Unfortunately the perfectionism demons have got to me again and I'm redoing the character sprites from scratch.

Unfortunately I kinda want to just start completely fresh with the RPG Maker game instead of continuously changing the current one.

I USED to have lore that involved Damian's hair becoming white after being turned into a vampire, but I scraped it because I felt it limited character design for my vampires too much. So the reason his hair is two-toned like that is literally just because he bleaches it that way.

Hm. I was supposed to do driving practice today but it's raining. I have a feeling it'll get cancelled again.

Funny side effect of AI plagarists being so commonplace now is that I have some begrudging respect for regular run of the mill art thieves. Like, they had to put in SOME work to be shitty. Meanwhile the former is too lazy to even do that and just resorts to Automatic Theft Machine 9000.

I always feel like the sprites in my RPG maker game are simultaneously too simple and too complex and I blame the fact that the tile sizes keep gradually getting larger and more difficult to work with in each RPG Maker engine. Sometimes smaller is better and less overwhelming to work with.

It is the last day of trans awareness week and international men's day and I have been trying to make a thread about my complex feelings on being a transmasc nonbinary person without it getting too long. I have been failing.

I keep on doomscrolling and I really need to stop doing that.

Well I finally made an eye exam appointment after literal years of not updating my prescription. Unfortunately my insurance doesn't cover the actual glasses part though. So now I think I may have to look up how much glasses cost by the time December rolls around.

I'm trying to make maps for my RPG maker project and idk how town layouts work.

Something I've realized recently is that while I wished I passed as male better, I have never wished to have been born cis. I just want to be read as male while still being trans.

I like being trans. There's no catch to this, I just genuinely enjoy being a trans nonbinary person.

Being trans is an interesting experience because the trans part specifically is awesome, but also I worry every day some repugnant jackass will do something terrible to me for daring to exist in a way they disliked.

I started learning how to drive so I could have an easier time going out and job hunting but lately I'm just getting more and more worried that I'll just automatically be considered unhirable due to being visibly trans. Anyway reminder that I have commissions open: ko-fi.com/damianivoryv...

I kinda want to attempt a low poly 3D model again. Not by finishing the one I already started in blender though. I kinda want to see if I can make one in Blockbench actually.

I'm gonna need the world to become a little less unfair soon or else I am going lose it.

Rethinking the basic story concept of my game rn because I feel like a lot of it isn't really... cohesive. Like the primary character you play as is a monster hunter, but the monster hunting stuff is only there to push the real plot forward. The actual gameplay involves fighting enemies (ones that-

Malcolm Ingram is trying to re-release Small Town Gay Bar, a really valuable documentary from the 00s about...well, small town gay bars in Mississippi. They have to rebuy all music rights etc. 10 days left, they're at 20k of 53k. Please give em a shout. www.kickstarter.com/projects/163...

Please support blender! you don't need to yar har this software or deal with Autodesk or adobe, it should stay free with people's help!

Rather than be seen as a "pushover" for paying his staff what he OWED them, this CEO would rather be seen as an incompetent loser who can't even think for himself as he asks an LLM how to scam his employees out of their earned bonuses www.pcgamer.com/gaming-indus...

Once again thinking about making a comic or possibly a visual novel instead of an RPG.

The Salvation Army are a hate group. Do not forget that this winter.

I recently listened to some Castlevania OSTs and ngl it makes me kinda want to inject some Castlevania influence into my music. It'll probably be good for me too because I feel like I've been taking too much inspiration from UTDR.

If you have issues finding safe spaces among streams for LGBT+ people or those with disabilities may I suggest checking www.peer2peer.live It's a discoverability tool that streamers can apply for & set a multitude of tags up for easy searching It's managed by Trans Lifeline so you know it's good!

I've been trying to think of things to spend the birthday money I've got on. So far I'm thinking a razor (I'll need to look more presentable if I'm gonna look for a job) and some steam gift cards. I think I can probably manage both since it is $40.

Deltarune voiceclaim video but it's the most controversial takes on the characters I've picked up from watching various Let's Plays.

This'll hopefully be my last day of practice driving before I take tge road test, so like. Wish me luck I guess.

If I had a way to sort which one of my posts had the most likes, I'd probably measure it tha way. However I don't, so instead I'll just measure it through how many direct compliments my OCs have gotten. So probably Damian, with Selene being in second place.

It's time to buckle up and actually get through those backlogs, soldiers.

Tasneem gofund.me/967dc9ee

I usually share a new Palestinian account every day but today I am going to do a thread of people I’ve already verified impacted by the recent flooding in Gaza. If you can help any of these families- many who lost everything again- please do. edition.cnn.com/2025/11/14/m...

steam is apparently allowing "this game had AI in it that it didn't disclose" as a valid return statement, so if you or anyone you know actually paid $70 for slop, get that money back

I wish Microsoft would stop being evil. I keep yearning for the mines.

Shoulder Angel and Shoulder Devil Chatbot App. The Devil gives you dogshit advice. You'd think the Angel balances it all out but no he also gives you dogshit advice because they're both still AI.

Idolatry aside, spiritual advice coming from an AI chatbot sounds like a bad idea especially after every major controversy surrounding chatbots lately. This genuinely could get someone killed, again.

A lot of advice for encoding overload errors is to set the FPS at 30 but mine was already at 30... I don't really think I want to go any lower than that...

Tried to troubleshoot OBS's encoding errors and it has caused a brand new, honestly much worse issue to occur (recorded video files do not show up anywhere after recording has concluded).

I am LIVE starting some art style challenge stuff :3 Youtube: www.youtube.com/live/j24__8P... Twitch: twitch.tv/damianivoryvt

remember that, especially going into the holiday season, even if you can’t support an artist financially — boosting their posts (esp when theyre marketing!) with kind lil comments or a repost can truly mean a lot! 🥹🫶🏼 it genuinely costs $0.00 to support artists in these trying times!!!!

Thinking about it, I think the most consistently I've ever streamed was just... one day every week on Fridays. I may just have to settle for doing that again. This means I may go live today in a few hours, let's see.

One of our dogs has arthritis and can't get up and down the couch by himself. Sometimes when I help him up the other dog will look at me expectantly as if I don't know that: 1. He can get up and down just fine. 2. He WILL get mad at me for picking him up.

Anything that's a basic human right (food, water, shelter, etc) should be free. Either this or implement UBI. Genuinely I think a lot of problems would be solved if no one had to worry about affording the right to live.

We need more big streamers doing this type of stuff. If you have a big platform, or any platform, use it for good.

Nice.

I think I enjoy scripting and editing for Shorts more than I do longform videos... At the very least I can actually finish them.

Painted some concept art for an environment in my game, and I can confirm: I still can't paint. Or draw environments.

Thinking about attempting a 3D model again but for like. an art style challenge video specifically.