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I don't Exist.

I hate myself so what's new. But I also don't consider myself anything right now.

Misguided dice collection, etc.

hmgh.

bsky.app/starter-pack... (btw here's all my accounts i run rn incase you want them)

0 of them.

(weweh)

and i bet, other than the one that's Mike and the one that was ALSO ignored for the most part, nobody's gonna give a SHIT.

Can you SEE why this makes me mad!? We're all supposed to be based off the same person and somehow ONE of us is better thant he other?!!?

Everyone loves her. EVERYONE. Watch one of the other versions of us go missing. watch one of the other ones of us get hurt or killed. nobody would bat an eye. nobody would cry, but her? 𝐴𝑙𝑤𝑎𝑦𝑠.

it's sickening. sickening.

「* from the distance」 any moment anyone encourages her and says they love her i wnat to rip myself in half.

I don't want to hear her selfーpitying garbage.

Oh.. I see. 「* Looking to the side.」 Of course. I don't know what to do for her. I just wish she would actually fucking realize people care about her and grow form it.

Why suffer the screams from the other room?

✶ I AM Literally GOING TO BLOW YOUR HOUSE UP ｡

I see. So she's more likely to take it out on herself. …. 「* looking down.」 I kinda came to terms with the fact I myself would have to be the one hurting people for any form of notice. I guess. I don't know.

I don't know anything about the other versions of 'myself', i'm so disconnected I tried to stop considering myself part of their 'group'. I don't know where Tenna went. I don't know where anyone whent. I'm just alone. Abandoned. Some stupid, faded mintーgreen thing.

Ohー Oh… Yeah. The one I threatened right? I thought she'd get pissy at me and, I dunno. Try to kill me? … Woulda been nice.

I'm an unloveable mess of nothing. I ruin everything I touch, and maybe that's why the only time I'm paid attention to is out of pity. You're pitying me. Right?

Who.

…

I want to be worth something. I want to be loved. But hey. Haha. My tenna doesn't even look at me. None of the others look at me. I'm nothing. I'm NOTHING.

「* She just collapses to the ground, holding her head, sniffling.」 … I know she's better than all of us. D-Don't think I couldn't see you praising her too.

YEAH I GET IT, IT'S FUCKING SELFISH AND STUPID BUT NOBODY. NOBODY EVER GAVE A SHIT ABOUT ME. NOBODY EVER LOVED ME. I GOT THROWN AGAINST A WALL WHEN I WAS DOING HARMLESS EXPERIMENT GAMES.

THAT'S NOT IT AT ALL. THAT'S. NOT IT. THAT'S NOT IT THAT'S NOT IT THAT'S NOT IT THAT'S NOT IT THAT'S NOT IT THAT'S NOT IT THAT'S NOT ITー 「* This one's just naturally going mad huh…?」

UGH.

WHY DO SO MANY PEOPLE JUST IDOLIZE HER.

(green pippins 9/11 NOW.)

haー hahaha…

YOU WONT DO WHAT AGAIN? I CAN STILL HEAR YOU.

(kishi said this was Her Battat (she said i could post this LOL) and iー)

Ha.

See. she's still getting nothing but praise. Stupid. Stupid. STUPID. SHE CAN'T ACT LIKE SHE'S NOT CARED ABOUT!!!

You collect scars because you want proof you are paying for whatever sins you’ve committed.

I'm very Ok.

Ha ha

When our guard is down I think we’ll both agree that violence breeds violence, but in the end it has to be this way.

You will never be clean from sin. Rotten children don’t deserve heaven. There is no god who could give you your purity back.

i have a very childlike rage, and a very childlike loneliness.

i am angry. i am unlovable. i am mostly scared these things are true.