The book club pick this month is mostly smut and im trying to like finish it so im always putting it on (audiobook) and often im like zero in the mood so its like.... okay spare some plot please?

We did it 🤩🥰😇

Having a depressive episode weekend. And my mom said "they need to win tonight huh?" And i was like 😅😅😅 highkey yes. Like HABS yall would have to win anyways but TONIGHT of all nights FOR MY PERSONAL mental health. We kinda need this loooll

Im having like a depressive episode today and i told my mom "idk im in a bad mood today for no reason" and shes like "there must be a reason" and i was like "well mom i dont want to get into it right now" and she went "did you get into a fight with your brother?" We went to a hockey game yesterday

The way rozanov always comes up in game changers like rachel loves him lol. This is the first book and somehow everybody is already making jabs thinking scott could be dating ilya like???? Foreshadowing ilyas queer ass

Getting both a sweaty peloton ad and a sexy man in laufeys music video from Hudson AND having Connor's short film released on the same day ?? What a day

Opening my book and realising i put it down mid fuck i cant. Was it that late or the sex scene just didnt hit loooool

The other day i was like i have 500 apps and theres some recent ones i use a lot on the last pages let me rearrange a couple of things. DONT DO IT. turns out i was fine swiping 6 times. Now i cant find anything

Im so confused at how ive been treating my mugs and bowls. In the last day i had to throw away a cracked bowl and a cracked mug and i can not remember when the fuck would i have damaged them? The bowl split in two

You gotta be vigilant

The hudson williams fixation i have rn is literally insane. I think i snoozed 5 times today and every single time i woke up to snooze i was somehow already thinking of him. I dont even know what i was thinking about except for him.

the way i started reading a fic i know will HIT earlier and was like i actually cant be reading this today i might not survive it. first official day of my period. sunday before going to back to work after a week off. im too fragile

Dyou ever finish a fic and go "wow im gonna kill myself" likeeeeeeeeeee ugggghhhh love is so beautiful and i dont HAVE IT? i dont even kNOW what it is????? Like truly how is romance my favorite genre when sometimes it makes me want to literally die????!!!!! Anyways.

my march break is running out like tomorrow is friday and ive been stressed about appartment hunting the whole damn week. :( please make me win the lottery so i can not go back to work on Monday, signing a damn expensive ass lease and finally relax. likek even while reading fics im tense.

one of the best hollanov fics ive read yet is someone whos anonymous. im just gratefull they all put their fics in a series so im not left searching for another one but im also likek hey youre great whats up with being anonymous on here.

not me finding out the book i pre ordered is out and my bookstore has 3 copies of it but didnt call me about it ???? :(

The Boyfriend really gives a japanese perspective on being a gay man. The way they talk about coming out is so different. The fkn huwei convo about him coming out to his mom!!!!! Im 😭

Couple of years ago i was why is this radio always playing unstoppable by sia on the radio. But now that my job is pissing me off im kike THATs wHY. UNSTOPPABLE TODAAAAYYY before work??? It works.

Got a gift card for a 100$ to a bookstore. This week i was like i cant just let this card hang in this book. And did something with it. Now i can not find it anywhere and i literally cant stop thinking about it. I know i have to stop thinking and ill randomly find it but also im like HOW WHERE WHY

I think whats more depressing to me than being alone on valentines day is realising literally no one i know in a relationship is celebrating. Like yall dont want an excuse to celebrate your relationship? Seems wild to me. Again, i have unrealistic standards i guess.

Bitch i feel bad bc i was truly praying for his downfall but i didnt expect him to fall apart like this. I just didnt want him perfect. Hes such an impressive skater that was a hard watch. Him and adam and yuma??? It was insane to watch them all crumble. Hated it actually lol

wait i looooooved the Prince one. unstoppable if he did his jump well but he was soo fun to watch dang

i get that these young men are skinny as hell and their muscles are in their legs but what i want from a dancer or ice skater is that i dont feel like they have twig arms even if they do... the second youre giving twig arms energy you lose me. i cant bear it. like your arms are giving expression.

timeloop hollanov dropped and its on the tuna melt day. truly iconic.

so i have permanent nose pimple.... like it breaks out then it kind of goes down but it stays red until it breaks out then goes down and stay red to then break out again like ????? save me

What is this tag lol "boys love" ???? Is it me or thats a stupid ass tag

Me: omg george mackay where is he i like him lets google what hes up to Upcoming film : Sense & Sensibility The way this shook me to my core... i didnt even know they were making a remake. And obvs hes edward lol perfect casting. Yoo i cant wait. Idk if they can improve the other But!!

everytime somebody uses russian in a fic im like... yes i know this is a term of endearment and i can probably continue reading but if you dont think i nEED to know whether its "baby" or "darling" or "sunshine" of "sweetheart" or "my love" like you bet your ass im googling it.

BIIIITCH, I KNEW SHE WOULD BRING THE RED BACK FOR THE OLYMPICS!!!! ICON

Japanese skaters just have IT for me. I think we have the same taste. I watch them go and im always in love with their glide its insane. This guy just bailed on his triple and im love with his skating it truly doesnt matter to me

For me??? Nah. Keep that shit away from me.

insanity me reading a 21k fic on a ship im like just curious about and kind of hating it but i wanted to know how it would like end up. and the ending was sooooooo not close to wtv i like as an ending. i can not believe i spent time on this Lol

Thinking about my colleague starting her chatgpt story with "we are anti-AI but" and finishing with "but it was to kid around i dont use it ....except for like this work thing.... and this other work thing..And also this work thing but thats it" Me : 🙃 Like girl then dont say youre Anti .

Might be a hot take but no i dont want a kid nicknaming himself "quad god" to win the gold medal in mens figure skating lol. Its so repulsive i dont even want to think about it.

Watching Glitter and Gold and seeing madison's matador skirt getting the all black treatment broke my heart. Im screaming at the tv. Red but shorter RED BUT SHORTER bc she still does movements with it? So like we lose the effect?! But im starting ep 3 maybe they gonna change things still

Not this girl following me on letterboxed bc we have the same top 4 (one is different but i have mulan and she has beauty and the beast so... same same lol)

Giving Shane Hollander energy right here. 50 goals and bringing back the Stanley Cup??? I belieeeve.

got this cuisinart stand mixer for free at work but they could only find the WHISK attachment??????????? and now im scouring the web and theres literally NO paddle or Dough Hook available anywhere for that model. like PLEASE

Just said that paul mescal might be overexposed to ppl i know watched like maybe one of his movies ..and i realised. Hes been overexposed in my damn house only. Bc i love him. Goodbye.

this game is on another leveeeelll jesus. but also whatS UP WITH OUR STICKS.

remember when jennifer lawrence was everywhere and so like sincere and unbothered and everybody loved her until everybody turned on her bc she was cringe and pick me and now shes back and everybody is like wow shes actually so cool and sincere and unbothered like... yall we really live in a cycle

Im back into hockey in a big way bc of heated rivalry but i want to make sure everybody knows that im just coming home okay. I spent my teenage years sending two pages long emails back and forth with my cousin about which hockey players are the hottest. I had a Price poster in my room. I know ball.

me : god im glad he has a day off but i miss hudson. two secondss later i see this looooool I LOVE HIM. me as hell. same energy if i was holding the olympic flame Fck LOOK AT HIM

I was driving 4 hours today and the book im currently reading is on spotify so i was like lets put this on and the GASP i made when one of the characters had a (sci-fi so unknown but close to) east european accent. It literally made everything better. He sounded so gruff i fkn Loved it

Not the threee year hiatus. Shoutout! Fighters. I would just call it a day and hope ppl forgot about it.

is this a reference i dont get bc iiiii -

When you're trying to forget your years old situationship but his manager is Yuna Hollander so you see his face everywhere... #HeatedRivalry

Hollanov cuddles sketch :P #hollanov #heatedrivalry #art #shanehollander #ilyarosanov

I loooove when joe looks bad. Bc when he looks good my brain can not compute. I hate the blond.

Going into work like wow none of these people know about what im doing everytime im not currently working. (looking at every crumb from heated rivalry and the actors i can get)