Eloise has definitely learned her lesson. Some ink in forbidden places. Uncensored version is exclusively on patreon 🪶💦 #bridgerton #polin

Colin is NOT chaotic, thank you very much. Until he falls in love with Penelope. During the Olympics, Chaos Colin is about to make some realizations about himself, his feelings for Pen, and…luge? “Luge-ing It,” a new Polin fic by me! Enjoy! archiveofourown.org/works/80238986 #polinfics

Switched from reading a regency fic to a modern fic, but my brain hadn't made the transition yet. When it said Anthony was on his phone, I was like...wait what? That's when my brain finally caught up. Lol

I'm so fucking sick of AI.

I need people to hate on AI harder, actually.

*cough cough* @katofkanals.bsky.social

Heyoooooo! For our monthly fic club this month we are reading "but they were real to me" by the incomparable @icarlysoldmyson.bsky.social. I promised dear Mina that when the last chapter was published I'd go back and reread the whole thing and live tweet it here. 🧵

Thank you for understanding. 🙏🏻🫶🏻🧡 #polinfics

Was so excited to watch the new music video for #Opalite today since it's my favorite song from TLOAS. But unfortunately I got rid of Spotify Premium after their ICE ad campaign as well as funding AI weapons drones. Well, sucks for me. Taylor decided to not post the music video on YouTube,

I really miss my boy tonight. Sometimes I curl up with the box that holds his ashes and just weep. I'm still trying to figure out life without him.

I never publish something with this kind of turnaround, but I ended up in a writing frenzy last night and I'm publishing it today. I don't even have a moodboard for you yet. 🫣 If He Won't, Someone Else Will A Polin Kisscam Story archiveofourown.org/works/789702... #polinfics

calling them “the jesus fandom” from now on 😭

#Polin #whoremembers #freak4freak

It shouldn't take the worst of humanity for the best of humanity to show up.

Commissions for edits and one-shots are now open. If that's something you'd be interested in, it would really help me out. 🫶 ko-fi.com/hp13creates/...

Damn, sometimes a shower dance party to your favorite playlist is just the thing to boost your mental health on a bad day. Highly recommend.

This hack is working so far if anyone else wants to avoid spoilers on Twitter. You can unmute after Wednesday.

Happy Holidays to the lovely @hypomanicpainter.bsky.social! I hope you had a joyful holiday season. Please enjoy this gift inspired by your prompt. I hope you like it! Thank you for all you do for this community! 🫶🏻 archiveofourown.org/works/77483926 #Presents4Polin #WhistledownWinter #polinfics

I'm pissed the fuck off. You know what? I hope all the people posting leaks on Twitter are the same people who got pissed when the S3 trailer spoiled that it was Colin's dream, because y'all deserved it if you're gonna turn around and share spoilers everywhere. FUCK YOU GUYS.

If you're looking to read a fic themed to NYE today, might I recommend mine? A look at Polin's relationship and how it grows and changes over the course of 11 NYEs. It is also, quite possibly, my favorite thing I've ever written. Happy New Year! 🥳 🎆🍾 archiveofourown.org/works/62644537 #polinfics

I'm doing the 13 wishes ritual and I'm trying to move toward the new year in hope, but I got some bad news today, that has shaken my already unstable foundation I've been trying to build on. I'm still trying to remain hopeful, but it just got another more difficult with this news.

Sometimes it feels like the entire world just wants you to shut the fuck up and stop annoying everyone.

Not Chewy customer service making me cry. (Good tears) 😭😭😭

Since becoming a minimalist I've gotten so much better at not making purchases on impulse. The two areas where I fail (regardless of the lack of money in my bank account) are experiences/trips for myself, and gifts for others. All this to say I went a wee bit overboard on Christmas. 🫣

Theatre people are meant to be night owls. It's too fecking (been watching Derry Girls) early. Genuinely how did I have a job where I commuted for an hour and had to be there at 3AM for nearly 2 years? It's 8:30AM with a 10 minute commute for one day and I'm miserable. Lol

the feeling after you’re done writing a fic

10AM: Need to go out and do some Christmas shopping. 12PM: Finally takes shower. 1PM: Maybe I'll take a nap and go tomorrow instead...

Me in the mornings when I don't hear Strider howling for treats.

Me today at work vs me in bed at 1:30 AM.

I am exhausted in every possible way. Life is heavy. I'm treading water, but I keep getting pushed under over and over again. I'm gasping for air. It's all I can do to keep pulling breath into my lungs and stay afloat. I'm desperately clinging to every scrap of joy I can find, and praying for hope.

As both an enneagram 8 and a Capricorn, nothing pains me more than asking for help—However, times have been hard both emotionally and financially as of late, so I made a kofi account. I won't beg, but I wanted you to know it's in my bio. Anything is a blessing. Thank you. 🧡

Guys. Guys. GUYS. My talented and wonderful friend @avimatic.bsky.social made IRL versions of Sock Colin and Sock Penelope (SocColin and Socknelope? Idk, we’ll workshop the names) from Do Not Separate! Look how precious they are! I’m a puddle that something I wrote exists in three dimensions😭

Annoyed I can't go on Twitter right now if I don't wanna see spoilers. Meanwhile I'm waking up not knowing what Nicola wore to stage door last night! I hate this.

PSA: It is perfectly acceptable to enjoy your fave and give zero fucks about their partners. Some of y'all should try it. And if you feel strongly about their partner you can yell about it with your bestie or in your group chat, not on the timeline. Just FYI.

Coming home after a (nearly) 16 hour workday and taking my bra off:

My depression every December 1 for no goddamn reason:

Ok, but seriously though. How do adults make friends? Not online friends, but actual living breathing human beings in your area who want to spend time with you? I'm an ambivert and I treasure my alone time for reading and writing, but I need socialization and do not know how to find it. I'm lonely.

Raise your hand if you feel like everyone secretly hates you and/or is annoyed by you and that's why you're alone.

Sometimes I think of jumping off of very tall somethings or whatever Taylor Swift said.

Considering I lost my 21 year old cat earlier this week, I've been handling it better than I ever thought myself capable of. That being said, I woke up feeling very very sad today. I really miss him.

I HATE NOVEMBER. I HATE NOVEMBER. I HATE NOVEMBER.

*taps mic*....Is this thing on? We're back with our favorite voice actor. Chapter 4 of Until Next Time is up now! #polinfics archiveofourown.org/works/717089...

🚨🚨🚨IMPORTANT INFO🚨🚨🚨 Bluesky users please beware of a scam that just reached my chat requests. I've reported the account as well as sending an email to the @support.bsky.team . If you get a chat request from the account make sure you DO NOT CLICK THE LINK. Block and report the account in the pic.

#WIPWednesday #polinfics

Wrote 2000 words of a new fic today. I'm back in the saddle again.

I quit.