SHIT KEEPS HAPPENING PART ?????? I MIGHT BE GETTING SICK 😭

the tea im drinking is not only making my throat hurt more, but is also making my headache worse! i hate sudden and severe pressure changes

wish i could do this

i need more squeaky toys of my fav characters. smilk get over here i need to lobotomize you

THE HORRORS RETURNS???? I SWEAR IT STOPPED TWO DAYS AGO. IT HURTS SO MUCH WORSE

i have GOT to stop consuming dairy oh my god

im being told to stop looking at my big puppy clown but i cant bring myself to do it

⁉️ #crk

computer BETRAYED ME and didnt connect my headphones and BLASTED the start of a background video at 8:30. MY ROOMMATES ARE SLEEPING. I DO NOT WANT TO WAKE THEM WITH MIDWEST MAGIC CLEANING!!!!!!!!

its the way i fought thru my gabapentin to read more fanfic

sometimes i wish i were more convincing as a kid to go into ballet. i was super active as a kiddo!! i did a lot of gymnastics and wanted to try ballet once the novelty of tumbling wore off. and now im . well. i embraced the weird kid title and retreated to the internet as soon as i was allowed LOL

puppy dragon monster thing that can Totally kill u if he looks at u wrong but he would cry if you get even a paper cut. literally me!!! #thefreakcircus #tfc #tfcpierrot

Tw noncon , drugging . . Smc should drug pvc and fuck him stupid,,er,, pvc asking smc what's happening and he cant stop drooling on himself and sm is just touching him all over,,, pvc SPENDS DAYS drugged up and used as smc's personal toy, smc would put his tentacles through every hole pv has ooughh

ok my period has officially won this is all i can muster for now for #fountfriday #cookiecum

ough tummy hurty. lock toes and toddler ants

i want tr to kick shadowmilk whenever he does something tr doesn’t like. hmmm bruises on his tummy……. always flinching when tr wants to touch him!! hahhh ,,,

pet shadow milk….

i figured out why i like pierrot so much despite harlequin literally being my perfect downfall. pierrot is literally me. hes Just me. except taller and prettier so he gets away with it more

drip drip

Crashing out so hard you become a doll that terrorizes everyone except your bf who lugs you around for enrichment. Aka more Shamimi mental illness, this time dollification. #shadowvanilla #pureshadow #puremilk #kink #nonsexualkink

"Mad... You think I've gone mad? No no no no no... I am simply enlightened! MORE THAN ENLIGHTENED!" #CookieRun #CookieRunKingdom #ShadowMilkCookie

dont get fixated on anything a day or two before your drug therapy btw i just had to fight off visions of harlequin and jester for the first half of my session while on a higher dose than normal and within minutes of getting my saline i knocked out Hard

fucked up mimi drinking so much blood while fucking/being fucked and moaning blood leaking out of his mouth snd down the both of them it could be shadowcest it could be pv it could be tr it could be Anybody... his partner getting drained so much that they get all weak and wobbly and cumming nonstop

I need sm self harming in ways pv wasnt entirely prepared for Pulling his own nails off, biting through his finger joints, scratching at himself until hes digging nails between tendons and sinew, slamming his head against pillars until he collapses and his skull is shattered and visible

porch a' geese (portuguese)

you would think id be at least pretty halfway decent at drawing ruffs by this point

Watch the curtain fall #crkspoilers #shadowmilkcookie #crkupdate #crk

beautiful man...... #purevanilla #purevanillacookie

ok its actually so bad i need to draw these stupid fucking clowns

u guys need to remember that every time u draw a hot guy u could make him hotter by making him trans

i need to draw more wings methinks. but rn? nap. and after? draw porn after meal. and then fantasize about sexual psycho clowns

i hope science and body modification accelerates significantly in my lifetime so i can be the most inhuman thing possible. please give me sharp teeth and an impossibly long tongue and a tail and wings even if theyre useless for flight and paws and change my eyes so i can see in the dark and

I mean this so lovingly as someone who has had to do this: If you have triggers, wait like 24 hours after an update and then check Does The Dog Die

me when i start crying bcmy therapist told me the world is better w me in it

\\tw cannibalism me trying to explain to all my friends why eating someones body parts is so romantic and hot and symbolic and why gore in general should be in more media as a show of true love

More heat fics should emphasize pv/tr vanilla scent. His scent should be so overwhelming and sickening but also at the same time so sweet. A whiff of it should make anyone’s legs weaken. Inhaling more would have anyone pouncing on him in utter delirium with the main goal of pumping them full of cum.

roomie said hed be interested in reading the leg-consuming-vomit fic after i write it out of pure curiosity and i have half a mind to send him my whole ao3 account even though just the concept of that fic disgusted him 😭

pierrot hypnosis hhuhh who said thaatttl

unfortunately for every fictional crush i have they will be pulled apart and have at least one of their organs removed. something something coming out of the bedroom covered in blood and bites something something you should see the other guy

CRK BY15 SPOILERS i can still hear her voice.......... (please devsis make this canon, it would be so funny) #shadowmilkcookie #crkspoilers

i draw pure vanilla in totally normal circumstances #purevanilla #shadowvanilla #pureshadow

everyone needs to stop making arousing and slightly incredibly insane colour coded jester clowns. i can so easily imagine a stripper wearing a tight body suit and a lovely little ruff with bells attached to it and i WOULD pay for a lap dance from them

ughh im getting so many ideas from this!! if every timeline is torn asunder, if it wont matter in the end, wont he have free reign to do... anything he likes? pry away every version of pv from every version of himself and taking his time breaking him in different ways..!!

i am SO interested to see how sm will fall apart more and more. i wonder if hell try to make pvs life a living hell. will he pull along a recluse from a different timeline~? he seems obsessed enough to do so after all!!

"REWRITE IT ALL! THERE'S ONLY ONE MAIN CHARACTER. STICK TO THE SCRIPT. THE STAR OF THE UNIVERSE HAS ARRIVED!" #CookieRun #CookieRunKingdom #ShadowMilkCookie

CRK BY15 SPOILERS If broken and insane, why pretty- #shadowmilkcookie #purevanillacookie #shadowvanilla #crkspoilers

ah. The Hunger has taken over. i guess i have to leave my room :(

More art of my light of Truth and light of Deceit! I am currently redesigning them ⭐ #puremilk #pureshadow #shadowvanilla #shadowmilkcookie #purevanillacookie

#shadowmilk #shadowmilkcookie #cookierun #purevanillacookie #cookierunkingdom #shadowvanilla #art

i need him so bad