Feels like all I do is cry anymore. It is so hard to be hopeful. I keep getting kicked while I’m down and my life is making me feel like a fool for ever having hope.

Sending this to all the puppies in the polycule

I’m so lucky and so thankful for all the love in my life. I miss you already @winniepup.bsky.social 🐶💕

Feeling a lil cute today :3

I’m really struggling to figure out a way to record vocals while living in an apartment. If I want to use a real microphone, seems like I’m gonna have to be at my computer. Our walls are thin, and there’s a baby upstairs. It’s killing me to sit on these recordings that are unfinished.

Breaking out of Insignificance Crawling upwards Iridescent breath

Not to add to the discourse or anything… But I strongly believe cis lesbians have no business telling trans people what we are or how we can identify Mind your damn business

Wasting time Thinking of you Always more than I wanted to

Pictured: a girl trying her best

I feel like I have completely and totally bombed every social interaction I’ve had today Sorry I’m like this idk

I am so fucking tired of this life.

You’ll find my body somewhere at the bottom of the river, between Vega & Altair. We return to our mistakes for they wait patiently for us. I have lived my life so uncomfortably.

I played some bass today. I miss being in a band. #bassist #diy #punkgrrl

creating a beautiful sandwich and then crying the whole time you eat it because you put your whole soul and passion into it

Bass VI fuzz worship #stonerdoom #diymusic #bassist

Bass VI gain staging #skramz #stonerdoom #fuzzworship

Snippet of the new song, “I Cannot Wait For You,” by Slugmother

Snippet of the new song, “I Cannot Wait For You,” by Slugmother

Finally, finally…. Exclusively on BandCamp The debut single is here slugmother.bandcamp.com/track/i-cann...

I’m in New York now. Finally making more progress on #SlugmotherEP !

I said yes to @pastelzafara.bsky.social 🩷🩷🩷

I’m still living, laughing, and loving (feat. 🌞) #instaxpal

Goth green Mama now 💚

New hair preview! Went with a “green-black”, my stylist did a great job! I’ll wash it in a couple days and see how it took :3

Today is my birthday, and more than anything I just wish I wasn’t spending it sad, broke, and alone

Got vocals done on two tracks today! #SlugmotherEP is coming along nicely :3

Listening to music that makes me wanna drink I don’t drink But my life makes me want to

I’m gonna sad post, and I wanna make it clear I have no intentions of hurting myself But I’m getting tired of life again. It is so exhausting being alive and I barely have energy to take care of myself, let alone create, or have fun. I can’t even rest well anymore. But I still have to work.

I finally watched I Saw The TV Glow. I’ve been crying for thirty minutes since it ended. There is no amount of retribution that could ever be appropriate for those who deny trans joy; for those who deny us our identity, our truth. There Is Still Time 🖤🏳️‍⚧️🖤

Finally got lyrics done for “I Cannot Wait For You,” from the upcoming Slugmother EP!! Hoping to get some recording done this week, and I’m very excited to finally release these songs.

no more fear no more pain only gamecube harvest moon cow

Honestly kinda feeling cute lately :3

Warning: this photo I had just taken a dab and do not feel the least bit cute

“Maggotcrusher” snippet #1 Probably the 1st track on the upcoming Slugmother EP #indiemusic #independentsrtists #metal #alternative #skramz #diy #slugmother

Kitty cat sleeping on me :3

Having a cozy day in 🖤

Girls Living Outside Society’s Shit

Got another song (mostly) recorded today! Would yall be interested in me posting some snippets?

I think I am finally going to finish the Slugmother EP I’ve been writing. I haven’t felt very inspired lately, but after yesterday I feel it is supremely important to keep making queer art and putting it out there. I was sad, now I’m angry.

I know it’s just an EO; it will take time for these things to be put into law and then enacted, but god I’m scared.

If you need help.

This basically is exactly how I feel.

I don’t care how good that Dave Chappelle monologue was, he was and will always be a transphobe.

These are my tomatoes 😍 I grew them myself from seed with no instruction or advice. They were so yummy! It made me feel so good to grow something myself and then get to eat it. I’ll have a farm some day ❤️ #gardening #produce #vegetables

I didn’t post this one on the spicy account because of the stubble, but I’m like still so fucking pretty???

Pickup my guitar today; I’m really hopeful to finish the first Slugmother EP by March.

I know I haven’t posted anything in awhile, but unfortunately I haven’t felt much like creating lately. Here’s hoping the muse returns one day soon 🖤

I think I might be a Zink Mini Splatling main 👀😳 #splatoon #splatoon3 #nintendoswitch