects? yeah, me neither ...

Maybe the last bit of nice winter sun 🪴☀️🌿

stupid lil' shit like this is why I love making color comics

Ycon Day2! And finally cosplaying my best boi again! Carter, it's been a long 💚💚 He's very dear to me and that he is my number 1 confortable cosplay 🦖 Character - Carter Howe From - Crush3d (Webcomic available on Tapas) Author - @neonkrown.bsky.social #Ycon2025 #Cosplay #Crush3d @ycon.bsky.social

the eyes of someone who's definitely all there and knows what's going on

GASP, I am at page 888 🥳

window panel <3

a few more different wip panels

His eyes look like fried eggs in a pan 😂

I‘m just copy-pasting that over here. Because even though I wanna spare this bluesky account from my private whining or personal stories, this is relevant in general for the future.

starting to use an ongoing comic page counter for my own morale

In June my cat Mischa had an emergency resulting in a 5k vet bill. After that the 400€ per month for meds + special food and the debt interest i have to pay have almost maxed out my account completely. So I'm opening 3-5 sketch commission slots! If you're interested DM me with refs to claim a slot 🧡

you can do whatever you want with panel shapes

"don't call me brooooooooooooo" lol

I'm at that part of the relationship now (paraprhasing the dialogue)

I am finally done with Reuben's childhood flashback

Are we all getting ready for Winterfell?? I‘m currently brushing him almost daily and he is shedding his ass off 😂

oh my god what is your problem

linework~

cw: child abuse / domestic violence I tried to visualize a "my head feels like static, I don't even know where is up, where is down, and I may have been slapped out of this universe" sensation XD

and a second one, playing around with looks for the Tortoise Boy <3 #Big5concept

I'm (very rarely) working on a bunch of characters for a new concept and here's the first "exploration sheet" for one of them (Weaver), until I figure out how I want all of their final designs to be #Big5concept

"small talk potential" this panel is one of my faves of the latest finished 10-pages batch. (pages 11 to 20 are now fresh up on Patreon :3 and I drop to bed dead) www.patreon.com/posts/c-tape...

some recent lineworks 💪

VORBESTELLUNGEN ERÖFFNET! 🎉🎉🎉 ~German only~ Endlich ist es soweit! Die V0rb3st3llungen für meinen Manga "Morgens Mittags Abends" Band 8 sind eröffnet! (´ 7 `)/✨🎉 Diesmal gibt es wieder eine extra Premium Bundle Option ❤️ Ich freue mich sehr wenn ihr mal reinschaut (ob Online oder Print!) ❤️ ❤️

I'm already tired thinking about dealing with the content moderation again

Sometimes a drawing is not even horrible but JUST DOES NOT LOOK LIKE THE CHARACTER is suposed to look and no amount of fixing it makes it better and you don't even know anymore what exactly is so wrong, so you're only choice is to hide the old version and draw it new lol (sorry, Gif did not work)

I'm starting with the first 10 pages of TAPE 9 of #CRUSH3Dcomic now on my Patreon, (which also has the 76 pages of chapter 8 that are not yet released on Tapas or Webtoon, but I am trying to come back to the public updates soon!) Link: www.patreon.com/posts/c-tape...

I don't eat meat but this rice beef stew looks good T___T

a few colored page characters :-3 #CRUSH3Dcomic

ink pen test with Phanda

pretty boy warm-up