I am to gay / queer for this shit… They drew us!! There’s officially art of us now i need to die oml 😭😭 /pos

Still not over the fact i will be seeing a big figure skating event live next year this will be insane

Cute cat pics to say hello life’s been crazy lately but oh well

Spoiler they do buddy you waited long enough… you don’t know how to deal with it quite yet but its here ♥️

Life’s been spinning a little too fast lately And i'm just waiting for the moment my body catches up and i start spilling my guts 'Cus when you see the real side of me You too will leave I'll be left to weep underneath the trees doomed to wilt Underneath my sins

I fear i need a figure skating bridge watch later today or i will not be ok after the last couple of weeks

Ok yeah 3 weeks and we are already having a deep talk about our feelings and stuff and good god are we acting like teenagers in love but its so healing and fun in a way and idk its just nice seeing someone vibing with me this much and being able to fully embrace this mess of a love story unfolding😭

Just a energy addicted queer man with a gay little energy drink in his hand :3

Starting(?) something with someone while having a bigger mess going on in the background with other people is so confusing Like why am i talking to a person every day for multiple hours staying up late but also being very confused and hurt about the other thing that is happening 🧍🏻‍♂️

Also you should go and give baby lasagna a listen i promise its brain stimming music you won’t regret if you like the silly

I can die happy after this omg i am HYPED pls make the year go by quickly 🫡

I also hate the fact they always wait until shortly before midnight on a works night like yes ty for making me unable to sleep and know tomorrow will be bad that surely helps with making myself survive the night yes absolutely i love it.

Like if i'm to quiet or don’t reach out first its not good But if i try and give you enough things to just react to and talk to me about bc i know we both enjoy them its also not good??? What else should I do huh??

And ofc it’s always in the moments i started feeling a bit more ok and found things that give me a bit of joy and they get taken from me just like that. It’s always the same i am so done

People abandoned me all my life long bc of me being to boring or not being the first one to reach out… yet when i try and do they abandon me just the same i hate myself so fucking much WHAT ABOUT ME MAKES PEOPLE DO THIS WHY DO THEY KEEP HURTING ME NO MATTER HOW OPEN I AM ABOUT EVERYTHING i swear 1)

Funny how i put all my trust into a person and making it clear they can always talk to me and yet they still find ways to remind me that no one will ever trust me as much bc i am that messed up and make them feel like they can’t tell me anything just bc i try to be nice and actively talking 1)

Quote with your pride flags :)

Quietly adds Eden to the name list and display name on here…

And what if i spiraled into the darkest pits of my mind, got lost and need someone to come find me? Would you take the risk and not fear the fall as you stumble over the mess that’s been rotting inside me?

I went into this knowing it’s gonna be vampire and here we are 🙂‍↕️ and i do not sparkle thats right!!

Infinity by 1D started playing currently not ok ✨

Sooo life’s very strange rn idk how to feel but hey i will be out the house for most of next week bc work trip and some friends and i are planning a little 3 countries trip not sure what cities yet but it should be fun regardless:)

Other apps got it first so might as well share it on here as well 🙂‍↕️ fit of the day

We are done with work already this is unusual 🧍🏻‍♂️ anyway i got a long weekend ahead of me now so lets see what i will do with it

Love spending my lunchtime like this 🫶🏻

I swear the second my local ice rink opens back up next year, i will fight that fear and trauma bc i want to be on the ice so fucking badly that my brain hears any song and immediately sees a little skater skating to it… i haven’t been skating in years and still its ridiculous how much i miss it rn

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Also how tf have I still not written that stupid email to get me the appointments needed for T…? Like i could be so much closer to it if i just did that but no 💀 (He has forgotten it most times and whenever he remembers he gets scared and doesn’t write it)

Love how whenever the weather changes my body is like 'lets give this mf fever like symptoms and joint pain beyond the point of pain meds so he really knows hes fucked' but hey the doctors said it’s nothing so it surely is just my head being silly… right? 🥸

I do not really enjoy being alive personally but i do love seeing others being alive and enjoying themselves and the rest is pretty accurate i would say

So eh… i might really like this one?

Now… First one is a little confused but like a leaf 🇨🇦 and a cross🇨🇭aren’t to different right? Hello i'm brad and i'm in fact fun at parties bc social awareness makes me joke about things and people tend to like that 👍🏻 I do enjoy both alcohol (in a responsible way) and being iconic!

Ah yes

Twenty one pilots today!!! Hehe

Its funny to me how everyone seems to agrees what my color is (as in what i look best in clothing wise) and its so obvious that whenever i wear that color i get compliments from random people and our customers. Rn my hair is in a similar shade and people always mention how amazing it looks on me ✨

Have cat in pot

Mondays are so strange like why is everyone at work already stressed out… just chill its the first day of the week and our work schedule will change 3000 times anyway so why stress lmao

Yeah life sucks Truly wish there was just one person out there that would actually pick / choose me first instead of people using me to cheer them up in a moment and disappear on me right after to spend time with others and never return anything like it at all… yeah cool you’re welcome i guess?

This was fun!! (Uses this as a way of coming out to you all bc I’ve been thinking and it seems its just gay now)

Still thinking about becoming more active on here… might start posting Pokémon cards or nature pictures on here soonish?? maybe some fit checks or random stuff i like as well 🤔 I guess we will see

Its fun on there come join!! (acts like he doesn’t mostly have followers that are already in it)

no nation is still recruiting, btw sometimes we play skribbleio, sometimes we listen to music together, sometimes we stream stuff and there's some bugmaxxing and naturemaxxing happening if you want in, reply to this post and I'll send you the link 🙂‍↕️✨️

The night sky was so clear today so have some iPhone in the middle of the city surrounded by streetlights pictures of the stars + my breath in the cold dark bc it looks to cool not to post 👀

I really need to be on here more often… maybe i will be who knows. Anyway all that’s been keeping me going lately is the fact i am seeing and meeting MIW next Saturday but that is also another anxiety inducing thing so that’s about how well i've been doing lately lmao

@rosaryapologies.bsky.social Happy Birthday Friend ♥️

Have some pretty mountains as my first post on here :)!