Guess I really just want to kinda put this out there. Back in 2022 I dieted super hard. Went from 355 to 298. Having that "2" in the 100's decimal was monumental to me. My diet ended in late 2023. Between depression and then a horrific physical accident I sadly went back up to 351 by 2025 cont.

Hope you all have fun at MFF, I will sadly be skipping this year due to some personal stuff going on. Will miss seeing you all. Remember the 621 rule! Be safe out there!

The bou is confirmed for FTO and MFF :3

The caribou will probably be more absent than usual. I just need a disconnect for a little bit.

I am so tired but cant sleep. Im just so exhausted by everything. I want to turn everything off and exist in the dark.

Few good notes this week. Got my zepbound approved by insurance (Woo~!) and the bone in my leg is fully healed now. Walking has been way easier lately with my brace and I'm driving again. Can't wait to get back in suit and hit conventions. Really miss seeing my friends.

To those attending AC this weekend. Stay safe. Stay cool. Stay hydrated! and most importantly have fun!

Sorry I've been wo quiet life is kicking my ass right now!

Hey yall. Still alive and kicking just been busy <3

What a lonely weekend this is gonna be.

NOT THE BROKEN LEGGY!! 🧡😭 Comm 1/2 for @scrematownass.bsky.social

The urge to nuke everything and start over grows daily.

"I am adamantly against this current state of affairs," says everyone while continuing to use a platform owned by the current state of affairs because "I don't want to start over :C"

Eggs and balls.

Breaking a sweat 💦 Sketch Commission for @bagelbou.fluff.gay

Like jfc I'd love someone to just curl up against. So much noise going on right now I just need quiet. I haven't been able to sleep in weeks.

Man it feels like I've been so disconnected lately. Now everyone's off at another Con. Going camping for the weekend to keep my mind off things but it's been really hard lately. It's difficult to describe my head space without being sad about it. I'm struggling a lot with the isolation.

All of my cons are on hiatus until I get my Ortho's ok for longer walks. Sorry guys, probably won't be going to anything until late fall/winter at the earliest. May just scrub the year and take a break.

Tell your chubby friends how much you want to fuck them~

Don't talk to the media. Don't talk to the media. Don't talk to the media. They will try to exploit you. Travel in groups. Keep your eyes and ears open, and beware of anyone without conbadges asking questions.

Think I'm really going to start practicing the art of investing time in those who will invest time in me. So many promises, so little follow-through on a lot of peoples ends. Makes me feel like I am just a convenience friend and I'm sick of catering to it.

This whole healing thing has been a big struggle for me. I find it so hard to find happiness anymore but I know it's just temporary while my leg is on the mend. Just not being able to do anything. Can't plan cons, outings, parties. It's been very depressing just ~existing~.

When you add eyelids to a fursuit.

When you can't walk you realize how much shit you miss out on.

:3

Big boys need to feel sexy and loved. Big boys need to be grabbed and teased. Some big boys just want to feel small and vulnerable some times. We are soft and squeezable. Love your big boys hard and fuck them gently.

So much awesome stuff on my timeline lately. I will live vicariously through you all while I'm healing.

Im on pain killers and I am going to be a horny little gremlin about it.

Big caribou cheeks~

Made it out. At home recovering now

Surgery round 2 in an hour. Hopefully this gets me back up on my hooves so I can avoid the glue factory!

Uhg finally. Ortho had a cancellation so my next Surgery date is....This Friday...Bit short notice but I took it. Going to get over this small obstacle and continue living the best bou life!

Having to miss so many cons because of this injury is eating me up. I won't be planning anything until late summer :/

I'm already so done with this week.

Sadly with a 2nd surgery needed on my leg that's going to kill FWA for me. Sorry for everyone who wanted to see me :C This has been really hard on me too.

Happy New Years everyone <3 Love ya'll.

Anyone want to tell me something before 2024 ends? 👉👈

So what they don't tell you when you break a leg is that sometimes the swelling just suddenly gets real fucking angry if you move your leg wrong and that it will prevent you from sleeping in any position. Super thankful that's going on right now. ;_;

Its Christmas time! And as a Caribou its my duty to make sure everyone is happy. Sometimes even the naughty ones like Krampus~ 🎨 ONGI on FA #NSFW #FURRY

Movin' & Groovin' 1+2! Thanks again to @timebombdogart.bsky.social for doing these amazing pieces of my boy. They are absolutely stunning and i couldn't be more happy with how they turned out!

Okay so I'm gonna be posting a lot of progress on Patreon with updates to animations coming in single frames to keep people posted about progress. I wanna keep this place super active. Animated progress will be posted on my Patreon so come join in on the fun! tinyurl.com/5by7uy28

But for now. Together with @scrematownass.bsky.social <3

This is from 2023 but was such a good time <3

Sadly due to leg I will not be at MFF. For those going please be safe! 621 rule and all that. Play responsibly and eat a bagel for me!

So apparantly I like alternative a whole heck of a lot. Thanks spotify!

Sleeping is the hardest part of life right now. Between leg pain, anxiety, and depression i cannot get my body to shut up.

It time of year for state to equitably distribute gifts to young pioneers. 🎅 🎄 #FursuitFriday @cavendishfox.com @r0rek.bsky.social @nunavuttuktu.bsky.social @bagelbou.fluff.gay @furfest.org

Ok let's do this!

So, there is a big life changing interview tomorrow with one of the top technology companies in the world. I'm definitely not freaking out. Wish me luck.