not me finding out the book i pre ordered is out and my bookstore has 3 copies of it but didnt call me about it ???? :(

The Boyfriend really gives a japanese perspective on being a gay man. The way they talk about coming out is so different. The fkn huwei convo about him coming out to his mom!!!!! Im 😭

Couple of years ago i was why is this radio always playing unstoppable by sia on the radio. But now that my job is pissing me off im kike THATs wHY. UNSTOPPABLE TODAAAAYYY before work??? It works.

Got a gift card for a 100$ to a bookstore. This week i was like i cant just let this card hang in this book. And did something with it. Now i can not find it anywhere and i literally cant stop thinking about it. I know i have to stop thinking and ill randomly find it but also im like HOW WHERE WHY

I think whats more depressing to me than being alone on valentines day is realising literally no one i know in a relationship is celebrating. Like yall dont want an excuse to celebrate your relationship? Seems wild to me. Again, i have unrealistic standards i guess.

Bitch i feel bad bc i was truly praying for his downfall but i didnt expect him to fall apart like this. I just didnt want him perfect. Hes such an impressive skater that was a hard watch. Him and adam and yuma??? It was insane to watch them all crumble. Hated it actually lol

wait i looooooved the Prince one. unstoppable if he did his jump well but he was soo fun to watch dang

i get that these young men are skinny as hell and their muscles are in their legs but what i want from a dancer or ice skater is that i dont feel like they have twig arms even if they do... the second youre giving twig arms energy you lose me. i cant bear it. like your arms are giving expression.

timeloop hollanov dropped and its on the tuna melt day. truly iconic.

so i have permanent nose pimple.... like it breaks out then it kind of goes down but it stays red until it breaks out then goes down and stay red to then break out again like ????? save me

What is this tag lol "boys love" ???? Is it me or thats a stupid ass tag

Me: omg george mackay where is he i like him lets google what hes up to Upcoming film : Sense & Sensibility The way this shook me to my core... i didnt even know they were making a remake. And obvs hes edward lol perfect casting. Yoo i cant wait. Idk if they can improve the other But!!

everytime somebody uses russian in a fic im like... yes i know this is a term of endearment and i can probably continue reading but if you dont think i nEED to know whether its "baby" or "darling" or "sunshine" of "sweetheart" or "my love" like you bet your ass im googling it.

BIIIITCH, I KNEW SHE WOULD BRING THE RED BACK FOR THE OLYMPICS!!!! ICON

Japanese skaters just have IT for me. I think we have the same taste. I watch them go and im always in love with their glide its insane. This guy just bailed on his triple and im love with his skating it truly doesnt matter to me

For me??? Nah. Keep that shit away from me.

insanity me reading a 21k fic on a ship im like just curious about and kind of hating it but i wanted to know how it would like end up. and the ending was sooooooo not close to wtv i like as an ending. i can not believe i spent time on this Lol

Thinking about my colleague starting her chatgpt story with "we are anti-AI but" and finishing with "but it was to kid around i dont use it ....except for like this work thing.... and this other work thing..And also this work thing but thats it" Me : 🙃 Like girl then dont say youre Anti .

Might be a hot take but no i dont want a kid nicknaming himself "quad god" to win the gold medal in mens figure skating lol. Its so repulsive i dont even want to think about it.

Watching Glitter and Gold and seeing madison's matador skirt getting the all black treatment broke my heart. Im screaming at the tv. Red but shorter RED BUT SHORTER bc she still does movements with it? So like we lose the effect?! But im starting ep 3 maybe they gonna change things still

Not this girl following me on letterboxed bc we have the same top 4 (one is different but i have mulan and she has beauty and the beast so... same same lol)

Giving Shane Hollander energy right here. 50 goals and bringing back the Stanley Cup??? I belieeeve.

got this cuisinart stand mixer for free at work but they could only find the WHISK attachment??????????? and now im scouring the web and theres literally NO paddle or Dough Hook available anywhere for that model. like PLEASE

Just said that paul mescal might be overexposed to ppl i know watched like maybe one of his movies ..and i realised. Hes been overexposed in my damn house only. Bc i love him. Goodbye.

this game is on another leveeeelll jesus. but also whatS UP WITH OUR STICKS.

remember when jennifer lawrence was everywhere and so like sincere and unbothered and everybody loved her until everybody turned on her bc she was cringe and pick me and now shes back and everybody is like wow shes actually so cool and sincere and unbothered like... yall we really live in a cycle

Im back into hockey in a big way bc of heated rivalry but i want to make sure everybody knows that im just coming home okay. I spent my teenage years sending two pages long emails back and forth with my cousin about which hockey players are the hottest. I had a Price poster in my room. I know ball.

me : god im glad he has a day off but i miss hudson. two secondss later i see this looooool I LOVE HIM. me as hell. same energy if i was holding the olympic flame Fck LOOK AT HIM

I was driving 4 hours today and the book im currently reading is on spotify so i was like lets put this on and the GASP i made when one of the characters had a (sci-fi so unknown but close to) east european accent. It literally made everything better. He sounded so gruff i fkn Loved it

Not the threee year hiatus. Shoutout! Fighters. I would just call it a day and hope ppl forgot about it.

is this a reference i dont get bc iiiii -

When you're trying to forget your years old situationship but his manager is Yuna Hollander so you see his face everywhere... #HeatedRivalry

Hollanov cuddles sketch :P #hollanov #heatedrivalry #art #shanehollander #ilyarosanov

I loooove when joe looks bad. Bc when he looks good my brain can not compute. I hate the blond.

Going into work like wow none of these people know about what im doing everytime im not currently working. (looking at every crumb from heated rivalry and the actors i can get)

i keep reading fics about how montreal voyageurs dont fuck with shane being gay so he gets traded and im scared its an actual storyline from the long game (im ignoring it i want to watch season 2 first) and it breaks my heart bc the MONTREAL TEAM? thats my team. these are my BOYS. dont be like that

Waiiiit i might fuck with this bruno mars song

me cheating on my hairdresser bc she literally can not cut my hair the way i want by taking a chance on a random salon and random hairdresser for my hair tomorrow. i truly dont know what ill look like at 1 tomorrow but YOLO like i could travel to a queer hairdresser downtown but im too lazy so

every week i share fuck AI posts on my stories but ppl still keep sending me ai shit in my dms. and im not gonna fight everyone everytime but its like. please just... understand that im not interested and never will be.

i just saw some of the letterboxed reviews of hudson willians from his now deleted account and hes iconic likeeeeee telling the TRUTH out here and hes clearly a film nerd. but like tina fey said on las cultch "authenticity is expensive and dangerous"

harry styles we need you back in the studio in 2026 or i mean not even in the studio. like you better reLEASING

Every week im like im gonma arrive early even if my first class is later and every week my whole body shuts down at the first alarm and is like fuck you theres no need. Like ??? My body is not built for early mornings fr.

my gender reveal party

Everybody at work so excited to ask me what i read during vacation bc i made a big thing about reading a lot during my summer vacations. and the truth is i did not really read that much. We did other things. And watched movies and also READ LOTS OF FANFICTION so i was like yeah idk. No reading.

god i love having a weird little obsession. Im sleeping at night thinking about them. I get up in the morning thinking about them. Get ready for work thinking about them. And if im thinking about them im not thinking about the rest. Its peaceful 😇

going back to work AND doing dishes this week? i feel lik e yall are asking too much

Honestly living for built in subcriptions to hollanov fics. Some from authors still writing steddie and some authors i forgot existed for years that now pop up in the heated rivalry fandom. Its the gift that keeps on giving.

Told my parents i wanted to move for a cheaper place and first thing my dad said was "you can move here in the meantime while you plan your next move" and its nice but it just literally sent me in a spiral 😅 that thought depresses me fr and i see my parents all the time. But girl no im doing that.

not this in the summary "This is an EXPLICIT story for adults only." just tag it and rate it baby. we can figure it out also... heated rivalry was an erotica novel before being a sexual show like? whos on the ship thread like im just a kid i dont want to read smut :( i sure hope they wARN ME

I know saying i dont hate noah schnapp with a passion is taboo but i want to hear his thoughts on heated rivalry. Like millie? Hop on live, call him and tell us