I..am tired, so god damn tired..

I have been playing an unhealthy amount of Forza Horizon 6, and what I can tell ya it is one hell of a pretty game, and gives me my car fix (I am a total gearhead) and eager to keep playing...might be obsessed

If I’m tanking, I want her to heal me 🫪

Gift for @derpydeino.bsky.social of his Lamp Wolf, Otogi Reuploaded over a fix on a detail I missed. #art #anthro #lampwolf #otogi #derpydeino

Another pinup I got done, this time of my Delphox Kisha, she is such a precious bean artist is Nala like the prior! www.furaffinity.net/user/nalaxa/ #oc #Delphox #pokemon #furry

Another amazing piece of my Worgen DK Raia, this pin up piece was done by Nala www.furaffinity.net/user/nalaxa/ #oc #worldofwarcraft #worgen

What's this another post in a row wow. This time of my proot! One I have had for a little while. Another awesome traditional piece done by my partner North, she's awesome. So here is Retro on a very large cherry #Protogen #ocs

Two pieces I meant to post but low an behold I forgot! It's a pattern Kisha and Kersan Blackheart, two beans done up for pride month last year, as I kinda had a bit of an awakening of sorts and yeah, hope you enjoy the pieces like I do, thanks to my partner North #Delphox #pokemon #Sona #Ocs

Oops I forgot about bsky again, as my apology have Kisha butt old screen I took but I'm gonna try to be more proactive, upload more ect ect, for now enjoy! Model by the awesome @furvoc.bsky.social #Delphox #ocs #pokemon #vrchat

Something is very nice about going back an reviving an old OC one once had eons ago, and giving them a fresh coat of paint and purpose, might show some progress in that here as I work with my lovely wuff in getting more ideas together, some already know what I'm referring too but hey that's the fun!

It doesn't matter how hard I try, I can't seem to snap out of this funk. It's beginning to really affect me something fierce. I just don't know what to do anymore, outside of doing what I should be doing and getting help(I'm getting there I have things to get in order first) I'm sorry everyone...

Man this passed week really hasn't been very kind to me mentally, apologies if I seemed out of it and or not myself..everything decided to just bubble up all at once and just put me in a state of wanting to slink away into that comforting darkness. I'm still here I guess though so there's that!

Quick meme video for: @exso.bsky.social @kersan.bsky.social @derpydeino.bsky.social @rosienaps.bsky.social Original audio from Happy Roadkill’s video on YouTube. #meme #furry #furryanimation #pokemon #protogen

That being said, I have been fiending for some more art if my Dk Raia...might have to shop around for some commission potential in the future

Figured I would throw up an updated mog of my DK Raia, been a while since I updated her drip but here we are :D

An unlabelled spellbook leads to big surprises. #art #furry #anthro #angelaflux #atlyss #thicc #breastexpansion

Another piece, this time from a different franchise *le gasp* it's of my Worgen frost Death Knight Raia Weiss, been slowly getting back into playing World of Warcraft and man did I miss that world so much so enjoy! Art by Nalaxa (will link their fa when I get the chance in a reply)

Finally getting around to uploading some art I have gotten over the months (mainly forgot oopsie) but these two pieces are both done by the awesome @blackbloodqueen.bsky.social and one featuring a certain proot @raeal.bsky.social Will be uploading more as I find them on my phone!

37, not an age I personally thought I would see myself get to but here we are, mainly cause of the amazing friends I have, two amazing partners, I just want to say, Thank you, I love you all and you all are the best gifts I could ever have in my life, and the only gifts I want on my birthday today

An amazing render of the one an only Kish bean done by the awesome @mutantwasp.bsky.social thank you so much again!

Another American citizen shot dead with use of lethal force because 6 grown ass men got their egos hurt. Fuck off if you still support this shit.

The creature is demanding attention.

As the last few days of 2025 come to a close I cannot help but wonder what exactly have I done this year; what have I accomplished. Did I hit any goals? Push myself to learn anything new? Not from what I feel as I sit here at work mulling over things. I just feel like I existed and that's it.

Gift for my server friends Feat. @lordmantis.bsky.social @aya-velvet.bsky.social @riocynn.bsky.social @wicker-g041.bsky.social @derpydeino.bsky.social @rosienaps.bsky.social @furvoc.bsky.social @exso.bsky.social @kersan.bsky.social @swiftflame.bsky.social Caleb Zek Evi #furry #bug #protogen

Oh hey I forgot I had this um so as an apology I present to you what I feel is the best pic o have taken of my Novabeast in Vrchat, enjoy~

Sphynx cats are weird... #twitch #protogen #vtuber #furry

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Light it up, let's go! 🔥 A new song by award-winning guitarist Tom Morello, featuring Beartooth, is making its way onto the Arcadion stage in #FFXIV! Here's a message from Tom and a preview of the upcoming track, Everything Burns!

Head empty... just breb

A couple more photos from vrchat really happy about having my Kisha

"This place is peaceful...like home, I just hope everyone is okay...I'll find my way back somehow" (Little preview of some vrchat photos coming up of my Delphox Kisha done by the wonderful @furvoc.bsky.social)

Figured I would finally post something after a month. This is my pokesona Kisha, someone who I have wanted to share for a while and well ta-da she's a good bean and the art is done by my lovely partner North (whom doesn't have Bluesky) and I have loads more to share over time so enjoy!

group chat

A little different critter this time, My fennec Raia, may the scree be with you

Pull my pin, and let me go. Only then, I would hope things will get better, all one needs is to say the word and it will be done.

Even though it is now July, I do have something I do want to share, hoping I can get it out tonight, maybe or early tomorrow as it's something that means a whole lot to me, so stay tuned

Despite all thats happening. Im live with elden ring! Not sure what imma do, but at least I got friends to do it with hah come watch me flail and fail :v twitch.tv/swiftflame95 #twitch #furry #vtuber #vtubing #twitchaffiliate #eldenring

Yeah, I can't just leave @derpydeino.bsky.social hanging either. I have some of their things that need to get back to them. ko-fi.com/swiftflame95 Any amount will do, as long as I reach enough before the 25th..

Bluesky please, for the love of fuck, stop showing me stuff I do not want to see whilst I doom scroll my discover, I have done all the things and you still wish to punish me, whomst must I offer for appeasement

This feeling of inadequacy really needs to go fuck off already...

Wargarble

I have a rather healthy(unhealthy?) obsession with Delphox...that's all, that's the post folks

Yeah I'm a be straight with everyone...this early morning riser bullshit..it ain't for me dawg

The moment I decide to combine two sonas into one, I'm getting bombarded with cat sonas, it seems the fates have spoken I guess (new sona is gonna be a mix of two different cat ones I have)

Today might be my breaking point, working four days so far, total of 8ish hours of good sleep across said days...and having to let go of an employee, and this going back to closes... I'm tired boss just..smsick of it all, all of it..I just want my partner, my friends and just relax

It's honestly days like these where I just sit and ponder about various things going on in my life. Wondering what I did to get where I am, and at some points wish I could go back and slap my past self for some of those choices...but alas her I am in a constant state of...existing I guess

Well so much for my initial plans, oh well, I know it's been a bit since I said anything last, this passed Friday was my birthday enjoyed that with friends, but been super depressed since so yay me I guess...oh well, one of the few good things at least is a new Vrchat model and bean attached below

Oh um it's been a few days has it uhhh so I am working on things in the background whilst I can, and maybe, just maybe I'll have something to show soonish (actual timeframe a month?) sooo stay tuned! Also have a bean everyone(screen taken by the best @derpydeino.bsky.social )