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Soft launch, but I’d like to mentor someone in games next year. Preferably a queer or trans Arab I could help open doors for, but. Do friends who already do this have resources to help a first time mentor? And if you’re a mutual who’d like to be my mentee, feel free to DM me, no upper age limit!

TALENTLESS FEMALE GAMER GIVEAWAY 🩷✨ to celebrate my birthday we’re doing a merch giveaway!! to enter: 💖 follow me 💜 like and repost 💖 reply whether you’d want cropped or full length 💜 tag a friend for an extra entry! open internationally 🌎 closes Sat 22 Nov

HUGE NEWS! For the next 10 days I'm sponsored by COMMUNITE! I announced this already in my discord and my community has already started working together to build a cute, cozy world. Please download using my link and join my community server (thecoven) 🍄 strms.net/communite_as... #ad #sponsored

we hit the max subathon timer in 45 minutes and so chat TURNED THIS STREAM AROUND and reverse subathon-ed us into finishing already and I cried so much today, it's been wonderful 💜 thank you all for being so supportive, for all the kind messages, condolences, birthday wishes and love ❤️

today we’re celebrating 7 years of streaming AND my birthday! I’m live for who knows how long, playing Spyro, and probably covering myself in temporary tattoos 💜 ✨ twitch.tv/elliejoypanic ✨

TALENTLESS FEMALE GAMER GIVEAWAY 🩷✨ to celebrate my birthday we’re doing a merch giveaway!! to enter: 💖 follow me 💜 like and repost 💖 reply whether you’d want cropped or full length 💜 tag a friend for an extra entry! open internationally 🌎 closes Sat 22 Nov

if you see “business as usual” from me today please know I’ve had my bday/streamiversary celebrations planned for a while, and I’m doing my best today despite feeling very fragile. I’m pushing the start of my celebration stream back an hour (to 10am PT) to give myself room to feel this morning ❤️

it’s my birthday today, but it’s a weird one. we lost my nan on Monday and this grief feels especially heavy today. Joy is my actual middle name, shared with her first name. I take that forward with me. I’m trying real hard to remember all the best parts of her, she wouldn’t want me to be sad 💜

act 2 Silksong but fast(ish)???? more Silksong speedrun achievement stuff, live now! ✨ twitch.tv/elliejoypanic ✨

team cherry made me into a better gamer with silksong and I’m mad about it

POSSESSOR(S) is launching today. I have been the producer on this project for three years, & the last few weeks have been difficult. Most of the team isn't around anymore to celebrate the launch, so I wrote many words about these incredible people to celebrate them. 🖤 shorturl.at/MpMra

this game was SO COOL being a psychic baby rules actually????? I'm now playing some nightreign with community for the first time in months, come by!!

I’m live with an out of this world #sponsored stream playing Goodnight Universe!! The new game from the team who made Before Your Eyes!! You control the game with your camera!!!!! 🚀 come be a baby with superpowers with me 💫 ✨ twitch.tv/elliejoypanic ✨

hi it's my birthday AND my 7 year stream anniversary on thursday, and I'm doing a subathon to celebrate! join me from 9am PT for up to 15 hours of Spyro Reignited, lots of silliness, perhaps too many sub goals, and more giveaways than you can shake a stick at! ✨ twitch.tv/elliejoypanic ✨

I’m back from vacation so of course it’s time for more silksong ✨ twitch.tv/elliejoypanic ✨

hi it's my birthday AND my 7 year stream anniversary on thursday, and I'm doing a subathon to celebrate! join me from 9am PT for up to 15 hours of Spyro Reignited, lots of silliness, perhaps too many sub goals, and more giveaways than you can shake a stick at! ✨ twitch.tv/elliejoypanic ✨

farewell, good hunter. may you find your worth in the waking world 🥀

I’m scared to read the final 50 pages of The Song of Achilles 🥲

Our launch stream & @extralife4kids.bsky.social fundraiser stream is only THREE days away! ⌛ Don't miss out on some great donation incentives, including prize packs 🎁, Skyrim mods to surprise @joelburgess.bsky.social, and Ambrosia Sky Steam keys! 🔑 Donate here: tiny.cc/sr-extralife2025

Not to be the fun police but I do hope people know that Arc Raiders does use generative AI for voice acting, and by supporting the game you're letting higher-ups know that this is an okay practice. They try to downplay this on the Steam store page by describing the AI usage as vaguely as possible.

We know the same voices opposing abortion are ALSO targeting birth control access, but we are NOT backing down. On November 12, use #ThxBirthControl to share your stories & remind everyone why access to healthcare is so essential. Let's squash the misinformation: powertodecide.org/thxbirthcontrol

I'm on vacation until next week now 😎 streams are back monday! here's the plan until the end of the year AND IT'S MY BIRTHDAY NEXT WEEK!! we'll be celebrating that and my 7 year stream anniversary on the 13th with a big ol subathon, more info soon 👀

okay so I had my doubts that I could do this, but I'm halfway through a Silksong run at 1hr52 this could actually be possible chat 👀👀👀

this is happening right now btw, trying to speedrun silksong 😎 ✨ twitch.tv/elliejoypanic ✨

I did it, 100% completion in Silksong, and I cried super hard at the end again 🥹 it's not without its flaws, but holy shit what a special game 🖤

GOOD NEWS CHAT!! I CAN FINALLY SHUT UP!! Y'all officially got me past the 1k sub count!! Thank you SO SO much to everyone who has been pushing to make this happen ❤️ The ridiculous amount of support means a lot to me www.youtube.com/@ashiirosee

FIVE TO GO WHO ISN'T SUBSCRIBED YET youtube.com/@ashiirosee

I don’t have a go live post today but I DO have a ✨GO SUBSCRIBE TO ASH OR ELSE✨ post :) Ash is only 19 subscribers from unlocking ad revenue on YouTube!! she works so hard let’s get her to 1k!!! youtube.com/@ashiirosee

The short version: Despite layoffs, buying the game still puts money in the pockets of the developers who worked on it. Which is doubly important because they're out of a job. Boycotting the game in solidarity with them by screwing them out of money won't help anyone!

just a small PSA, don’t fucking do this

we're doing our first new member intake since coming out of hibernation this month!! get your applications in asap if you'd like to be considered this round 💖 we invite new members on a rolling basis so if you don't get in this time, you'll still be considered next time! forms.gle/mQp9et5W23Ae...

I have a bunch of video series coming to my YouTube in November including: 🌸 Silent Hill f 🗝️ Kingdom Hearts Re:Chain of Memories 🐞 Silksong (YT Exclusive) 🌙 Bloodborne Deathless any% AND I'm officially only 26 subscribers away from full Partner status! www.youtube.com/@ashiirosee

we're doing our first new member intake since coming out of hibernation this month!! get your applications in asap if you'd like to be considered this round 💖 we invite new members on a rolling basis so if you don't get in this time, you'll still be considered next time! forms.gle/mQp9et5W23Ae...

maybe my level of cosplay is buying a base, switching out/tailoring some pieces, styling a wig and doing kickass makeup. it’s such an expensive and time consuming hobby and every time I want to do a new cosplay I hit that same wall and give up before I start, maybe it doesn’t have to be that way?

Great job, everyone, we did it again

farewell, good hunter. may you find your worth in the waking world 🥀

get in gamers, we’re playing Bloodborne 🩸 ✨ twitch.tv/elliejoypanic ✨

get in gamers, we’re playing Bloodborne 🩸 ✨ twitch.tv/elliejoypanic ✨

I think YouTube did a clear out this morning because I watched a bunch of my subs fall off within the span of 10 minutes 🫠 I am 31 away now! Very close ❤️ wwwtube.com/@ashiirosee

but why do people dislike perfectly normal youtube videos like gameplay vods though

ITS TOMORROW!! I'll be streaming The Seance of Blake Manor from Midday tomorrow (Irish time) for basically all day. This is my first big long stream and, having spoken with one of the Devs, I might be playing until way after midnight. 😄 I would adore for folks to pop in as and when they can.

I had the absolute pleasure of reading Dan’s short horror stories and bringing the words to life in audiobook form, and this one about a haunted cookbook was my favourite!! give it a listen and let me know what you think 👀👀 danlong.substack.com/p/send-it-ch...

33 TO GO SUBSCRIBE TO ASH RIGHT NOW OR ELSE!!! youtube.com/@ashiirosee

pspspsps come and bully my mods with @crowdcontrol.live, we’re playing REPO for scary season and surely nothing will go wrong!!! #sponsored ✨ twitch.tv/elliejoypanic ✨

so @lobosjr.org has been trying to get me to do an Elden Ring irregulator run for over a year now and I agreed to do one when I hit 14k followers and it's looking like that might be sooner than later uh oh 🙃🙃🙃

We're getting SO CLOSE y'all! 36 away!! Huge thank you to everyone who's been supporting this push for full YT monetization ❤️ www.youtube.com/@ashiirosee

ASH IS 42 SUBSCRIBERS AWAY FROM UNLOCKING AD REVENUE ON YOUTUBE GO SUBSCRIBE!!!!!!! (forehead kisses for everyone who subs) youtube.com/@ashiirosee

we’re kicking off Halloween week with forgotten decorations, kitty updates, tattoo show & tell and I’m On Observation Duty for the first time! come hang out, ghouls and goblins 👻 ✨ twitch.tv/elliejoypanic ✨

ASH IS 42 SUBSCRIBERS AWAY FROM UNLOCKING AD REVENUE ON YOUTUBE GO SUBSCRIBE!!!!!!! (forehead kisses for everyone who subs) youtube.com/@ashiirosee