Additionally, I have new hair and my dream piercing now.

Dawg it's crazy how much I want it to snow right now. I am done with the heat. I am done with temperatures in the 80s. Give me temperatures in the 50s posthaste.

I need snow on the ground now dude.

Most things bring me very nearly to tears lately.

I spend my whole work week thinking about what I'll need to get done on my days off, but then they arrive and I am too exhausted to do most of it

I get the whole "they *want* you to feel hopeless and powerless" and all that but I truly don't know if I have it in me to resist feeling that way anymore

Ahhhhrhhghhhhhhhggghghhhguh buhhhhh guhhahuahhhhh

Man I would love some nicotine sooo much right now if it weren't for the promises I've made to the people I care 'bout most.

Lately I can't be on this app without seemingly, temporarily losing almost all hope and will to live, so I won't be on this app very often at all.

I need snow on the ground now dude.

I am not looking forward to tomorrow morning.

It's a Superman That kinda commute.

People should it/its me more often.

Most days lately, I've been at like 2 to 4 on the depression scale (lower being better), but today it shot up to like a 9 and I dunno why really.

Sometimes I catch myself feeling like I am acting fake, or that I'm performing a version of Jamie that I can only live up to in the moment, when I'm with people, but not for myself in the quiet mundane hours of the day. Are people expecting something of me that I won't always be able to deliver on?

I'm feelin' kinda anxious tonight, and am worried that I'm a lot more directionless and lost than I tend to think I am.

God this woman makes me so happy, I am so lucky.

I am a small little thing I am a fragile gal and a worrier of sorts.

I am a freakish and indecisive bitch.

I kinda wanna make a Discord server for my buds and pals, have so on & off for a while. But, my friends and I are all in so many servers (though, there is no central hub for *my* close friends specifically), and also I recognize the inevitability of Discord being shit and needing to move elsewhere.

The path of a dying star.

Monster energy monster energy monster energy.

I have just been powering through for a while now and I am worried I may be pushing it too far.

Apparently everyone at work missed me while I was gone, and are glad that I'm back?? I got a bunch of compliments and whatnot today too. I am feeling very nice.

Yay!!

Hewwo hewwo, good morning everybody, please cross your fingers and wish me good luck.

Still testing positive. The misery continues. Also that's like another shift's worth of pay I won't get. Only mildly freaking out about that.

Ahhh I hate being sick I hate being sick ahhhh!!!!

over and over again

Uptown is alive

Sad puppy hours.

I carry on living and striving in a disproportionate amount thanks to just general momentum, keeping busy, the filling of days in my calendar, and when something interrupts that momentum it makes me feel miserable and anxious. I need to remind myself that I will get back on track and that I'm okay.

I will get my revenge! I will spend time with people I love, and giggle and smile and whatnot, when I am recovered and no longer contagious! Mark my words!

Man what the fuck is up with things working out such that I always get sick when we also have terrible air quality. Miserable.

If you're concerned about the air quality in the Twin Cities this week, you may be interested in the difference we can make in air quality with this project.

Not trying to be a fuddy-duddy but maybe having a parade to showcase a street you want to be pedestrian only on a day when the AQI is actively harming you is not the best idea.

If you're at any show, but especially house show, be fuckin' respectful to the venue and the people running it. It's not hard!

Live music yippee!!

Hello, yes yes, vagueposting about how lucky and happy I am and whatnot. It's a wild and stressful time but I am so grateful that my life is coming together in the areas where it can.

I care so much about the people close to me. I'm feeling especially grateful for the people who have entered my world recently. My life has been filled with such an abundance of love and joy, and I want to give it back to them. You matter so much to me. I want to cherish you and see you smile.

Also good morning everypony.

Dude I need to play Aba pos 1 so bad, I need to play CM 2 so bad, I need to play some fuckass Dota 2 build immediately!!

Have you considered that I don't even give a swag?

Dude next to me on the bus is devouring a Costco rotisserie chicken right now. I'm so jealous.

I would fuck up a Costco rotisserie chicken right now.

Oh I am such a lucky gal.

I am so cooked.

Yeah

all this shitposting, what about pissposting?