I just remembered I used to watch a lot of AFRTS (now AFN) growing up on base in Germany. I got a good laugh and remember we would just call it "a farts" because, come on, it's right there XD That time is bittersweet for me. So many good memories mixed in with the growing depression

Oh no... I just demonstrated that I was competent in using crystal reports. I sense many more of these projects coming my way X.x

I changed their bedding today and keep looking over to see smudge staring at me. I think she keeps falling asleep while doing it too. It's adorable

Heck, @littletroubles.bsky.social Paleo pamps are so comfy and cute. Really put me in kiddo headspace. I just hope no one sneaks some coprolite in while I'm not paying attention

Suggested albums today are from Heart, Bowie, Talking Heads, The Cars, Rush, Alan Parsons Project... Gonna have some classics to work to today

*takes a melatonin and thinks* "I'm glad I'm finally going through this... wait, when _did_ I get this..." *Checks the bottle, it's dated 9/25* Oh...

No Maho, your work does not have an ABDL Pal and Pride section listed... You're seeing a thing about business. I may need more caffeine

One neat thing I learned about my new job is that I'll probably have occasional trips to Baltimore and the DFW area throughout the year. So I might get to see peeps in those areas

First day on the new job and the only real complaints I have is some of the assumed knowledge of the internal systems and the use of white on chartreuse in so many of the training docs and system interfaces XD

I've been putting coconut oil on my feet after I finish bathing, and I've really noticed a difference. The callouses are fading and they're noticeably softer

I love when my gerbils stop what they're doing to groom each other. It's just so cute

Lol, Twitter decided to suspend my ad account being I was being inauthentic, whatever that means. I guess they didn't like how little I used it or maybe they didn't like my dick pics XD

Having something to read that isn't my phone has also been a great thing. It's too easy to switch apps or get distracted by notifications.

I finished reading Storm Front this evening. Not the first time I've read the book, but the first time in a while that I've actually read something to completion. Was good. Dresden files is a great series

Huh, my pits smell like yarrow right now. Neat

One of these days I'll figure out how to be interested in myself and be able to hold a decent conversation. I think it comes from shutting down for so long and only really holding a shallow interest in things.

Today has been a good, but also sad day. I submitted my resignation so I can start my new job in a few weeks. It's terrifying, and exciting at the same time. I don't think I've ever really left a job of my own volition, and my current job has helped me heal from the 10 year disaster that preceded it

I used to have a very prominent scar on my leg from when a bike chain wrapped around it and cut kind of deep. I got it when I was a kid, and it's mostly faded now. I don't know why, but I'm a little sad about that. It's like another piece of my childhood fading away. Silly, but all things fade

I miss spaghettieis

*sigh* dropped my phone last night and now I've got cracks across the screen. I have a screen protector on it, so hopefully that's the only thing that is cracked. Thankfully I only notice them when the light hits just right. So I'll probably ignore it until it really starts to frustrate me

*kicks his little paws, idly humming* Swing your arms, from side to side Come on, it's time to go. Do the Mario! Take one step, and then again Let's do the Mario, all together now!

I have peed in a cup, now I have to wait to see if I pass the test

Lol, snow expected overnight and then by Tuesday it'll be 70 and then 80s to finish out the week. Gonna start spring by skipping straight to summer. I bet we'll see 100° weather in April

Have you seen a banner tail kangaroo rat today? Now you have 💜

While this is good legislation to pass, it's also important to note this won't affect payment processors at all. This is for regulator and bank relationships, and PayPal, Visa, and the like won't be affected.

You ever think about how we stopped seeing all the pushes to support local, Mom and Pop shops? I don't really have a follow-up to that, and I am not really local first either. I've always gone to online sources because I don't like the people interactions. Just something that came to mind.

I hate the substar situation, and hate that the artists who use it are going to suffer because of payment processors again. In another life, I know I would be feeling the same pain. I hope a solution is found, but I fear that it will be taken from them again.

I keep feeling the desire to post horny pics I've taken and to treat this more like an AD account XD

I finally logged into Windows after being in Linux for a few months and decided to try using my tablet. And of course, clip studio decides not to work because I don't have a license for the current version and the app doesn't let me download the one I have.

9 games I hold dear

It's funny, last night I had the first dream I've remembered in a long time and it was a nightmare that I got high and ruined my chances at a new job. XD And today I'm feeling like my mood yesterday did a complete 180. Brains are weird

I hate days like today where my general anxiety and depression keeps me from enjoying anything. I wish I had a comfort thing that I could turn to and help ease it

I hope to hear that during the state of the union all of the "accomplishments" just earn laughter. Cutting, side splitting laughter. It's been advertised to me as "America is back" which is the biggest joke there is.

Bah. Why do I feel more hungry after eating a full ass meal than I did before I had dinner? 😮‍💨

Lol, watching a video and the metal gear alert sound played and my gerbil freaked out. Video unrelated, just a cute little idiot

I tried to find my old Gameboy and games and ended up finding different treasures. I highly doubt these floppy discs still hold any data. I also found a box of 5th edition and a box of 6th edition magic the gathering cards, but didn't go through them

I just remembered the time I tried playing Let's Go Eevee and being so disappointed that it was just a neutered version of the original games. Was the first time I decided to play a pokemon game since pinball on the game boy and it put me off of the games XD

Of all the things we are doing in MN, this one is just beyond. Imagine being released from hell alone in the cold. And a total stranger has waited all night with a blanket just to be ready to hug you and carry you home. Every job we do is crucial, but this one is what restores humanity and dignity.

2026 basically

I really need to learn how to talk about myself and experiences without making myself sound dumb.

I spent part of the weekend watching Digimon Breakbeat... I don't know if I liked it? I've never watched digimon anything before, is it considered good? In general, I'm not a fan of the creature designs, and it feels like the story doesn't need them and could have been more interesting without them

In incredible news, the European Parliament has voted overwhelmingly for "The Full Recognition Of Trans Women As Women." Even the center-right European People's Party voted for the declaration. It will form a foundation for their position at the UN Commission on the Status of Women. Our latest.

Hey! If you're headed to #motorcityfurcon @motorcityfurrycon.org this weekend and would like to help @thatmothtink.bsky.social find a kidney by passing around some cards with their donor information on it, @quackquackhonk.bsky.social will have those cards at Booth 31 in dealers, right by the door.

New friends 💜 They haven't told me their names yet

Lol, I can tell I type more than I game. It's interesting that I favor my right hand for spaces. I think it comes from training myself to do a lot of 10 key work

I miss the world of greys and nuance

I'm going to have to change how I respond when people ask me how I'm doing. The last few weeks have shown me what being Pretti Good really means in the US.

I didn't need to watch someone be killed today... why did I watch someone get killed today...