today's wordle is crazy lmao

it really is kinda funny how the better and the faster i can write, the worse my overall mental and emotional health is doing. like it does suck but man. 4.5 million words huh

just watched someone say "brendon urie and ryan ross are like paul mccartney and john lennon" im having a stroke

MY FLO TAEMIN CROSSOVER youtube.com/shorts/laoau...

it's funny how you can tell how depressed i am by my writing stamina bc it is a lot higher. when i'm depressed. sigh

new pop girl group!! this song is so catchy hehe (very me-core) www.youtube.com/watch?v=I-Ri...

can the government give us each 1 million dollars. for everyone everywhere. if they run out i have some suggestions for where they get more money

saw a post on tumblr that was like plantsona (as a radish) and i was wait omg i'd have a fruitsona... i'd be two cherries...

said this in a locked post elsewhere but might as well put it here: condemning any AI usage as "contaminating" the user/resulting software is a really dangerous mindset to keep, especially for people with OCD. can people knock that shit off

indie website database :0 petrapixel.neocities.org/indiewebdb/

sometimes im glad im bad at watching tv

at least i got a new tattoo today... arrow with an arrow 🙂‍↕️

i wish i could be a writer but not a person. sigh

it's been a very everyone is allowed to have problems except me kind of year 😔

i had a dream that sayid from lost and zayn from one direction went on a date. the dream fr

guys. having ocd sucks

why am i still torturing myself -guy who's still torturing themself

writing is a curse but editing is also a curse. and when you edit your own writing you are doubly cursed.

one day I'll fix my sleep schedule

the awesome thing about being a lesbian is that if i call a man hot you KNOW i mean it

im cursed im cursed im cursed im cursed im cursed im cursed im cursed im cursed im cursed im cursed im cursed im cursed

friend: adam sandler officiated taylor swift's wedding so they're jewish now (joke) me: mazel tayvis

it's fujomaxxing friday

i don't know what's happening with taylor swift's wedding and i don't care because it does not affect me at all but as a swiftie i am happy for her 🥰

im so glad this has become my second most popular letterboxd review

being raised in a family that doesn't like to communicate sure is an experience when your entire identity is centered around The Communication Hobby (writing)

MY FAVORITE REACTORS ARE WATCHING GRAVITY FALLS FOR THE FIRST TIME OMG

having a tumblr where i actually get regular anon asks is quite nice i have no idea who these people are but im glad we get to fujo out together <3 also they will not see this post bc it is completely dissociated from my main username LMAO but i am very appreciative yay

god cyndi lauper was so right when she said girls just wanna have fun

i think the problem i have with a lot of discussions surrounding women (famous or not) is that a lot of the time even pro-feminist talking points can sometimes devolve into the rhetoric of "what else can we expect from stupid fucking women"

⯌ you are the moon—my fan-fiction archive—is live and complete! i made and finished this in the span of a few days (sweats) ⯎ the network page of corpeso.org will be updated mometarily to link to it ♡ ⯌ you can expect much more wha from me w/ my projects that i'm hoping to start working on soon. :>

sometimes you think to yourself. oh i don't have anything left to edit of this story anymore. but that's the devil talking. you can in fact edit something again. and forever. and again

no but for real i do appreciate the romance of the phrase "make love" now... it has to be used in the right way but it makes me swoon instead of cringe now. oh how our feelings change...

i can't believe after all this years i've become a "make love" truther... i am no longer dictated by hate there is true romance in my heart (<- guy who is practically aroace)

sk8r boi is i think the funniest pickme girl song ever

everytime I hear about fandoms bullying creators/companies into changing their plans, I always think about how much change could be enacted if ppl had that energy for activism

spatoon...

anyway good thing about accidentally giving myself food poisoning last night i guess is that i woke up early enough to actually get into work on time

being kind is such an underrated skill especially these days so i am always extremely appreciative of now having many people in my life who both value and put work into being kind 💖

i was editing my own porn while letting my youtube music autoplay and curious by hayley kiyoko came on and when the end hookup in the bathroom scene happened i literally thought to myself "this is like a 300 word sex scene"

the most beautiful place on the internet is the independent website and it's not even close

we popping the biggest bottles when they bring jessica on stage at the snsd 20th anniversary concert

had a dream i was good personal friends with kendrick lamar. honestly a really good dream lmao

just watched the trailer for forgotten isle and. why does this movie look like 2 lesbians and their dog

it's still crazy to me that i still haven't written any pentagon fic... kino/hongseok... my ship....

i respect rpfers more than celebrities and public figures all of the time

a nine hour video helloooooo thank you content creators 🙏🙏🙏🙏

wait great news like five longform videos from/featuring some of my favorite YouTubers just dropped hell yeah

anyway whatever im going back to my comfort yaoi

anyway. sorry but i'm not. being an abuse victim sucks and it sucks more when a world that doesn't care about abuse victims makes you feel shamed into not being allowed to talk about it. that's an internalized shame i wholeheartedly reject