forgiven servitude #ffxiv #gpose

the amount of love & devotion that is stored in Aymeric's labiomental groove while Estinien's drachen mail yearns for a texture rework

rarest incidences just below being struck by lightning twice in a row by a storm 10 miles away over the mountains

one of my mutuals on tumblr said Emmanellain needs estrogen. why didn't I think of that

PLD/DRK Aymeric or as my partner cutely calls him "Darkladin"

My commission：A Moment's Rest #アイエス #estimeric

it's so true. you never think it will happen to you until it does. many have fallen prey to this.

open.spotify.com/track/2l8sAa... #OnRepeat

Jenkshi during Heavensward earning the name Mogfist from the moogles because he is the first to offer his sword to beat up the creatures causing them trouble ksjdfndskf

Here he is, AU Scourge

ardbert n seto i love uuuuu #shadowbringers #ffxiv

Wake up. Deny myself the pleasure of breakfast. Cycle through several scenes of immense shame & self-loathing from my past as a refresher. Round it off with a viewing of FINAL FANTASY XIV: Heavensward Trailer to feel something

my first excessively self-indulgent, rambly #wolmeric fic archiveofourown.org/works/87645161

so many different styles of amy lately

I think it's so funny Estinien has long-ass hair underneath that armet. where are you stuffing it bro

my first excessively self-indulgent, rambly #wolmeric fic archiveofourown.org/works/87645161

landed The Singularity Reactor in trials roulette

he is like a Bird of some kind, keen & stupid at the same time

Heavensward replay experience

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Can you guys give your buildings a normal name like

Jenkshi to everyone he meets during Shadowbringers & Endwalker like “sorry you met me at a very thematically incohesive time in my life”

I have gone through, like, 3 drafts now of Jenkshi/Aymeric bullshit but this man is so infuriatingly opaque I am led to believe that he does not believe in feeling any sort of pleasure or inclination whatsoever.

Come follow me

Urianger speaking in such complicated ciphers I think the Echo steps in & translates them for Jenkshi sometimes like genuinely

the eyefucking in front of a religious leader in a church of all places is so crazy. the bastardy put that freak in him #iktr

Amazing.

Grit & Iron Will stay on in bed because neither Jenkshi nor Aymeric can release their white-fingered grips on the carapaces they parade around the public even around each other #LockedIn

I can hardly take another good bye baby I won’t be long you’re the one that I’m waiting on

guide us o mighty Fury / guide us to victory

Jenkshi coming back to Ishgard from another huge adventure that nigh broke the world in half has Aymeric like god you are so skinny & gaunt again it will take at least 300 bowls of beef & potato stew until you return to normal

it’s been a rough couple of weeks re: my self-esteem & my feelings towards what I create, dwelling in perpetual inadequacy. however I logged onto my fandom account on tumblr to a small handful of people saying they thought my Estinien was hot. perhaps my purpose in life is much more mundane

replaying HW has led me down a bit of a rabbithole re: XIV 1.0, like the fact that Coerthas was just. so green. you can really see the influence of the taiga on that old map. so not only were Ishgardians contending with a 1000+ year war, which instilled in them a sense of paranoia

Jenkshi staying in Ishgard post-StB/Shb (& probably EW) contributing to the Restoration means he has undoubtedly encountered the orphanage in the Brume, brimming with children after the wyvern attacks + the several assaults on Ishgard by dragons, & walked back home to Aymeric with that

DRK Jenkshi / PLD Aymeric ie I love you deeply but I would also cut you down if you ever strayed from the beaten path etc

I know this is about Shiva & Hraesvelgr but also thinking about this in the context of Estinien & Aymeric. that moment when your two flavours of patriotism (obligation & sacrifice) causes a degenerative, irreconcilable rupture in your relationship

streaming Heavensward over & over just to feel something

Aymeric’s VA not listed on Endwalker credits on IMDb

writing Estinien is so very fun, as well as his fucked up relationship with his not father

Emet-Selch all throughout Shadowbringers

Might just starting talking like Urianger to bitches that piss me off

I think I peaked writing Aymeric in this exact instant

anyway if you loved the DRK quests I have something even more adrenaline-inducing: IFS therapy

Time to go. I don't know when we'll do this again─if we'll ever do this again. The little trick you've learned doesn't count, you know. But even if this is our end, it won't change what we had. I love you more than you'll ever know. Be well.

realized that my last few posts have followed the same format. apologies. I will introduce another producer to the Ecosystem #DoingMyPart

Estinien the entire cutscene as Gaius stupidly throws himself at the guy who just killed his own father

he has Me so Very Diseased. whatever he has I have contracted it

The Crystal Exarch gazing into his portal before he sleeps to behold the nightly occurrence of the WoL talking to a duplicitously shaded corner of their bedroom

Estinien's side profile I am free on Thursday