Crow Hair stylist 🥺

I really love that I can’t even find my own comic‘s website when I look for the specific keywords/domain name on google. Like, it is fucking nowhere, but reddit discussions about it or stolen Pinterest art and this stuff shows up. How do I make people searching the web find my official platform 😂?

he is using his free will too much

What is going on today 😂 they are all sitting at weird places

www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZcUn... yeah I needed to know

”why can’t I eat that 😣?“

Yesterday I went to sleep fine, and today I woke up with a pinched nerve in my neck/shoulder blade area that makes me barely able to move rn and I hate it every second of it. Getting old is ridiculous, because what do you mean, sleeping in a soft bed fucked me up like I got hit by a fucking car?!

Trying to trick my brain into working more relaxed, and doing less steps and thinking of these lines as just the sketch by lowering the opcaity, and then leaving them as finished lineart when setting them back to black ... DUNNOW YET if it will work out completely

lol, fragt mich lieber was NICHT wehtut orz

Oh my god I am pissed. The endless doc hopping is so frustrating. In November 25 I was sent to an endocrinologist, who took like 13 blood vials, to test for EVERYTHING (when I already had my blood tested by like 7 other laboratories in the span of a year). And I waited for the results for almost

lalala

BRIE 🥺

Alter…. Ich hab grad aus Jux meine Kostenübernahme bei der Krankenkasse angeguckt, und konnte erstmalig sehen was die Ärzte da für Diagnosen/Untersuchungen abgerechnet haben. Der Orthopäde❗️zu dem ich wegen meinem entzündeten Arm❗️bin, hat mir einfach RANDOMLY❗️ ne Psychose‼️ in die Akte vermerkt⁉️ 🤡

It’s already pathetic how little time, energy and brain focus I find to draw, but working on the first new batch, it’s getting ridiculous how slow I am drawing when I am actually working. This is not sustainable, I’m burning out on like 6 pages. Drastic simplifying measures are needed more than ever

Wow, I'm so artsy, let's never do that again

Bro, I’ve really been living in the gutter & did not see the most recent social media changes, but scrolling through Twitter today I’m really dumbfounded about the insane transphobia everywhere. Like, I guessed it was there, but why does this bullshit algorithm also now think I wanna see all that?!

I realized that when I can’t plant the roof, I can just grow grass in a box. And the pigeons use it exactly as I hoped they would 😌 I did sow a lot more stuff, herbs & flowers, but while it was always intended for the wildlife, they always ate my seeds before I could get there 😂

Mailo had a bit of a health scare (vestibular syndrome) this year and I ran to the vet a lot. But now on constant medication he‘s almost completely recovered and back to his usual self, even though he‘s a tired, sleepy, grumpy old man now. 13 years, getting grey and still also looking like a puppy 😌

Asao, moments before entering his villain arc

Really the best invested 10 bucks of my life 🐦💦

I have a little pigeon and crow spa and many regular visitors. whenever the parents bring their latest (clumsy, and curious) chick here, fresh out of the nest, it makes my day, cause they must feel save here to chill around Louis & Dotty (the freckled pair) just introduced this adorable little cow🥹

I wanted to reduce effort and drop some details, to get through a double spread quicker, but now I'm already at 17 fucking hours, and haven't even started with the speech bubbles, effects and most backgrounds ...

"bitch, have a vitamin pls"

It's so interesting to me how incredibly silent I've become on social media since I'm taking Elvanse ... And it has not necessarily to do with how bad or good I feel, where I am, or if I have nothing to say, or the quality of social media these days. Because even when I had equally little to show

Maybe it's a dream, maybe nothing else is real But it wouldn't mean a thing if I told you how I feel So I'm tired of all the pain, of the misery inside And I wish that I could live feeling nothing but the night working on CRUSH3D!! chapter cover 12 with title & obvious inspiration "Bad Apple!!"

When I get the ”I wish I was more popular, famous & my stuff more viral & known“ sadness but then I remember how unhinged the masses also unfilteredly shit on everything trendy, dissect every word a creator ever said and how fame lasts like 5 sec before strangers want you to kys

I'm always trying to keep it fun and definitely grounded in the setting, even tho it's obviously more of a gay drama and romance comic than a real sports one. But also to explain hockey lingo & rules (bit by bit so it's not overwhelming) hopefully well enough so everyone gets a bit out of it.

In chapter 3 they actually do play hockey!! online.fliphtml5.com/osijn/clse/#...

Big Bla Bla 📝 Writing/storyboarding the next chapter is so hard for me rn (cause I can’t concentrate on anything anyway because I’m completely unable to filter all this dumb surrounding noise and appointment stress) but also because it’s just kinda difficult to do:

Don't worry, Lee is harmless. But still, something is definitely wrong with him. I found this old storyboard doodle, that sadly fitted nowhere into the canon timeline. But still found it funny, so I sketched it out a little bit better now~

✨The Chapter 2 Flipbook of CRUSH3D!! is out! ✨ online.fliphtml5.com/osijn/TAPE2/... I don't really know how else to promote it, but to post links to the people who already follow me lol. But maybe (I hope) the new format can attract some people who just never clicked to actually read the comic :-3

Today I worked from morning to evening until now feeling like puking from exhaustion and the feeling of going up in flames inside. And did I at least finish the thing I wanted to finish in one go? No. Not at all. Let’s make this a lesson (once more, cause apparently I forgot it again 🙄)

I have something for you that I am quite proud of! 💦 Issue # 1 of my slow burn hockey BL comic "CRUSH3D!!", is now readable as a convenient, ad free and mobile & desktop friendly flipbook! 📖 online.fliphtml5.com/osijn/A-FVfg...

Run!!

Yes, I have not uploaded #CRUSH3Dcomic 🏒 for 2 years now, because of health and situational reasons. But the comic is not dead; recently I continued the comic on my Patreon (behind a low paywall) patreon.com/NanaYaa This does not mean, that I gave up on free updates! [continued in image ...]

little guy

And number four more yellow, more good 🍋

200 degrees, that's why they call me Mister Fahrenheit~ Go lil' hockey boy, go! That's the new "seperater/ split up" cover, or whatever I should call it. (Meaning, Chapter 3 becomes 3 and 4, because it was too fucking long)

color corrected and edited cover number 2~

Tweaked cover of chapter 1 :3

cw: self harm scars I'm currently editing/adding some more chapter covers

A doodle of this cool crow vibe person I saw in the train~

I finally finished the latest chapter (over on Patreon), so you can already have this small endcard comic :) Reuben‘s ”hangriness“ is very intense, just skipping hunger sensation and directly going to doom

You know these "Just read out one paragraph in the end and get your good grade, but please get out of my way when I do it all alone" kinda ah group projects? yeah, me neither ...

Maybe the last bit of nice winter sun 🪴☀️🌿

stupid lil' shit like this is why I love making color comics

Ycon Day2! And finally cosplaying my best boi again! Carter, it's been a long 💚💚 He's very dear to me and that he is my number 1 confortable cosplay 🦖 Character - Carter Howe From - Crush3d (Webcomic available on Tapas) Author - @neonkrown.bsky.social #Ycon2025 #Cosplay #Crush3d @ycon.bsky.social

the eyes of someone who's definitely all there and knows what's going on

GASP, I am at page 888 🥳

window panel <3