when I'm writing Elf ~1 minute is figuring out what she says and does, ~2 minutes is me typing a bunch of Bull Shit, ~3 minutes is me googling the various five dollar words I included in said bullshit to make sure they're spelled correctly. regular goofs: maintenance, recommend, mischievous!!!

in my dream world I make and release sculpts that shatter and break all the male au ra horns but I name it "Fish & Chips" and use youta's cute face for the thumbnail and everyone has to look at him on the mod site, especially the super srs edgy badass male ra players who also want cool chipped horns

I'm not paying for more character slots but sometimes I miss my catboy G'day Tia... bestie had the slots to keep his older brother G'dafter Nuhn at least

walk til the end

how you know I'm a millennial cusp: I make memes about my hobbies a lot. crankin em out the old fashioned way too, with a simple doodling app I've had on my phone since high school. anyways, this green ink is stubborn af 🖋️

awwwh fuck guys I think they were right, exercise helps ur mental health somewhat. im back on my fencing grind

I gotta do it... I gotta have a Flounder grand opening. then learn blender and work on youta's various silly and meaningful nautical tattoos. and then scale his clothes to the perfect unsnatched waist bod for lads who don't lift. and learn riichi mahjong 😵‍💫 gotta do it all... for him!

youta's hair is one of my favorite happy accidents of his designs. it's always been long and dark, but I frosted the tips on a whim one day then bestie wouldn't let me get rid of them 😆

yotsuyu #ffxiv

wait now that im obsessed with rp hub, plogins come baaaaack so I can gpose mahjong nite for the crew then make it my pinned w/hub link 🔗

i luv rp & i h8 updating my free carrd sites across the 2 accounts needed to get all my guys so. maybe rphub is a good switch! idk i am usually a slow adopter of tech unless some1 rlly sells me on smth. the appeal of only 1 login is nice tho! plus sometimes graphic designs simply Isn't my passion...

vandar pictomancy is so fun it's the most casual & relaxed of her glams, she's just taking a lil art class while on vacation it's a healthy creative outlet it's helping her aggressive urges. she's at the Color Me Mine holding up a pastel kitten figurine like "could a criminal mastermind make this?"

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youta: pink eyes of his family, long black hair like an insp character, frosted tips for a fun casual beachy look! dornn: black eyes with purple-black hair because in an early draft she was going to be goth lol. wyuenna: silver hair bc drow pretty, yellow eyes bc she's NOT drow. vandar: orange tiger

I've consulted with the experts (known werewolf/wolf girl enjoyers, wyuenna rp partners) and our consensus is, I'm definitely onto something

menphina... moon.... dalamud.... loyalty.... forest......... big triangle ears.............. wyuenna...... woona... awoooooona!!! 🐺🌙 I might be onto something

woona dzal chants...

getting weekday drunk and watching dramas, I feel my ancestors smile upon me, this is what it's all abt. im just like those guy at the theatre of dionysus eleuthereus

wait a minute hold on I have 4 main rp characters.... there are 4 players in a game of mahjong......... new highly ambitious gpose idea incoming

I LIVED IT: someone on this web site has an OC with the same name as mine, but theirs is straight 😟 thats allowed but... jarring. startling

don't use xiv as a dating site??? start dating someone cool & normal, then a few months into the relationship that's when you have to entice your partner into playing xiv. use very cute glam to achieve this. before you know it, they Will become very intense about their OCs. speaking from experience

min tail youta bc I think it's very fishie of him. max height max bust dornn w/ >60 muscle, to give vanilla audience a lil hint that she's not rlly so slender. max height max tail min bust vandar because tiger got top surgery & a long tail suits her lanky build. max ear wy bc big trongles are cute!!

just remembered what my youta pfp reminds me of. he's a very rich slorg

I accidentally dyed my hair streak lavender this weekend and I'm being so brave not letting it bother me, reminding myself it will fade to silvery platinum eventually but...... oughhhhhhh. why was I cursed by gods for my humble aspirations, all I wanted was a bit of dark & mysterious bishie swag

white mage hearer wy could've been a thing but nahhhhh. thaumaturge dornn WAS a thing but evolving her to a black mage? she just didn't have what it took I think, to wield aether like that. she could Get there, but just didn't! and then vandarly'i reaper, she loves deals and dealing damage, but idk!

won my first ever game at dyke pool night via carry from bestie... but that still means I'm an undefeated pool champ!! and now I can more realistically write my OCs playing pool lol. vandarly'i can be a SHARK

oh man I love everything... something so beautiful to me was dornn painting vines & roots connecting herself/her aether to her best friend so when he was dealt shock collar damage, it was split between them, he didn't bear it all alone. it was one of the first self sacrificial things she'd ever done

borzoi wyuenna who is an antique store shop dog and sits at a window and get lots of strangers petting her. chow dornn who spends all her time on an expensive blanket on a designer couch. and doberman vandarly'i with floppy ears and a long tail and all heavy duty toys and a harness because she PULLS

I 5got to check my retainers for... 10 months... I had 10 million more gil for making the Flounder than I thought I did... oop

lrp YOUTA god I should make a Flounder grand opening event and have it actually be the one and only time the restaurant actually serves crab rangoons. as a treat

Crab ran so I could goon

when I'm not gaming I may be: practicing HEMA, coording lolita fashion, working on cosplay, traditional ink painting, playing indie ttrpgs, creative writing, participating in my local kink scene, volunteering for food accessibility, attending pagan rituals, watching history/culture analysis videos!!

heavy is the head that holds the crown, heavy is the...

speaking of retcons I still remember Fondly when I was reworking Wy's character and thought I should have Shroud Keepers be part of her story still, was jumping through hoops to not cut the Keepers. and then someone in an rp server said "respectfully, you're playing Gridania Bingo here." I was awed!

I genuinely feel looooaaads better about my novel now that I have cut some things. before you go through & give an oc the gift that is a retcon, or cut things from a draft, it's just a foreboding sense of dread that All the unexamined/internalized bias is hiding there, and that Mid permeates amongus

soooooo I impulsively bought a used mah jong set because I have a camping trip coming up next month and thought it would be fun to learn and play with friends!! was enamoured with this tile color, delicious edible-looking red. but if I want to win then I can't eat the tiles, so I won't, don't worry!

to say my piece, I think "queer is an identity of doing" and "I'm queer even if I'm not having gay sex" are both true. the 'doing' is resisting norms of het/cis/white/able/thin/pretty/etc as an lgbtq+ person politically thru outspoken pride/community support. and having gay sex is one type of pride!

with my superb knowledge of espionage & infiltration, I snuck onto balmung (I have characters who live there lol). I am just a lil troubleshooting and fish shopping away from grand opening, wouldn't that be something!!

hehehehehe I answered for my main ocs, these are pretty good!!!!!! Dornn the Keeper, Wyuenna the Automaton, Vandarly'i the Mastermind.

it's fucked up (pos) that one (1) ballet ticket and one (1) youtube video essay opened my eyes so widely to the fact that my novel wip is just Sleeping Beauty with bugs. and the beauty in question is a masc lesbian who needs saving by my lovely heroine. oh ya my future publicist is going to thank me

oof I rlly thought the flounder would go from remakeplace to real in a night... my hot deals are on balmung why is it congested at 1 am PST on a monday!!! also I 4got that the outside should be decorated too, so got sidetracked making that!!

between my irl career being lots of bookstuff and research and maintaining fairness/balance, and one of my hobbies being sidesword fencing, I'm pretty clearly cut out for red mage!! That, or a culinarian who can't cook and just deals in selling ingredients cuz that's basically my volunteer position!

a little treat 🍬 #art #ffxiv

basically, a nightmare for an elezen is a delicious hearty broth of health and wellness for me

elves: best served in distress

take me back to the night we met [ #ffxiv #ffxivart #ysayle ]

Vamp Fatale 🦇 FFXIV Arcadion

Dornn: "W-what!? Was no one else available? Oh, very well, I can manage." Wyuenna: "I pray for our victory, and shant leave your side until we achieve it." Vandar: "Alrighty, let's be on our worst behavior."

youta "yaku" yatsurugi is back at it again babey (nikki went into maintenance and kicked me out of fortune mahjong)

bro. gpose is hard. rp is hard. sometimes it flows thru me so easymode but other times I really have to Work and then after I sit back and admire all the people cranking new things out like daily even weekly even at all bc it's hard!!!